Our ray of hope was snuffed out anyway for now. He had a bad flare up and during his treatment the hospital gave him steroids and fentanyl. He seems to be having another one right now and the director seemed insistent he not use any fentanyl and just ride his flare up out. I am concerned he's having very severe pain at present, the nausea has returned and he's lost his appetite. He did partially well Christmas day and I am worried about him again. I don't like seeing him in pain.