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crazycanuck
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Sorry guys but I need to vent a little bit. I just joined yesterday and I've had some great suggestions and found out some great stuff and it bothers me a lot to sit here complaining about me when I know what I go through and am going through is nothing in comparison to yours however I am having one hell of a time right now. For two days now I've had some really bad pains taking over my whole tummy area. Last night I barely slept again and was sitting on the toliet most of the night with a quite large amount of blood coming out which is not good when I just passed out yesterday. I can't shake these pains and all my usual methods have failed me. I've been up since 5 this morning and find that it hurts more when I lay down. So im studying.... and while im studying I am worrying what if I don't make it to my finals and worrying about doing poorly on them because I've missed soooo much class lately. I know this is making my problem worse but when I get tired I worry......so im worrying. I don't really know what to do with myself and I'm in pain, have a lot of blood right now and just overall aches and pains and its getting to me. I was really upbeat about my newly prescriped Imuran because I saw immediate improvement nearly right away after taking it which was amazing. So now I'm sitting here very dissapointed this is not working out and I have nausea coming and going now and then. I hate telling my family what I'm writing here because they try very hard but don't understand and it ends up making me more frusterated re-explaining and trying to make this all make sense and they usually just tell me not to worry which for any worrysome people out there we know this does not work.
Now if you did make it through all that thanks and if you didn't thats fine too because I'm just looking to get it out in a place that is appropriate. Thanks for listening and I hope all of you are doing well.
Now if you did make it through all that thanks and if you didn't thats fine too because I'm just looking to get it out in a place that is appropriate. Thanks for listening and I hope all of you are doing well.