I've never been so sick in all my life. I've had Crohn's for 14 years. I haven't had insurance for most of that time so I've received patchwork healthcare for the past several years. Meaning, I haven't been able to afford to have a GI and so when a flare gets too bad I go to the ER and they give me steroids and tell me to follow up with a GI I can't afford. :yfrown: I have recently found a GI that will take me on as a patient, even though I don't have an insurance or a job and therefore no real ability to pay him. :applause: Unfortunately, while awaiting my appointment with him, I got so sick and things became so painful, I ended up at the ER he is associated with. They are a teaching, university, non profit hospital so they took me in and not only gave me the steroids but actually kept me for a week and ran tests (I didn't know hospitals even did that!) Turns out I have C diff and the colonoscopy showed nothing but diseased colon. I'm now home and on Flagyl and have a follow up appointment with a GI. They say I have to wait for the C diff to clear before I can start long term treatment for Crohn's. This is all fine with me because I'm just happy to be on a doctor's radar and be claimed as a patient, rather than shooed out the door the second I mention that I don't have insurance or a job. But as of this very moment, I'm in every bit as much pain as I was the moment I walked into the ER. My guts feel like a rabid porcupine has taken up residence. When does this C diff business get any better? Is there any relief to be had? I've never been so miserable. I'm taking the meds as directed and I'm waiting for Amazon to deliver some Florastor. I'm living off water and broth (when I can stomach even that) and pain medication. When does it get better?? Anybody have any personal experience with this bug? Advice? Stories? I'm feeling so defeated and helpless. I thought Crohn's pain was as bad as belly pain could get. I hate that I was wrong.