Oh my god. I'm so sorry you have to go through this at such a young age. You should post your question as a new topic so people know what you are asking and help you. Adding to a post on something else doesn't get many views. As for your question, everyone is different, maybe you can try some other things and see what works. There are protein shake powders mixed with milk or soymilk, juices, ensure, coconut water, and other things. good luck!