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Hey guys, again haven't posted in a while but it's about time I did.
Over a year ago I had my bowel resection to finally rid myself of the psychological torment of having crohns physically in the hope that it took away some of the physical aspects of pain too.
My initial surgery was fine until later on that day I suffered a major internal bleed which if it wasn't for a surgeon checking on me before he went home I probably wouldn't be here to post.
Recovering from 2 surgeries less than 24 hours of eachother is hard going.. teaching myself to walk, eat, wash and even to speak was one of the most challenging things I've ever put myself through.. fast forward to today and...
I've had my first flare up since my op which for the longest time I thought I had some sort of remission stage oh how wrong was I. Mostly the psychological aspect of crohns hasn't been as severe however some days I find myself depressed and frustrated. My anxiety is the same as always so in regards to the operation I think it failed in that sense which was disappointing to me.
I can deal with the physical pain but mentally I have no idea how to get over this barricade and I'm sure I've posted about this before-hand too.
Well that's another post for the so-called "diary". I hope you all are getting better and dealing with this disease better than I am.
Over a year ago I had my bowel resection to finally rid myself of the psychological torment of having crohns physically in the hope that it took away some of the physical aspects of pain too.
My initial surgery was fine until later on that day I suffered a major internal bleed which if it wasn't for a surgeon checking on me before he went home I probably wouldn't be here to post.
Recovering from 2 surgeries less than 24 hours of eachother is hard going.. teaching myself to walk, eat, wash and even to speak was one of the most challenging things I've ever put myself through.. fast forward to today and...
I've had my first flare up since my op which for the longest time I thought I had some sort of remission stage oh how wrong was I. Mostly the psychological aspect of crohns hasn't been as severe however some days I find myself depressed and frustrated. My anxiety is the same as always so in regards to the operation I think it failed in that sense which was disappointing to me.
I can deal with the physical pain but mentally I have no idea how to get over this barricade and I'm sure I've posted about this before-hand too.
Well that's another post for the so-called "diary". I hope you all are getting better and dealing with this disease better than I am.