Hi Friends, finally Im getting back to my reality, had to take some time off for a bit, things have just really become too much to deal with. I met with my OB for post op today, and boy, Im a mess. I have severe endometriosis and CD, which only exacerbate eachother. Everything is stuck together from scar tissue, and will require a complete historectomy for relief of the endo. Im nervous, Im anxoius, worried and very sad to be dealing with this. Hopefully I will get some much needed relief after my surgery. Im going to schedule it soon, but just need a lil more time....in the meantime my nasty crohns is acting up, blood....lots of D, and major pain. Thank God I get my remicade on Tuesday, it seems to really help with my CD. Thanks for all the support and kind words, it means a lot to me. Have a good weekend my frineds~