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Hello everyone, my name is Dana and I have Crohn's. Here is my unfolding story.

I was diagnosed with crohn's 15 years ago at the age of 21. My only symptom was diarrhea. I woke up one day with it and it wouldn't go away. I started seeing a primary care doctor and they finally referred me to a GI. 6 months later I had my diagnoses. He put me on asacol, but it didn't help with the diarrhea at all so I stopped taking it. For the next 5 years I didn't take any medications at all. I still only had diarrhea. In October of 2001 I had my first flare up of Crohn's. I honestly didn't even know that's what it was. I started seeing my gyneologist bc I thought somehting was wrong with my female parts. I was having fever, had excruiting pain in my LRQ and abdominal area, nausea, I couldn't eat anything and lost 20lbs in that first month. My GYN finally did laprascopic surgery on me and discovered the culprit. They said it looked like my intestines had been turned inside out. I was put in the hospital for 5 days. On IV antibiotics, steroids, and pain meds. After that hospital stay I went on Pentasa. After awhile the Pentasa was making my joints hurt so bad I stopped taking it as well. I went another 4 years, not taking care of myself, and I would go off and on the Pentasa when I thought it was flaring. In 2005, 2 months after I had my second child I was hospitalized again for a bad flare. Mostly the same meds, but I now had a narrowing area to be concerned with. It was also during this flare I developed a recto-vag fistula. I was in the hospital for 8 days this go around. I left the hospital on prednisone, started 6 MP, and was put on remicade. The remicade worked and closed the fistula up for a time, it seems to open and close at will. I was on remicade for about 2 years and decided I wanted to try Humira instead, for the convenience. That ended up being a bad idea. Humira didn't work for me and I ended up in the hospital again in 2009, for 11 days this time. This was the scariest for me because I was seeing a surgeon the whole time who was anxious to get in there and cut my guts out. Thanks goodness my GI dr was there with me and supported my decision to try and calm it down with meds. This time around I was on TPN, steroids, antibiotics and the works. It was one of the hardest hospital stays to date. I left the hospital again, on entocort this time, and started back up with the remicade. I have not been the same since. I've been fighting off flares off and on consistently since 2009. The remicade worked great at first, but I feel like it may not be working as well anymore. So all this leads me up to today, 2011. I was in the hospital 2 weeks ago for 8 days. I had a thickening in my usual area and an internal fistula from large to small bowel to add to the mix, they said the recto-vag was closed up but it's not, as I still have the lovely symptoms of it. I'm still doing remicade (moved it up to 4 weeks this time) and I'm on prednisone 40mg per day. This has been my worst flare to date. I can't seem to shake it. I've had good days and bad days (today is a bad day). I woke up with fever and abdominal pain and bloating, kind of feel like I've been ran over by a truck. Crohn's is really starting to affect my life, now more than ever. I'm missing more work than I ever have, it's just so unpredictable. I do feel like I'm one of the lucky ones though at least I still have all my guts. Wow, I feel like I rambled on and on. Sorry about that ;-) I'm happy to be here and be able to share with you all. Thanks for reading my story.
 
Well, hello Dana.
You sure have been through the wringer, huh? I describe my bad days as feeling like a wet dish cloth! Like you, I cannot stand the unpredictability of this disease. Not good surprises!
Poke about a bit, see what's up around here. Some very good people with great ideas and with very open hearts frequent here.
Welcome!
 
Never worry about rambling on ...I got you beat there! Welcome to the forum, so sorry you have this dreaded disease but as I and many others, we find comfort and support here, hang in there, glad you found us!
 
Hi Dana and welcome! I am so sorry that you are in such a difficult flare! You said you don't feel that remicade is doing the trick for you anymore - have you discussed other treatment options with your GI? I have never been on remicade myself, but I know many on here that have said it stopped working after awhile. However, they switched it up with another biological and had success! Check out the sub-forums under Treatment. Loads of good info there. I wish you luck and hope this flare ends soon!
 
Hi Dana

Just wanted to say welcome :) You'll get loads of support on here, I'm new too and I've feel at home already :) It's great to be understood.
I'm hoping the docs get you sorted really soon :) Keeping my fingers crossed for you hunny. Take it easy. Hugs

Paula
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hi Dana and welcome.....sure does sound like you are going through the ringer....please take a look around - there is the Remicade thread, and quite a few people on here who have dealt with and are dealing with many of the same problems you are going through (I had fistulas).....

also - nothing (almost) is too TMI here!
 
Hi Dana
and welcome

Wow, you have been thro the mill! Don't for one moment think that you're not as bad as some, we are all unique, and yours sounds like a bad un!
Hope you find comfort here with us, friendship and laughs, we have by the bucket loads!
lotsa luv
Joan xxx
 
Hi Dana,

it sounds like you're having a rough time :( I hope things become more manageable soon

I only recently joined the forum and it is great with a lot of warmth and kindness which I'm sure will help :)
As for rambling, you should have seen my intro ! It's so good to get it all out and for people to understand so go for it :thumleft:
 
Hi Dana and welcome!

Wow, you really have been thru it. Despite it all, you are lovely in your picture!

Have you discussed the possibility of cutting the bad parts out? It really could offer you a much better quality of life to take the diseased parts of your guts out, the parts that are giving you the most trouble.

Easy for me to say, I'm an old pro at surgery and going back on the table in a couple weeks. But sometimes we should think about surgery as a treatment option and not a last resort.

Are 6MP or Methotrexate options for you? Some users have had good results with those, and I don't think you mentioned them in your list of meds you have tried.

Hang in there! We're here for you to answer questions or just listen.

Take care of yourself - Amy
 
Hi Dana and welcome!

Wow, you really have been thru it. Despite it all, you are lovely in your picture!

Have you discussed the possibility of cutting the bad parts out? It really could offer you a much better quality of life to take the diseased parts of your guts out, the parts that are giving you the most trouble.

Easy for me to say, I'm an old pro at surgery and going back on the table in a couple weeks. But sometimes we should think about surgery as a treatment option and not a last resort.

Are 6MP or Methotrexate options for you? Some users have had good results with those, and I don't think you mentioned them in your list of meds you have tried.

Hang in there! We're here for you to answer questions or just listen.

Take care of yourself - Amy

My GI and I have discussed surgery but since he feels like it's going to be a very complicated surgery, we are working together to avoid it as long as possible. I have 2 fistulas, one internal from small to large and one external (recto-vag). The remicade helps with the external one as I don't have to many issues with it. My Dr. is always saying let's get you as good as we possibly can before any kind of surgery is even considered. I don't want to have surgery, I'm truly scared to death of it :( I'm so scared they will go in and end up having to take a lot more out due to the complication or find more fistulas. If it were a sure fire cure I think I'd have done it a long time ago :(
 
Welcome Dana,
Too bad there isn't a sure fire cure for this disease. But speaking from personal experience, having ALL of your guts is just over-rated! LOL:shifty-t:
Glad you are here.
 
Welcome Dana!

I am new here as well, such a great site! Nice to be understood and talk to people who know what you are going through. Sounds like you are having a very rough time :(

I spent the last 2 years in and out of the hospital (3 times in the last 6 months) for bad flares and partial obstructions. Lucky enough to never have a fistula (yet). I am so sorry for what you are going through.

I know everyone is different, but I do agree with ameslouise. I never wanted surgery but after suffering a perforation 2 months ago I was forced into it. While in there, the surgeon couldn't believe how bad it was. He took out a foot of my small intestine and 6 inches of my large. He also did 2 strictureplasties. I know it has only been 2 months but it has honestly been the best 2 months of my life. I can't believe how I was living before and I wish I would have done this a while ago.

I hope you and your docs can figure out how to heal you soon as I'm sure you are suffering. Hang in there and you are in my prayers.

Beth
 
Hi Dana,

Just dropping by to say welcome to CF. It sounds like you are having a rough time of it, sorry to read. We are a pretty supportive group, so lean on us when times are bad(I swear I wasn't just singing that song,lol)!

Oh, and I love the name DanaDeadPetals!
 
Hey Dana

Welcome to the forum and thanks for sharing crohns is such a rollercoaster ride - but you aint alone here - we are all buckled in next to you for the ride :lol2: Keep us posted on how you are getting on.
 
Welcome :)

I feel bad that the remi is not as effective for you as maybe it once was. Hopefully your doctors can get this flare under control so you can start to feel well again.
 
Thanks everyone for all the positive thoughts :) I saw my doctor today and he added 6MP to my mix and is moving remicade up to 4 weeks (trying to schedule me next week). I think he's just not ready to give up on it (trying to avoid surgery) but this is our last go with it. If I don't see relief this time he wants to try Cimzia and then well, I guess surgery is my next option. I'm really hopeful the 6MP will help, although I'm worried about being on it :( Just not ready for more side effects to add to the prednisone ones.
 
Hi Dana

Fingers crossed you do really well on the new medication :) Sounds like you've got a great doctor :) Take care. Hugs.

Paula
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Hi Dana! Have you tried getting a colonoscopy lately? When the Remicade stopped working for me (after more than 10 years of working great!), it was (in my opinion) just because there was too much infection for it to handle. I had surgery, and I am back on the Remicade again with it working great! I know you are trying to avoid surgery, and surgery is not always the answer, but if you have a raging infection maybe your Dr can focus on curing that, and then put you back on remicade for maintenance. Just a thought. Welcome!
 
Hi Dana! Have you tried getting a colonoscopy lately? When the Remicade stopped working for me (after more than 10 years of working great!), it was (in my opinion) just because there was too much infection for it to handle. I had surgery, and I am back on the Remicade again with it working great! I know you are trying to avoid surgery, and surgery is not always the answer, but if you have a raging infection maybe your Dr can focus on curing that, and then put you back on remicade for maintenance. Just a thought. Welcome!

I haven't had a colonoscopy in quite some time actually, but when I was in the hospital which was a little over 3 weeks ago he did treat me with some heavy duty anitbiotics. Flagyll and levaquin for 8 days in the hospital and then about a week before I went in. Hopefully that killed it if I had one :) Thanks for sharing your experience, I would've never thought about an infection hindering remicade.
 

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