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I'm having my surgery on Friday morning and going to the hospital tomorrow at 2pm for the prep. I'm pretty sure I will be given the same laxatives as I had for my colonoscopy-which I hated. The surgery is either to remove a 12cm stricture or to fix or repair it, and I may or may not need a temporary ileostomy.
I am really nervous, which is unusual for me. Up until now I've been nothing but excited but I'm so so nervous now. I'm actually dreading the bowel prep more than the surgery itself. I would be 100% ok with having a stoma, I would enjoy the experience and im looking forward to showing off my first surgery scars but that drink is giving me nightmares. The thing is, for some reason with me and my brother(he doesn't have crohns) laxatives take 10x longer to work than usual. I seriously don't know why, I'm not blocked at all, I don't do anything differently, but with most people they will spend the night on the toilet, I will be fine and three days later will have terrible diarrhoea. So when I had my colonoscopy and they expected me to clear in one night (which obviously didn't happen) they came in with a tube while I was asleep and gave me an enema. Not the best thing to wake up to.
I'm only 13 and the whole surgery and possible stoma doesn't bother me but I don't want to drink all of that to be told it didn't work and I have to have an enema. Its making me very nervous I'm really scared. My dad can't be there on the day of my surgery and my mum can't stand watching me be put to sleep before surgery or she cries her eyes out so I'm going to ask the play specialist from the kids ward (as I'm used to the children ward, but ill be on the surgery ward) to come down with me as I don't want to go alone, but I don't want my mum to come, and I'm good friends with the play specialist
so at least she will be there for me and when I wake up my mum will be there and my Nan. I'm just so scared for tomorrow.
I am really nervous, which is unusual for me. Up until now I've been nothing but excited but I'm so so nervous now. I'm actually dreading the bowel prep more than the surgery itself. I would be 100% ok with having a stoma, I would enjoy the experience and im looking forward to showing off my first surgery scars but that drink is giving me nightmares. The thing is, for some reason with me and my brother(he doesn't have crohns) laxatives take 10x longer to work than usual. I seriously don't know why, I'm not blocked at all, I don't do anything differently, but with most people they will spend the night on the toilet, I will be fine and three days later will have terrible diarrhoea. So when I had my colonoscopy and they expected me to clear in one night (which obviously didn't happen) they came in with a tube while I was asleep and gave me an enema. Not the best thing to wake up to.
I'm only 13 and the whole surgery and possible stoma doesn't bother me but I don't want to drink all of that to be told it didn't work and I have to have an enema. Its making me very nervous I'm really scared. My dad can't be there on the day of my surgery and my mum can't stand watching me be put to sleep before surgery or she cries her eyes out so I'm going to ask the play specialist from the kids ward (as I'm used to the children ward, but ill be on the surgery ward) to come down with me as I don't want to go alone, but I don't want my mum to come, and I'm good friends with the play specialist