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Today was pretty discouraging like always but when I see blood it just crushes me in everyway, mentally and physically feel blah.
Woke up this morning to have an urge to go to bathroom to pass Blood... the bright red stuff.
Went to the bathroom about 10 times only to see that I pass blood, muck and slime.... everyday is different in so many ways.
Yesterday I went to the bathroom 10 to 15 times but didn't see blood but passing the stringy , pencil like poop only to say to myself I can't take this and the pain that feels like torture ... catergory 10 pain... followed up by me puking 3 to 5 times.
Wondering what tomorrow will hold??.........
Woke up this morning to have an urge to go to bathroom to pass Blood... the bright red stuff.
Went to the bathroom about 10 times only to see that I pass blood, muck and slime.... everyday is different in so many ways.
Yesterday I went to the bathroom 10 to 15 times but didn't see blood but passing the stringy , pencil like poop only to say to myself I can't take this and the pain that feels like torture ... catergory 10 pain... followed up by me puking 3 to 5 times.
Wondering what tomorrow will hold??.........