Funny that, im symptom free and medication free, but the doc's disappointed!

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funny that, im symptom free and medication free, but the doc's disappointed!

Hi everyone,

Ethan's my nick (real name ehsan) and I thought i'd share a quick story about my experience with Crohn's. First, i would just like to say that looking back now I see this challenge as a blessing, a wake up call, to being able to live life to the fullest. I am still heading down a path of awakening my life's true worth and with everyday that passes, it becomes more apparent.

I was diagnosed with Crohn's 13 yrs ago at the age of 15. I have been through the ups and downs, from the "cant wait" syndrome, to heavy bleeding from my rectum, inflammation, pains and constipation. I was also diagnosed with a more serious disease a few years later, another auto-immune condition that was making me severly anaemic. Up until 5 years ago, I had simply accepted my fate that I would regularly be on toxic drugs, fatigued, experience flare-ups and pain, and undergo possible surgery. I did not like the sound of that at all.
The time came to make a choice, to take my situation more seriously, because I did not want to live that way.

Determined, I tried all avenues out there, from alternative medicines, chinese therapies/acupuncture, to weird herbs and even psychic healers. Most seemed to alleviate the symptoms to some extent but definitly no magical cure there. And then I discovered meditation, which helped me relax my individual muscles and organs and this was a major leap in my health. It helped with my anxiety and worriness. I felt a sense of peace and inner power to be able to achieve my goals and dreams. From then I read and applied much research about the psychology of healing and positivity, and things have been very, very good since then.

Not only have I overcome the physical symptoms of Crohn's, I am no longer mentally suffering from the fear of it returning and its awful symptoms. I am on zero, 0, nada, zilch, giro medication. Instead, I medicate myself with a balanced diet of meditation, exercise, fruits, vege's, fish, meat, grains and breads, chocolate :), friends and plenty of other goodies. I have been free of symptoms and med's for the last 4 years and while you might be thinking well thats just remission and its only a matter of time before it comes back, well i doubt many can say they have been off med's for 4 yrs in the first place, and even though there is always a chance it could flare up, i dont plan to let it.

Though I currently have a fairly stressful IT Support job, I have increased my exercise time, and i plan to be in a more relaxed job very soon. It has however not affected my health other than some muscle tension.

So why was my doctor disappointed? Well I went in for a check-up after 1 year! He didnt like the fact i didnt make an appointment with him earlier. But I was disappointed that he wanted to charge money for seeing a healthy person?!
So I did a colonoscopy to see how things were going, and he was surprised that there was nothing to see. He mentioned there was very mild redness in a small area but that could've been the raspberry juice i drank before :)

So there you go, 4 years and counting...i dont know how many years i would have to live healthy like this to consider myself cured, but all i know is that im living a healthy life now, more energetic than most my peers, symptom and drug free, and that to me is all I could ask for. I am aware of my body's energy state, whether im stressed , or anxious etc and take steps to recover and heal from it on my own. No doctors, no toxic drugs, just awareness of how the body and mind really works and a deep appreciation for life, love, adventure and all that jazz.

I hope I have inspired you even the smallest amount to not give up hope and know deep down that there is a better life awaiting you if you open your mind and start taking action.

Off to sri lanka and india in a few weeks for some 3rd world adventure!

Take care!

Love Ethan.
 
Hi Ethan

It's lovely to hear a success story, may you live long and be healthy. Enjoy that world adventure. Oh and send some of that lovely deep relaxation ;) over to Ireland.

Gwen xxx
 
hi ethan!!
I hope your remission lasts even longer! I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND YOUR SITUATION, but remember the disease is still there, it doesn't have to rule your life! a friend of mine had a 10 year remission followed by a 1 year flare but is back in remission and has been 7 years now. As for doctors I totally agree with you, though you should find a good understanding doctor and see him maybe once or twice a year just for a quick check. I had a very severe flare, almost had emergency ileostomy, spent last two months of pregnancy in hospital, gave birth, my consultant didn't want me breastfeeding as i was on strong meds. I knew from the last time that I fed my older child that I went into remission so ignored him. came of all meds and began feeding. Within 1 week of starting I was in full remission. i had two really good years just like you, my consultant everytime I saw him would ask me when I was going to stop so that I could go back on medication!! I found a consultant who was more open to my remission and the reason behind it! but as soon as i stopped feeding her at 2 years I flared withing 2 weeks of dropping last feed, had that flare for a year till I finally agreed to the operation cause I was told my life was at risk! it amazes me that something as natural as feeding can do something all the drugs can't.
 
What a great story!!! I am so happy for you. My son was just diagnosed with Crohn's and I have so many questions and uncertainties which, of course, just leads to fear of what may come. Its so great to hear a story like yours! Thanks so very much for taking the time to post it!
 
I am so glad you are feeling so well, Ethan! I agree, the mind is a powerful thing. However, I am not exactly sure it's strong enough for me to stop my medication. But good news things are going well for you!
 
Hey Ethan and welcome!

Love to hear your success story. Glad things are going well for you and in remission with diet, exercise and lifestyle change. I hope it lasts a loooooong time!

- Amy
 
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