This week, my sister picked me up for our usual Friday of lunch and shopping. She suggested chinese food and since I'm trying to be in denial about this disease I said ok. I was very careful about what I chose (or so I thought). I knew I was playing with fire with the deep fried crab thingies so I only had one. Fried rice, chicken and brocolli (minus the brocolli which I did not eat since it was still crunchy). I had some red sauce and only water with lemon to drink. I made sure to chew well and eat slowly and all seemed well.....until we got to the store to get the food shopping done.
Within 15 minutes of eating that meal I was running to the bathroom for the rest of the afternoon. By the time I got home I was exhausted and feverish. I couldn't focus on the shopping, only where I was in relation to where the bathroom was. There was even a point where I had strayed too far and ended up having to throw away my panties, right in the bathroom at Walmart. I'm so depressed I can hardly stand it. It seems even at home whatever goes in just comes right back out. I was formerly on asacol/entacort and when that wasn't working any more I was put on humera shots and imuran and that doesn't seem to be working either.
I know I am whining, and I thank you all for listening. I don't have anyone to talk to that understands how this disease makes you feel. I thought once I was diagnosed correctly and got on medication I would be feeling better. Now it's been months and I don't feel any better. I go back to the doc on the 19th but I don't have much faith in medicine anymore.
Within 15 minutes of eating that meal I was running to the bathroom for the rest of the afternoon. By the time I got home I was exhausted and feverish. I couldn't focus on the shopping, only where I was in relation to where the bathroom was. There was even a point where I had strayed too far and ended up having to throw away my panties, right in the bathroom at Walmart. I'm so depressed I can hardly stand it. It seems even at home whatever goes in just comes right back out. I was formerly on asacol/entacort and when that wasn't working any more I was put on humera shots and imuran and that doesn't seem to be working either.
I know I am whining, and I thank you all for listening. I don't have anyone to talk to that understands how this disease makes you feel. I thought once I was diagnosed correctly and got on medication I would be feeling better. Now it's been months and I don't feel any better. I go back to the doc on the 19th but I don't have much faith in medicine anymore.
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