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Hi, all.
My name is Michelle. I'm a mother of 3 and I'm a stay-at-home mom.
I received my diagnosis of crohn's about 3 weeks ago. I've been sick since 2000 or so, and I'm still sort of reeling from the diagnosis. In more than 10 years of suffering, crazy amounts of testing, hospitalizations, etc...not one doctor has ever been able to figure out what was going on with me, until now. I'd been told everything from the good old "you're depressed, or it's anxiety" or "it's severe IBS-- worst case I've ever seen" but despite taking whatever medication they promised would make me feel better, nothing worked.
So, here I am, after all these years of pain, nausea, diarrhea and humiliation--not to mention a plethora of other "crazy stuff" I've had to deal with--and all of a sudden this guy has it figured out. Everything he has said makes perfect sense...right down to the "unexplained" vitamin deficiency I've had since 2006. (According to him, that's from the crohn's not allowing my intestine to absorb nutrients properly)
But I still don't feel like I can relax and I don't know why. Maybe it's because I've gone for so long being told it's all in my head and they will never figure it out; I don't know. I'm just having such a hard time accepting it. On one hand, I'm thrilled to finally have an answer after all these years, but on the other, I'm skeptical. Did any of you go through this or am I just nuts?
My diagnosis was given by exam, medical history (he listened to me blubber on with my sad story and looked over years worth of test results/lab work for well over an hour) and finally blood tests. I'm still so confused though because we haven't ever "seen" the crohn's. He believes it is in my small intestine, hiding somewhere that they can't get a scope into. I asked about the pill cam, but he said that it's not an option for me--I have a history of inflammation and strictures--but he is absolutely certain that Crohn's is what has been ruining the entirety of my adult life. Oh, and that's along with Hashimoto's Thyroiditis and Psoriatic Arthritis--two more diagnoses that he gave me that day. (from blood tests)
He started me on the "typical treatment for crohn's". (he said)
I've been taking Flagyl and Cipro, along with sulfasalazine and diclofenac for about 3 weeks now. Normally, any one of those antibiotics will make me sick as a dog, on its own. But together---oh, my word. I've not been this nauseated since I was pregnant. He's not been too kind about that, either. When I called today to report that despite taking them with lots of food, and using pepto bismol, and taking prilosec (prescription) and every other suggestion he had for me, I am still narfing some of my meals and sometimes the pills, too. I was told to stop the antibiotics to see if they are what is causing my nausea.
Here's my problem with that though--I think they are working, so I'm not sure if I want to stop them. I mean, I've been feeling AWFUL since I started them--lots of flu like symptoms and such--but I was told that's all part of it, something about the bacteria granulomas dying and toxins and I think something called a herx. But my belly has started to improve. I think I've actually had normal bowel movements over the last few days. (I'm not even quite sure what a normal one really is, isn't that sad?) I am staying nauseated 24/7 but I am no longer running to the bathroom 20 times a day and I don't feel like I'd rather be in labor when the stomach cramps hit--come to think of it, there aren't even any more "cramps", now it's just more of a "I gotta go NOW" feeling.
So, I guess I'm wondering, do they actually have to FIND it in your belly (colonoscopy or endoscopy) to give you the diagnosis, or is the blood work, history and other stuff enough?
And these meds--these awful, awful meds....how long do you typically stay on them, and HOW ON EARTH can I cope with the nausea, bad taste in my mouth, etc? I could really use some help here...I'm used to being able to take a zofran or a phenergan when things got real ugly and now I'm not allowed to anymore.
Stuff I've tried so far, but to no avail: Pepto Bismol, benadryl, Maalox, tums, Emetrol, ginger root capsules, pro-biotic (2 million bact) pepsid, prilosec, peppermint tea, peppermints, chewing peppermint gum, sipping ice cold water, nausea wrist bands. So far, the only thing that has helped (not totally, but better than anything else) has been zofran, but I've run out. I still have a little phenergan left but I can never function on that stuff and I have 3 small children. Not really an option, unless it's night time. And even then, it's questionable.
Should I stop the meds or just tough it out, since I'm improving? What else do they use to treat this stuff? I took prednisone for about 8 months or so (a rheumatologist I saw thought I might have lupus) I noticed some improvement but I also stayed stopped up on it, too. I weaned myself off it when we found out I developed osteoporosis a few months ago.
Sorry for the long post. I'm just a mess and it's so hard to lump all of this into a few sentences. Forgive me.
~Michelle
My name is Michelle. I'm a mother of 3 and I'm a stay-at-home mom.
I received my diagnosis of crohn's about 3 weeks ago. I've been sick since 2000 or so, and I'm still sort of reeling from the diagnosis. In more than 10 years of suffering, crazy amounts of testing, hospitalizations, etc...not one doctor has ever been able to figure out what was going on with me, until now. I'd been told everything from the good old "you're depressed, or it's anxiety" or "it's severe IBS-- worst case I've ever seen" but despite taking whatever medication they promised would make me feel better, nothing worked.
So, here I am, after all these years of pain, nausea, diarrhea and humiliation--not to mention a plethora of other "crazy stuff" I've had to deal with--and all of a sudden this guy has it figured out. Everything he has said makes perfect sense...right down to the "unexplained" vitamin deficiency I've had since 2006. (According to him, that's from the crohn's not allowing my intestine to absorb nutrients properly)
But I still don't feel like I can relax and I don't know why. Maybe it's because I've gone for so long being told it's all in my head and they will never figure it out; I don't know. I'm just having such a hard time accepting it. On one hand, I'm thrilled to finally have an answer after all these years, but on the other, I'm skeptical. Did any of you go through this or am I just nuts?
My diagnosis was given by exam, medical history (he listened to me blubber on with my sad story and looked over years worth of test results/lab work for well over an hour) and finally blood tests. I'm still so confused though because we haven't ever "seen" the crohn's. He believes it is in my small intestine, hiding somewhere that they can't get a scope into. I asked about the pill cam, but he said that it's not an option for me--I have a history of inflammation and strictures--but he is absolutely certain that Crohn's is what has been ruining the entirety of my adult life. Oh, and that's along with Hashimoto's Thyroiditis and Psoriatic Arthritis--two more diagnoses that he gave me that day. (from blood tests)
He started me on the "typical treatment for crohn's". (he said)
I've been taking Flagyl and Cipro, along with sulfasalazine and diclofenac for about 3 weeks now. Normally, any one of those antibiotics will make me sick as a dog, on its own. But together---oh, my word. I've not been this nauseated since I was pregnant. He's not been too kind about that, either. When I called today to report that despite taking them with lots of food, and using pepto bismol, and taking prilosec (prescription) and every other suggestion he had for me, I am still narfing some of my meals and sometimes the pills, too. I was told to stop the antibiotics to see if they are what is causing my nausea.
Here's my problem with that though--I think they are working, so I'm not sure if I want to stop them. I mean, I've been feeling AWFUL since I started them--lots of flu like symptoms and such--but I was told that's all part of it, something about the bacteria granulomas dying and toxins and I think something called a herx. But my belly has started to improve. I think I've actually had normal bowel movements over the last few days. (I'm not even quite sure what a normal one really is, isn't that sad?) I am staying nauseated 24/7 but I am no longer running to the bathroom 20 times a day and I don't feel like I'd rather be in labor when the stomach cramps hit--come to think of it, there aren't even any more "cramps", now it's just more of a "I gotta go NOW" feeling.
So, I guess I'm wondering, do they actually have to FIND it in your belly (colonoscopy or endoscopy) to give you the diagnosis, or is the blood work, history and other stuff enough?
And these meds--these awful, awful meds....how long do you typically stay on them, and HOW ON EARTH can I cope with the nausea, bad taste in my mouth, etc? I could really use some help here...I'm used to being able to take a zofran or a phenergan when things got real ugly and now I'm not allowed to anymore.
Stuff I've tried so far, but to no avail: Pepto Bismol, benadryl, Maalox, tums, Emetrol, ginger root capsules, pro-biotic (2 million bact) pepsid, prilosec, peppermint tea, peppermints, chewing peppermint gum, sipping ice cold water, nausea wrist bands. So far, the only thing that has helped (not totally, but better than anything else) has been zofran, but I've run out. I still have a little phenergan left but I can never function on that stuff and I have 3 small children. Not really an option, unless it's night time. And even then, it's questionable.
Should I stop the meds or just tough it out, since I'm improving? What else do they use to treat this stuff? I took prednisone for about 8 months or so (a rheumatologist I saw thought I might have lupus) I noticed some improvement but I also stayed stopped up on it, too. I weaned myself off it when we found out I developed osteoporosis a few months ago.
Sorry for the long post. I'm just a mess and it's so hard to lump all of this into a few sentences. Forgive me.
~Michelle