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I went in for an MRI scan of my small bowel today, and they handed me three big bottles of flavorless barium sulfate. I started out okay, but once I had stomached 2/3rds of the bottle, I was gagging constantly and feeling extremely nauseous.
I couldn't handle another half a bottle and the rest of the first one, so they couldn't do the scan...I'm really upset and feel like a failure. I feel extremely weak, and that I just cause problems for everyone.
I don't know what to do...my mom has to take time off of work to bring me to appointments, and I feel I've wasted her time.
It's not fair...making us with IBD drink all of that disgusting contrast...I'm just feeling really hopeless and alone...I know the doctor said another option would be to get an NG tube and have the barium put in me that way, but...
I just really need some support...I feel alone and just feel like a burden for everyone...
I couldn't handle another half a bottle and the rest of the first one, so they couldn't do the scan...I'm really upset and feel like a failure. I feel extremely weak, and that I just cause problems for everyone.
I don't know what to do...my mom has to take time off of work to bring me to appointments, and I feel I've wasted her time.
It's not fair...making us with IBD drink all of that disgusting contrast...I'm just feeling really hopeless and alone...I know the doctor said another option would be to get an NG tube and have the barium put in me that way, but...
I just really need some support...I feel alone and just feel like a burden for everyone...