Hi Nicky,
I'm sorry to see that you're struggling, it's a lot to get your head around at first.
Things can and wil get better, but like Trysha said sometimes the meds we're on take a bit of time to start working (which is always frustrating!)
Do you have a specialist nurse who you can talk to? Mine is my first port of call if I'm concerned about anything.
I hope you start noticing some improvement ASAP!
Xx