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I consider myself to have mild Crohn's and am afraid of ending up unnecessarily on medications my GI is suggesting (IE Remicade/Humira). Here is my backstory.
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Warning: TMI Ahead
I have been on max dose Pentasa since diagnosis in April 2014. Every 4-6 months I begin passing blood or what I would call blood/mucous jelly beans and end up on Prednisone.
After being good for 5 months, October 2015 the bleeding started again. This time, the jellybeans were joined with large blood and mucous lumps. I made my apt with my GI and waited, as my Primary Doc I found out left the practice and I hadn't known. This progresses to the point where up to 20 times a day I am running to the washroom with urgency just to pass water, blood and 'clots' or let out what I can only describe as blood farts. By December I had increasing pain throughout my stomach, only now I had pain above my belly button too. Christmas night driving home from family I took myself to emerg. I was admitted and informed that the pain is actually due to Pancreatitis and I wouldn't be going anywhere.
The cause of the Pancreatitis was determined to be the Pentasa as they could find absolutely no other reason. I'm not a drinker, I don't eat fatty foods, no stones, no travel.. it goes on and I was tested for everything. After being starved of any food that triggers enzyme release and on IV for two weeks the pancreas pain improved and my lipase levels dropped back within a safe range (wow I didn't realize how bad it had gotten) but that left me with nothing for the Crohn's and bleeding so I was put back on Prednisone. I am still on Prednisone today (two more weeks to wean off - I am going off because every other time a smaller dose for shorter amount of time stops the bleeding and it has had zero effect this time and I want off these hell pills) but the situation is the same concerning the blood and mucous. I am still on mostly liquid/soft food (my pancreas is still trying to heal and wow is it slow). Methotrexate is out of the running due to the risk of pancreatitis with me now, so the GI team is ready to step me up to Remicade or Humira.
I go through the forum and I read about so many of you struggling with so much and having so many terrible symptoms from Crohn's that really need these drugs. I don't think that I do. The bleeding isn't normal, but I can still function. I feel like it's putting a cast on a little scratch for my Crohn's. Would it really be that bad if I left it? Since I am bleeding slowly enough that I am replenishing my stores and bloodwork checks out ok why can't I leave it? If a drug like Pentasa gave me Pancreatitis, looking at the possible side effects of biologics makes me want to run for the hills! I worry that with my luck I will end up worse off than if I had just passively monitored my Crohn's. I ask these questions to doctors but no one wants to give me a straight answer and it leaves me very uncomfortable and unable to make a decision. It's a lot of well it's your body but here are your biologics options... The blood and mucous is my main symptom. I have other symptoms like not fully digesting food, D, bloating and cramping, fatigue, joint pains.. all of this I am managing with a very controlled and limited diet, lots of rest, baths, yoga, meditation, therapy, and I am going back to school to change careers - but none are severe enough that I am missing out on life. On the other hand.. I don't want to leave my Crohn's and end up letting the disease run rampant to where I regret it when I am older - but I can't get acknowledgement that it even will.
Thank you for reading this. I appreciate any thoughts or opinions anyone may have - my goal is to live the best life I can live.
I consider myself to have mild Crohn's and am afraid of ending up unnecessarily on medications my GI is suggesting (IE Remicade/Humira). Here is my backstory.
:sign0085:
Warning: TMI Ahead
I have been on max dose Pentasa since diagnosis in April 2014. Every 4-6 months I begin passing blood or what I would call blood/mucous jelly beans and end up on Prednisone.
After being good for 5 months, October 2015 the bleeding started again. This time, the jellybeans were joined with large blood and mucous lumps. I made my apt with my GI and waited, as my Primary Doc I found out left the practice and I hadn't known. This progresses to the point where up to 20 times a day I am running to the washroom with urgency just to pass water, blood and 'clots' or let out what I can only describe as blood farts. By December I had increasing pain throughout my stomach, only now I had pain above my belly button too. Christmas night driving home from family I took myself to emerg. I was admitted and informed that the pain is actually due to Pancreatitis and I wouldn't be going anywhere.
The cause of the Pancreatitis was determined to be the Pentasa as they could find absolutely no other reason. I'm not a drinker, I don't eat fatty foods, no stones, no travel.. it goes on and I was tested for everything. After being starved of any food that triggers enzyme release and on IV for two weeks the pancreas pain improved and my lipase levels dropped back within a safe range (wow I didn't realize how bad it had gotten) but that left me with nothing for the Crohn's and bleeding so I was put back on Prednisone. I am still on Prednisone today (two more weeks to wean off - I am going off because every other time a smaller dose for shorter amount of time stops the bleeding and it has had zero effect this time and I want off these hell pills) but the situation is the same concerning the blood and mucous. I am still on mostly liquid/soft food (my pancreas is still trying to heal and wow is it slow). Methotrexate is out of the running due to the risk of pancreatitis with me now, so the GI team is ready to step me up to Remicade or Humira.
I go through the forum and I read about so many of you struggling with so much and having so many terrible symptoms from Crohn's that really need these drugs. I don't think that I do. The bleeding isn't normal, but I can still function. I feel like it's putting a cast on a little scratch for my Crohn's. Would it really be that bad if I left it? Since I am bleeding slowly enough that I am replenishing my stores and bloodwork checks out ok why can't I leave it? If a drug like Pentasa gave me Pancreatitis, looking at the possible side effects of biologics makes me want to run for the hills! I worry that with my luck I will end up worse off than if I had just passively monitored my Crohn's. I ask these questions to doctors but no one wants to give me a straight answer and it leaves me very uncomfortable and unable to make a decision. It's a lot of well it's your body but here are your biologics options... The blood and mucous is my main symptom. I have other symptoms like not fully digesting food, D, bloating and cramping, fatigue, joint pains.. all of this I am managing with a very controlled and limited diet, lots of rest, baths, yoga, meditation, therapy, and I am going back to school to change careers - but none are severe enough that I am missing out on life. On the other hand.. I don't want to leave my Crohn's and end up letting the disease run rampant to where I regret it when I am older - but I can't get acknowledgement that it even will.
Thank you for reading this. I appreciate any thoughts or opinions anyone may have - my goal is to live the best life I can live.