So, I just had a couple of resections done a couple of days ago and have been in the hospital in horrible pain ever since. It's getting a bit better now and I'm able to tolerate the pain and sleep and even walk around a bit... But this morning, the doctor came in and took the dressing off of my scar and what I saw scared the living daylights out of me! The scar goes right down the center of my belly and comes up to just about where my bellybutton should be.
But that's the problem, it WASN'T THERE. There was just a hideous looking, half-half healed scar, held together with staples where my bellybutton should be. It seemed like all that remained was half of an indent where it used to be. Do I really not have a bellybutton anymore?! Is it normal for a surgical incision to mess with my bellybutton? I'm kind of freaking out, because I don't want to just have an awful looking scar and a weird indent where my bellybutton used to be. I don't want to be that weird guy without a bellybutton that everyone looks at funny when I take my shirt off at the swimming pool.
I mean, I know it's probably a better alternative to having all the other stuff that was wrong with me... But man, oh MAN, did they seriously take out my bellybutton along with 6 inches of my small bowel and my appendix?!
But that's the problem, it WASN'T THERE. There was just a hideous looking, half-half healed scar, held together with staples where my bellybutton should be. It seemed like all that remained was half of an indent where it used to be. Do I really not have a bellybutton anymore?! Is it normal for a surgical incision to mess with my bellybutton? I'm kind of freaking out, because I don't want to just have an awful looking scar and a weird indent where my bellybutton used to be. I don't want to be that weird guy without a bellybutton that everyone looks at funny when I take my shirt off at the swimming pool.
I mean, I know it's probably a better alternative to having all the other stuff that was wrong with me... But man, oh MAN, did they seriously take out my bellybutton along with 6 inches of my small bowel and my appendix?!