Sigh...
I really can't take it anymore. I wake up in the middle of the night in pain. I'm losing weight. It's just horrible.
This is my first flare-up after remission following medication. My flare-ups prior to this were more severe I'd say, but a few hours maybe every week or two. This is probably worse because it's basically continuous. And the fact that I had a healthy period makes it all the worse, and pisses me off.
My doctor wants me to get an mri to see if there's more inflammation/it's spread. I'm scared... I'm taking drugs on the relatively less extreme side of things (apriso and entocort) and although this place is great, it exposes me to seeing the bounty of strong drugs (with strong side effects) that a lot of long time crohns patients are on/have gone through. I'm scared of starting down that path.
Probably my biggest source of worry is that I'm a college student and I was planning on studying abroad next semester. It's been a big thing to plan and I've been working hard at it since last year and everything was set up. However, if this keeps up, I don't know if I can/would want to. It would both hamper my experience and be detrimental to my health not having access to my personal doctor (plus I don't know what the medication situation would be).
Not sure what I'm looking for, but just want to vent.
-Bobby
I really can't take it anymore. I wake up in the middle of the night in pain. I'm losing weight. It's just horrible.
This is my first flare-up after remission following medication. My flare-ups prior to this were more severe I'd say, but a few hours maybe every week or two. This is probably worse because it's basically continuous. And the fact that I had a healthy period makes it all the worse, and pisses me off.
My doctor wants me to get an mri to see if there's more inflammation/it's spread. I'm scared... I'm taking drugs on the relatively less extreme side of things (apriso and entocort) and although this place is great, it exposes me to seeing the bounty of strong drugs (with strong side effects) that a lot of long time crohns patients are on/have gone through. I'm scared of starting down that path.
Probably my biggest source of worry is that I'm a college student and I was planning on studying abroad next semester. It's been a big thing to plan and I've been working hard at it since last year and everything was set up. However, if this keeps up, I don't know if I can/would want to. It would both hamper my experience and be detrimental to my health not having access to my personal doctor (plus I don't know what the medication situation would be).
Not sure what I'm looking for, but just want to vent.
-Bobby