good advice
Hi Well the time has come im off into the hospital on tuesday for a throat camera thing and the bum camera thing, sorry cant spell the technical words for this. Tomorrow I start all this prep from 7.30 am I have to take this laxitive stuff, you have probally all been through it I dont mind admitting that im scared. I have read the leaflets a hundred times but still am not sure If i will be awake or a sleep. I dont know which one they will do first and well i am thinking of not going through with it. i have been feeling a bit better on and off for a few days maybe what ever I have has cleared up. Maybe all this is a waste of time and they wont find anything wrong with me. I dont know it seems to have been going on for so long I cant remeber why I went to the doctors in the first place. My last really bad day was wednesday so its now sunday maybe thats it. Maybe it is just IBS like the nurse told me. Maybe I should just stick with that and get on with it. Alot of people just live with it maybe I dont really need to know what it is. Maybe maybe maybe thats all I keep doing I question everything. I read some of the stories on the site and think Im not that bad then when the cramps come along I think maybe I should go to the hospital but I dont want to make a fuss, then it goes again and I dont have a problem so why put myself through all this. Anyway if you have read my rant thanks and sorry for going on x
Hi Well the time has come im off into the hospital on tuesday for a throat camera thing and the bum camera thing, sorry cant spell the technical words for this. Tomorrow I start all this prep from 7.30 am I have to take this laxitive stuff, you have probally all been through it I dont mind admitting that im scared. I have read the leaflets a hundred times but still am not sure If i will be awake or a sleep. I dont know which one they will do first and well i am thinking of not going through with it. i have been feeling a bit better on and off for a few days maybe what ever I have has cleared up. Maybe all this is a waste of time and they wont find anything wrong with me. I dont know it seems to have been going on for so long I cant remeber why I went to the doctors in the first place. My last really bad day was wednesday so its now sunday maybe thats it. Maybe it is just IBS like the nurse told me. Maybe I should just stick with that and get on with it. Alot of people just live with it maybe I dont really need to know what it is. Maybe maybe maybe thats all I keep doing I question everything. I read some of the stories on the site and think Im not that bad then when the cramps come along I think maybe I should go to the hospital but I dont want to make a fuss, then it goes again and I dont have a problem so why put myself through all this. Anyway if you have read my rant thanks and sorry for going on x