Heyy, thats my second time writting. It feels good that I can share my feeling that only few can understand. So, the doctor advised me to go with humira, with the top to down procedure. I hope it goes well and I don't get any side effects. I know im thinking in a negative way, but I will be positive and I have to think about it in different angle. So, I did some tests today, its the before humira tests. They wanted to see my allergies to some medicines and stuff. Anyway, I love just writting in here and updating my daily life and how I will get over my disease. Might even read it after 2 years or more and just laugh about my memories. im 20 years old btw. Will be 21 after 19 days ![Big grin :D :D](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)