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I'm looking for any success stories of people coming off remicade and maintaining remission. I haven't really found any yet and am seriously hoping it's because those people are doing so well that they don't frequent these forums anymore. I've been on Remicade for a year and a half and have been doing pretty well on it in terms of my intestines and my fissures and fistulas...basically it's definitely had a positive effect of the Crohn's. But i have a few side effects, hair loss, hormonal imbalances that are really annoying and i'm fed up. I'm so fed up and hate the fact that i'll just have to deal with it for the rest of my life. I plan on getting pregnant in the next year or so and am so scared of how my body will feel. i hate that i'll have to deal with remicade side effects on top of pregnancy body changes. it makes me mad. I saw my GI today and was hopeful that perhaps i can consider staying off of Remicade if i could maintain remission for a long enough period. She basically shut those dreams down by reminding me that she strongly would not recommend stopping remicade until the day that enough studies come out to the effect that patients can maintain remission without the treatment. Womp womp womp! She also reminded me that a crohn's flare up is far more dangerous on a baby than remicade. I kind of knew it, but was really hoping to hear otherwise i guess. Remicade has given me a quality of life i didn't have before, but i can't help but wonder at what cost? The long term possible side effects scare the crap out of me (sometimes literally) and it's as though every strange cramp, or weird rash or sore breast has me constantly fearing for the day that Remicade ultimately causes me some other health problem. Part of me keeps trying to tell myself to just accept that that's what my body needs and the other part keeps telling me that it's gonna catch up to me one day. So, please, happy endings anyone?