I have no clue if i have Crohns Disease or anything. For all I know it is all in my head and largely due to the stresses of life as that characteristic most definitely amplifies my symptoms. Does this sound like it could be CD and if so what should I be pushing my doctors to do in order to tell if it is?
As an example this is my most recent occurrence:
-March 18: Began feeling a bit under the weather and having "stomach issues".
-March 19: The bathroom runs persisted and I was constantly fatigued.
-March 20: Recovering but exhausted but beyond irritable.
-March 26: Fast forward nearly a week of being OK and Monday night it starts again but it seems to have brought a freaking army with it.
-March 27 through April 1: I have just began to recover and returning to "normalcy" but the first 3-4 days of this bout were simply horrendous.
--Severe left lower abdominal pains.
--Extreme gas.
--Yellow defecation which ranged from very soft stool to chunks in liquid to border line purely liquid. The later two being the dominate cases.
--By the second or third day extreme headaches, joint aches and seemingly a fever. Very "flu like".
--Sweating
--Exhausted to the point all I did was lay in bed and wonder wtf was wrong with me.
--Swollen tongue which I repeatedly bit during sleep.
--Mouth canker sores.
--Foggy perspective on the rest of reality.
A few items to note prior to either incident is one day I woke up and all of my joints ached beyond all recognition. In talking to someone about it I described it as "I've never been poisoned but if I had this is how I would imagine it feeling." This quickly went away and I had no symptoms associated with it.
What is probably more important and largely the reason for my posting here is the above scenario has become a frequent occurrence in my life and it seems to be progressively getting worse. I am 40 now and about 8 years ago I began having "odd" digestive problems. It had always been associated with stress and my latest dealings with doctors that has been the noted cause again.
In my youth I consistently had severe mouth sores. I even recall from the age of five having these they were that bad. Later in life I wondered if i had an immune issue as I also suffered abnormally from flus and colds as a child.
At this time I have had blood tests(including a full gluten allergy test), colonoscopy, urine tests, CT scan and numerous ultra-sounds. All of these have come up "clean" other than something about about an abnormal appendiceal orifice which no one seems to be concerned with and nothing showed up negative on the CT scan regarding. I have not been able to track to this certain types of food nor activities in my life as well. It seems utterly random other than the stress factor.
At one point they claimed I had a 6mm gall stone and several 1-2 mm kidney stones. Oddly enough none of my symptoms apparently mimic a gall stone issue and my kidney stones seemingly magically vanished after the second of three ultra sounds I had. Because of this later issue, lack of associated attributes and issues I've heard from friend and family regarding gall bladder removal I have been "skittish" to have this operation which was recommended.
For over three years now of nearly as severe events as that described above I have been trying to figure out what is wrong with me. I have reached the point I dread going to work because availability of a bathroom is priority. I always spend time in the bathroom before leaving work or going to work in hopes I wont have an 'accident' en route. My life is becoming increasing dictated by this problem and as things stand I have zero answers. Even if there is no cure but knew what was wrong it would be some thing. The worst I feel is yet to come as I have reached the point of the mental aspects of this. The embarrassment, physical debilitation, destruction of any social life, depletion of vacation time, financial impact, etc, are really coming to bear and at times the only way I see is to just get out.
I am tired, burned out and sick of being sick.
I know it could be worse and others have it worse but that does not help their situation nor mine. If I had my preference no one would be dealing with things like this as there just is no point to it. While things can be worse my stance on life is they can always be better, for everyone.
As an example this is my most recent occurrence:
-March 18: Began feeling a bit under the weather and having "stomach issues".
-March 19: The bathroom runs persisted and I was constantly fatigued.
-March 20: Recovering but exhausted but beyond irritable.
-March 26: Fast forward nearly a week of being OK and Monday night it starts again but it seems to have brought a freaking army with it.
-March 27 through April 1: I have just began to recover and returning to "normalcy" but the first 3-4 days of this bout were simply horrendous.
--Severe left lower abdominal pains.
--Extreme gas.
--Yellow defecation which ranged from very soft stool to chunks in liquid to border line purely liquid. The later two being the dominate cases.
--By the second or third day extreme headaches, joint aches and seemingly a fever. Very "flu like".
--Sweating
--Exhausted to the point all I did was lay in bed and wonder wtf was wrong with me.
--Swollen tongue which I repeatedly bit during sleep.
--Mouth canker sores.
--Foggy perspective on the rest of reality.
A few items to note prior to either incident is one day I woke up and all of my joints ached beyond all recognition. In talking to someone about it I described it as "I've never been poisoned but if I had this is how I would imagine it feeling." This quickly went away and I had no symptoms associated with it.
What is probably more important and largely the reason for my posting here is the above scenario has become a frequent occurrence in my life and it seems to be progressively getting worse. I am 40 now and about 8 years ago I began having "odd" digestive problems. It had always been associated with stress and my latest dealings with doctors that has been the noted cause again.
In my youth I consistently had severe mouth sores. I even recall from the age of five having these they were that bad. Later in life I wondered if i had an immune issue as I also suffered abnormally from flus and colds as a child.
At this time I have had blood tests(including a full gluten allergy test), colonoscopy, urine tests, CT scan and numerous ultra-sounds. All of these have come up "clean" other than something about about an abnormal appendiceal orifice which no one seems to be concerned with and nothing showed up negative on the CT scan regarding. I have not been able to track to this certain types of food nor activities in my life as well. It seems utterly random other than the stress factor.
At one point they claimed I had a 6mm gall stone and several 1-2 mm kidney stones. Oddly enough none of my symptoms apparently mimic a gall stone issue and my kidney stones seemingly magically vanished after the second of three ultra sounds I had. Because of this later issue, lack of associated attributes and issues I've heard from friend and family regarding gall bladder removal I have been "skittish" to have this operation which was recommended.
For over three years now of nearly as severe events as that described above I have been trying to figure out what is wrong with me. I have reached the point I dread going to work because availability of a bathroom is priority. I always spend time in the bathroom before leaving work or going to work in hopes I wont have an 'accident' en route. My life is becoming increasing dictated by this problem and as things stand I have zero answers. Even if there is no cure but knew what was wrong it would be some thing. The worst I feel is yet to come as I have reached the point of the mental aspects of this. The embarrassment, physical debilitation, destruction of any social life, depletion of vacation time, financial impact, etc, are really coming to bear and at times the only way I see is to just get out.
I am tired, burned out and sick of being sick.
I know it could be worse and others have it worse but that does not help their situation nor mine. If I had my preference no one would be dealing with things like this as there just is no point to it. While things can be worse my stance on life is they can always be better, for everyone.
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