Hey, I need to vent a little so bare with me. I've been suffering from n/v and upper abdominal pain/pressure since March. It's been getting progressively worse. Colonoscopy revealed inflammation indicative of crohns not colitis (as I was previously diagnosed with in 2008). But the upper endoscopy was fine. My GI is requesting a capsule endoscopy, but that will be at least two more weeks.
On Friday I got fed up with my symptoms and went to emerg concerned about a partial obstruction. They rehydrated me and basically dismissed my symptoms and sent me home without any testing. So I just saw my family doctor this morning and gave him an update. He seemed very concerned and sent me start to emerg with a note for the er doctor to rule out partial obstruction vs ischimic bowel. The doctor there was again not very concerned, hooked me up to an iv and agreed to do an X-ray. When that came back clear he told me all my symptoms are likely from the medical cannabis I just started!
First off, I've had this problems for a good two months before starting that and second I don't even use it daily and when I do I only use approx 0.25g for breakthrough pain. Although happy that there isn't an obstruction visible on X-ray, I felt so dismissed and judged! I get so frustrated when doctors don't take your concerns seriously, and then move onto judge something that is completely unrelated and between me and my pain specialist (also hurtful since it has taken a year of my pain specialist recommending the cannabis for me to agree to it out of fear of judgement and stigma).
Anyways I called my family doctor (who I'm so grateful to have in my life) and told him they did an X-ray and sent me home. He was furious. He said that he would request a stat ct and hopefully get to the bottom of this.
I'm tired of feeling so sick and not be taken seriously when I put my trust into a doctor who should at least be kind and non-judgemental. I understand if they cannot find anything or aren't sure of what's causing my symptoms. They are human and cannot know everything, but please be supportive! When I left I was in tears. I was sore, exhausted, embarrassed, and felt so ashamed to have to try and justify my health concerns and my treatment decisions.
I'm looking forward to the ct scan. I have to admit that as much as I want to be healthy and have the results come back fine, I can't help that a part of me wants there to be something wrong so we can get to the bottom of this and feel like I'm not crazy and making up all these symptoms.
On Friday I got fed up with my symptoms and went to emerg concerned about a partial obstruction. They rehydrated me and basically dismissed my symptoms and sent me home without any testing. So I just saw my family doctor this morning and gave him an update. He seemed very concerned and sent me start to emerg with a note for the er doctor to rule out partial obstruction vs ischimic bowel. The doctor there was again not very concerned, hooked me up to an iv and agreed to do an X-ray. When that came back clear he told me all my symptoms are likely from the medical cannabis I just started!
First off, I've had this problems for a good two months before starting that and second I don't even use it daily and when I do I only use approx 0.25g for breakthrough pain. Although happy that there isn't an obstruction visible on X-ray, I felt so dismissed and judged! I get so frustrated when doctors don't take your concerns seriously, and then move onto judge something that is completely unrelated and between me and my pain specialist (also hurtful since it has taken a year of my pain specialist recommending the cannabis for me to agree to it out of fear of judgement and stigma).
Anyways I called my family doctor (who I'm so grateful to have in my life) and told him they did an X-ray and sent me home. He was furious. He said that he would request a stat ct and hopefully get to the bottom of this.
I'm tired of feeling so sick and not be taken seriously when I put my trust into a doctor who should at least be kind and non-judgemental. I understand if they cannot find anything or aren't sure of what's causing my symptoms. They are human and cannot know everything, but please be supportive! When I left I was in tears. I was sore, exhausted, embarrassed, and felt so ashamed to have to try and justify my health concerns and my treatment decisions.
I'm looking forward to the ct scan. I have to admit that as much as I want to be healthy and have the results come back fine, I can't help that a part of me wants there to be something wrong so we can get to the bottom of this and feel like I'm not crazy and making up all these symptoms.