I'm with Amy (probably because I am a sober alcoholic).
With this disease, anymore I no longer have a little bit of a clue what "normal eating" could be. I couldn't tell you if I'll ever eat the way I used to, because the "way I used to eat" is a moving target that wanders all over the place.
This is one thing that is starting to annoy me. It's actually "me" that's annoying me. I have this "appetite switch" that shuts off more often than stays on. It was on maybe 4 days ago for an evening, and I buldozed through some fruit salad until I felt "full". It seems like the switch has been off ever since.
But my mind and perception, what I see, is not connected to my appetite or digestive system. For crying out loud, I went to lunch today with the "mini-meal" idea. I went "small" for sure, and I "splurged" with a slice of apple pie.
Fine and dandy, right? Wrong. I have maybe 4-5 bites of the small cottage cheese and egg salad, and that level of "satisfied hunger" clicks on. When I say 4-5 bites, I mean maybe 2 ounces at most. Then I had 2 teaspoons of the apple pie which was outstanding, and anything more was going to put me into "uncomfortable".
I had a bowl of cereal this morning pretty early, and a yogurt. I can't eat anything more. It's just shut down for some reason. I'm not sick or in pain. I did have cramps this morning, and one regular then one D movement.
I also noticed that looming smaller belt notch that I've been in between for two weeks, has become the new size over the past 3 days. That tells me since I started Entocort, I've lost maybe 10 lbs, and I had appetite maybe 3 days per week over the past month.
So I'm losing weight again, and it's greater than 3lbs a week, which, according to Weight Watchers, is "out of range" for normal healthy weight loss. But I haven't been trying to lose weight! I've been out to 2 restaurants seemingly ravished. 4 bites later, it's all gone, and food goes home in a box. Today's lunch goes home in a box.
Should I just go ahead and start putting no more than say 5 bites of food in my serving dish instead of a "fist"?
I'm really alongside you Bev, I don't know what the hell is going on? My stomach tells me "you're hungry", my eyes tell "fist size" meal, then my stomach says, "Oh, just kidding, 4 bites is all we need."
Can anyone shed more light on this?