HI little MAMA....I have crohns colitis......life goes on somehow. Keep your chin up and take your meds. I am on remicade and it took a while to work, then it worked, now not so much, but I'm seeing GI next week and we'll discuss next options. It does get a bit much sometimes, so I do understand what you're feeling, but this forum is amazingly helpful, so just keep coming back. We're here for you.