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I've had Crohn's Colitis for the past 12 years and had a subtotal colectomy ileo-rectal anatamosis 5 years ago. I have been in remission and haven't seen ANY blood in my stool until July this year. I rushed to the ER and my GI was waiting for me. The sigmoidoscopy showed that I had perianal crohn's. I've had fissures and abscesses before but I honestly didn't feel any pain around this time, which made me not worry so much after the blood subsided a few days later. However, at the beginning of last month, I started feeling immense pain (both during BM and just standing) and had another sigmoidoscopy done by a surgeon. He found that I had a very deep 4cm anal ulcer. I remember coming out of day surgery with him telling me that he suggests a temporary ileostomy since I'm so young (26 yrs old) and allow it to heal. I don't know what to do. I am so scared because I thought I was done with Crohn's after my last surgery 5 yrs ago and honestly, just looking at stomas makes me queezy. I can't imagine ever having one. I was literally in shock after my surgeon told me about his assessment. I don't have a visual how bad it looks but he said that my main ulcer is extremely deep and eating away at my internal sphincter.
I don't want to do any more damage. I've been doing sitz baths, taking 30 mg of prednisone, 100mg of imuran, 9mg of budesonide, 1200mg fish oil, Cucurmin x4000, 500mg L-Glutamine, probiotics, 6 Rainbow Light Advanced Nutritional System supplements, and Lidocaine/Diltiazim ointment.
I'm trying to do whatever I can to stop this. It's making my life hell and I don't know what to do. My GI is wanting to put me on Cimzia and now I'm stuck playing the waiting game. I don't know how aggressive my Crohn's is eating away at my internal sphincter. And I sure as hell would NEVER wish to have a PERMANENT ostomy. It just seems like it's impossible to heal this ulcer unless i get a temporary ostomy (or at least that's how my surgeon made it sound). How do I know when to give in and say, "okay, i'll deal with it temporarily because if I don't, it'll be too late and I'll have to go permanent"?
I don't want to do any more damage. I've been doing sitz baths, taking 30 mg of prednisone, 100mg of imuran, 9mg of budesonide, 1200mg fish oil, Cucurmin x4000, 500mg L-Glutamine, probiotics, 6 Rainbow Light Advanced Nutritional System supplements, and Lidocaine/Diltiazim ointment.
I'm trying to do whatever I can to stop this. It's making my life hell and I don't know what to do. My GI is wanting to put me on Cimzia and now I'm stuck playing the waiting game. I don't know how aggressive my Crohn's is eating away at my internal sphincter. And I sure as hell would NEVER wish to have a PERMANENT ostomy. It just seems like it's impossible to heal this ulcer unless i get a temporary ostomy (or at least that's how my surgeon made it sound). How do I know when to give in and say, "okay, i'll deal with it temporarily because if I don't, it'll be too late and I'll have to go permanent"?
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