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Hi all,
I have not posted on this part of the forum before so if similar threads have been done I apologize. Il try and keep my story short and would welcome any help, support and advice. I was diagnosed with crohns in 2006 and later went on to have a right hemicolectomy to remove the problem. Things went well after that for a couple of years and felt for the first time in ages that I finally had my freedom of life back and enjoyed it so much more. This however ended last year when my first abscess appeared. I had never had one before so never thought anything of it until it started causing me pain. After over a year I still hadn't done anything about it and was gradually increasing in size and pain. In the end I had no choice but to get it dealt with. This resulted in me having a seton put in place through my buttock and back out the anus. It was a difficult time for me physically and emotionally as it was all so new to me. The pain was horrible but I comforted myself with the thoughts that it would soon all drain out and with corrective surgery it will all be done and dusted!- wrong! My first seton was put in 7 months ago, my second one 5 months ago and have recently noticed 2 other abscesses filling up. The pain has now become unbearable leaving me unable to move from my bed (where I can't find comfort either). I also have had a colostomy bag for just over a month now as my bowel movements were making the whole situation so much worse. I admit the bag has left me relieved that the agony of BM have gone but the fistulas are leaving me so depressed and find it hard to find any hope and happiness. I have my 4th infusion of remicade next month but still havent noticed any difference. I am set to start another course of antibiotics but everything ends with the same results, nothing! Will these fistulas ever go away or will they just keep coming back? When will I be able to enjoy life with my family again? I just don't see any way out of this pain.
If anybody is going through a similar situation or has any words of advice I would love to hear from you.
Sorry for my rant but it feels good just to let it all out.
I have not posted on this part of the forum before so if similar threads have been done I apologize. Il try and keep my story short and would welcome any help, support and advice. I was diagnosed with crohns in 2006 and later went on to have a right hemicolectomy to remove the problem. Things went well after that for a couple of years and felt for the first time in ages that I finally had my freedom of life back and enjoyed it so much more. This however ended last year when my first abscess appeared. I had never had one before so never thought anything of it until it started causing me pain. After over a year I still hadn't done anything about it and was gradually increasing in size and pain. In the end I had no choice but to get it dealt with. This resulted in me having a seton put in place through my buttock and back out the anus. It was a difficult time for me physically and emotionally as it was all so new to me. The pain was horrible but I comforted myself with the thoughts that it would soon all drain out and with corrective surgery it will all be done and dusted!- wrong! My first seton was put in 7 months ago, my second one 5 months ago and have recently noticed 2 other abscesses filling up. The pain has now become unbearable leaving me unable to move from my bed (where I can't find comfort either). I also have had a colostomy bag for just over a month now as my bowel movements were making the whole situation so much worse. I admit the bag has left me relieved that the agony of BM have gone but the fistulas are leaving me so depressed and find it hard to find any hope and happiness. I have my 4th infusion of remicade next month but still havent noticed any difference. I am set to start another course of antibiotics but everything ends with the same results, nothing! Will these fistulas ever go away or will they just keep coming back? When will I be able to enjoy life with my family again? I just don't see any way out of this pain.
If anybody is going through a similar situation or has any words of advice I would love to hear from you.
Sorry for my rant but it feels good just to let it all out.