I was diagnosed with Crohn's disease in March of this year via colonoscopy. From what my GI could see it seemed I only had a mild case, but from my symptoms he suspected I had a worse case in my small intestines. My GI started me on Asacol immediately but we soon realized that it was only making the problem worse. I was put on Proctofoam and Mesalamine to help ease my discomfort but they did very little. I was put on Entocort and Bentyl roughly a month and a half ago and it worked wonders. I flew to New York for my 18th birthday, ate whatever I wanted and as much of it as I wanted, and even had the strength to hike 1.5 miles up (and 1.5 miles back down) a waterfall.I felt amazing. About two weeks ago my GI began tapering me off the Entocort, dropping me from three pills a day to two, and within a week my Iritis was back and I was experiencing loss of appetite, nausea, diarrhea, and exhaustion. My GI called me a few hours ago to tell me that he wants to work me in as soon as possible because he wants to start me on Remicade. The more I think about the more scared I'm becoming. I've heard nothing but wonderful things about Remicade and I'm excited to find a medicine that finally works, but at the same time Remicade comes with a lot of symptoms. I'm entering into my senior year of high school. I want to be able to enjoy the next year, not worry about getting sick all the time. I think what I'm afraid of most is that I don't know what to expect. I know it kills the immune system. Will I always have to be cautious about who I'm around, what I touch, what environment I'm in? I know there's a risk of developing cancers and lupus. Is that a real possibility or is it an extreme circumstance? I have a long history of lupus and leukemia in my family, so I'm already at a heightened risk of developing either. I think I'm just worrying myself now. What should I expect from Remicade? Am I over thinking all of this, or are my fears real? Thank you in advance to anyone who responds!