Hello all, it's my first post on this site. I have had a long and terrible medical history, UC started at 12 and took my colon by 14. I had the Jpouch reconstruction 15 to 17. And then all was fine until two years ago when I developed fistulizing Crohns and it took my job. Fortunately I had my folks to fall back on. All this I took in stride really, I had much much worse of a time with the abdominal surgeries and gut reconstruction.
Then I started Humira and it has really gone to Hell. I have been on it since last November and since then I have been suffering a treatment resistant depression and anxiety. I have tried 3 psychiatric specialists and eight different medications. Most SSRIs and SNRIs cause terrible side effects and provide no relief from this anxiety and depression. This has been the worst months of the last decade, this anxiety and depression destroyed my ability as an artist, made me a shut in, keeps me from even being able to socialize online as I used to. It really has taken from me everything that made me - me. It is even jeopardizing my one good relationship I have ever had. After eight months of this, I am starting to become deeply frustrated and losing a bit of hope.
Then I started Humira and it has really gone to Hell. I have been on it since last November and since then I have been suffering a treatment resistant depression and anxiety. I have tried 3 psychiatric specialists and eight different medications. Most SSRIs and SNRIs cause terrible side effects and provide no relief from this anxiety and depression. This has been the worst months of the last decade, this anxiety and depression destroyed my ability as an artist, made me a shut in, keeps me from even being able to socialize online as I used to. It really has taken from me everything that made me - me. It is even jeopardizing my one good relationship I have ever had. After eight months of this, I am starting to become deeply frustrated and losing a bit of hope.