I just recently had my first colonoscopy/upper endoscopy and they found inflammation in my large and small intestine. The biopsy and blood test results came back and they diagnosed me just yesterday. I've suspected I had this for a long time now, so I'm not surprised, but now that the reality has sunk in I'm kind of scared for what I may be in for.
They prescribed me Asacol and I've been procrastinating picking it up because I'm scared of the side effects. From my reading it also seems that Asacol isn't too useful for small intestine inflammation, which I apparently have, so I'm not entirely convinced it's going to help me. I dunno, compared to a lot of people I've read have this my symptoms are fairly mild, but it seems like a lot of people don't even hit remission regardless of severity. I guess what I'm really getting at here is that I don't really know my odds of success and I don't really know my odds of ending up worse off. Like how many people have their kidneys dissolved by Asacol? How many people build up resistances to medications that work? How many people cycle through all of the meds without finding one that works for them? How long would remission last for me? Am I going to be able to continue my life without constant fear that this disease might cut into whatever I'm doing and tear it apart?
I don't know. These thoughts make me want to just sit around on a computer forever until I die, but I know that that just isn't reality. I'm sorry if there's a section for posts like this and I missed it, and I know no one can really answer a lot of these questions for me, but any words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated. :')
They prescribed me Asacol and I've been procrastinating picking it up because I'm scared of the side effects. From my reading it also seems that Asacol isn't too useful for small intestine inflammation, which I apparently have, so I'm not entirely convinced it's going to help me. I dunno, compared to a lot of people I've read have this my symptoms are fairly mild, but it seems like a lot of people don't even hit remission regardless of severity. I guess what I'm really getting at here is that I don't really know my odds of success and I don't really know my odds of ending up worse off. Like how many people have their kidneys dissolved by Asacol? How many people build up resistances to medications that work? How many people cycle through all of the meds without finding one that works for them? How long would remission last for me? Am I going to be able to continue my life without constant fear that this disease might cut into whatever I'm doing and tear it apart?
I don't know. These thoughts make me want to just sit around on a computer forever until I die, but I know that that just isn't reality. I'm sorry if there's a section for posts like this and I missed it, and I know no one can really answer a lot of these questions for me, but any words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated. :')