vickyoddsocks
wears odd socks
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- Apr 23, 2007
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I was going to write yesterday, but didnt have time in the end.
I was going to tell you all how i competed in my first ever dressage and showjumping competition yesterday (ever since getting crohns its always been my ambition to jump a clear round in a competition) I came 10th out of 22! The jumping was fantastic, and i jumped clear!!!
It was one of the best days of my life, and not only that, my crohns has been fan-bloody-tastic the past couple of months - the BEST its EVER been! I was SO SO SO happy!
Here's the sods law bit; Woke up this morning with a bit of a grumbly tummy, didnt think much of it, as the day went on I got these very familiar spasm pains in my stomach. (last time i had the same pain, turns out i had a 4/7cm mass in my abdo and spent 2 weeks in hospital, was back on steroids and the lot!)
And now im confident theyre the same pains. There 9/10 on the 'pain scale'
I really dont know what to do. I cant see my specialist in the clinic untill Wednesday. (which is in leeds)
Me and my mum decided that if it doesnt get better, or gets worse to go to A+E.
But im not sure if to go. The main reason is, i would be going to A+E here in Lincoln, and my specialists are 90miles away in Leeds.
I could go to lincoln, but i dont see whta they would do, or i could drive to leeds, but this sounds silly but its a long way and i dont want it to be a wasted trip. Most of all because i have UNI on monday, and i was even supposed to be in today and tomo for yard duties - and i really dont like missing them.
I know theres no right answer and noone can tell me what to do and i probly know best. But opinions would be of use. Im a bit upset and stressed out.
Cheers!
XXX
I was going to tell you all how i competed in my first ever dressage and showjumping competition yesterday (ever since getting crohns its always been my ambition to jump a clear round in a competition) I came 10th out of 22! The jumping was fantastic, and i jumped clear!!!
It was one of the best days of my life, and not only that, my crohns has been fan-bloody-tastic the past couple of months - the BEST its EVER been! I was SO SO SO happy!
Here's the sods law bit; Woke up this morning with a bit of a grumbly tummy, didnt think much of it, as the day went on I got these very familiar spasm pains in my stomach. (last time i had the same pain, turns out i had a 4/7cm mass in my abdo and spent 2 weeks in hospital, was back on steroids and the lot!)
And now im confident theyre the same pains. There 9/10 on the 'pain scale'
I really dont know what to do. I cant see my specialist in the clinic untill Wednesday. (which is in leeds)
Me and my mum decided that if it doesnt get better, or gets worse to go to A+E.
But im not sure if to go. The main reason is, i would be going to A+E here in Lincoln, and my specialists are 90miles away in Leeds.
I could go to lincoln, but i dont see whta they would do, or i could drive to leeds, but this sounds silly but its a long way and i dont want it to be a wasted trip. Most of all because i have UNI on monday, and i was even supposed to be in today and tomo for yard duties - and i really dont like missing them.
I know theres no right answer and noone can tell me what to do and i probly know best. But opinions would be of use. Im a bit upset and stressed out.
Cheers!
XXX