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Well I logged out after reading some posts and deciding some of your stories are so bad I shouldnt come on here whinging about my little flare up. Then I remembered on here everyone is equal and I could really do with some support and finding someone who knows what it feels like :)

So I'm Lucy from the UK diagnosed with Crohns /Colitis on my 1st wedding anniversary (1998) exactly one year after experiencing blood loss on my honeymoon.

The next 3 years invloved getting pregnant, hospitalised, IV steroids, blood transfusions, birth of baby I never bonded with really (but love to bits), missing her major milestones, hospitalised twice more before she was 18 months old. Finally referred to stoma nurse and tried every treatment they could think of (not the really nasty ones) and liquid diet for 5 weeks and then it all cleared up. After all the stress my husband and I split up within a couple of months of recovery and divorced the next year. My gorgeous daughter went to live with him (OUCH!).

Had another relationship with a violent man, fell pregnant, went against docctors advice to go back on al the meds (Asacol, Azathioprine) and enjoyed nearly 8 years of remission. Selfishly convinced myslef it would never bother me again! Also had 3rd child, split with man, 1st daughter came home, remarried my husband 2006! Have had 2 more children with him!!

Bleeding started in this last 5th pregnancy and kept hoping it would disappear. Started Asacol enemas a couple of months ago as was visiting bathroom 13 times a day. Now down to 4/5 times (2 today so far) but still SO hard as baby is 6 months and all my children are educated at home by me.

As a result of my treatment the first time around I have no faith in doctors and have been trying lots of things to avoid even these enemas. I have a review next week and then referral to consultant which I'm terrified about. I need to be well and with my children and baby.

I have started losing my appetite which makes me depressed as I love food and find nausea hard to cope with, I'm tired, anaemic and my children are desperate for things to get back to normal as the pregnancy was tough. Am up several times in the night with diahorrea tho my baby sleeps through the night. its getting hard to keep my head above water...

Sorry to babble on so long. I knew it would all come out if I started but ther e we are - that's me!!
 
Haha well welcome and sorry for your long battle. Even little flares are big pains in the... So good luck with your review and figuring something out that works!
 
Hi! Welcome to the forums!

It sounds to me like you have had quite a fight yourself! I am glad you are here and posted. You have your hands full with the kids thats for sure. I hope you find a treatment you can live with and gets you back on your feet.

remember nothing here is a TMI question, we all deal with symptoms that are just well TMI and get used to talking and sometimes laughing about it.

Welcome
 
Thanks all. So am finally going to bed now although been avoiding it last couple of hours. Enema time it is while trying not wake baby in the cot next to me! Last night i didn't get up for the toilet once. Would be great if same tonight...
 
Hi Lucy,

I hope things turn around big time for you! How lucky to have three kids! I imagine they are just too much work sometimes, but I'm sure they give you so much joy. I was too timid to have kids, probably a good thing too.

I've been taking those enemas too, for a long time, but I have disease in the very end so it makes some sense (to the extent that a nightly enema makes any kind of sense). But I learned to tolerate it, at least, and kept the toxic spills to a minimum. I put a steroid (budesonide powder) in the enema and that works wonders, and limits the exposure to the rest of me.

I hope you can get a lift from being here. All the best!

Sandy

Dx 1963
Now on:
Asacol
Azathioprine
Rowasa
Budesonide (sprinkled lightly in Rowasa, shaken, not stirred)
Folic acid
 

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