hmm my weight theory..
so i just realized something. over the last few years of my weight ups and downs...
i think my body recognizes when i'm going to have an extreme flare up before i do... and in order to prepare me for it, i actually go through a phase where i eat A LOT... gain weight... and then once i reach a certain point of weight gain... i experience a decrease in appetite and eventually flare up...
lose weight... get down.
and the cycle continues.
or maybe i'm just making an excuse?
just seems weird that i eat and eat the way i do... some of it maybe mental/emotional but ... it's as if i have no control...even when i'm full i keep shoving the food in... and i know inside that i'm only doing more damage, but honestly can't get a handle on it.
then suddenly BOOM - my body shuts down and says ENOUGH!
such a struggle. as i type this, i notice a subtle pain in my lower right area (where my stricture is)... i also notice i'm not as hungry today. uh oh, here we go again.
so i just realized something. over the last few years of my weight ups and downs...
i think my body recognizes when i'm going to have an extreme flare up before i do... and in order to prepare me for it, i actually go through a phase where i eat A LOT... gain weight... and then once i reach a certain point of weight gain... i experience a decrease in appetite and eventually flare up...
lose weight... get down.
and the cycle continues.
or maybe i'm just making an excuse?
just seems weird that i eat and eat the way i do... some of it maybe mental/emotional but ... it's as if i have no control...even when i'm full i keep shoving the food in... and i know inside that i'm only doing more damage, but honestly can't get a handle on it.
then suddenly BOOM - my body shuts down and says ENOUGH!
such a struggle. as i type this, i notice a subtle pain in my lower right area (where my stricture is)... i also notice i'm not as hungry today. uh oh, here we go again.
