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My Story: the good, the bad and the ugly

So I’ve been meaning to post my story on many occasions over the past few months. As a regular lurker, I have learnt so much from all the contributors on this forum, and hope that maybe my story can help someone, too. A warning though – this is a long post, sorry!

The Bad:

So my story begins in December of last year when I started suffering from abdominal pain – the pain was generalised, mostly in the area of my belly button, and sometimes in my lower abdomen; it felt different to other pain that I had experienced previously when having bouts of gastro or period pain, which made me think I should see a doctor. I went to a GP who said I probably had IBS and asked if I had been experiencing any stress of late. I told him that I was currently on leave, and feeling very relaxed! He sent me away with some anti-spasmodic medication. The pain abated, but would re-surface from time to time.

A while later, I consulted with another GP who also said I probably had IBS. By this stage, the pain was getting worse. I would spend my weekends in bed (in retrospect, this was probably because of the heavy meals I had been eating in comparison to the rest of the week), and regularly waking up during the night with pain. Instinctively, I knew there was something more serious brewing. I was also due to go on an overseas trip, so I really wanted to get some answers and appropriate treatment. I went back to the GP. He still said I most likely had IBS, but said if I was anxious about going away, he would refer me to a specialist to rule out anything else. He also thought I could possibly have a stomach ulcer and suggested I go for a blood test for H. Pylori and an ultrasound. By that stage I had done some research, and I asked him if I could possibly have Crohn’s. He pooh-poohed the idea (pardon the bad pun), saying my symptoms weren’t bad enough! (I’ve never had chronic diarrhoea and have mostly bordered on being constipated.) The ultrasound didn’t show anything amiss (the radiographer wasn’t terribly thorough), and I remember feeling emotional at that point – the radiographer tried to make me feel better by saying it was probably IBS from which she also suffered from time to time!

By this stage, I was beginning to doubt my mental health – I thought that the symptoms that I was experiencing were psychosomatic, and that my tiredness and general malaise were due to mild depression and inability to get-my-act-together. I remember having the blood test, convinced it wouldn’t reveal anything. Well, the GP on receiving my results sent them (and me) straight to the GI. Turns out my tests were “grossly abnormal” as the GI put it. No issues with H. Pylori or low thyroid as suspected by GP, but my CRP and ESR counts were “critically high” and I was also clearly anaemic. The GI said he suspected Crohn’s and booked me for a colonoscopy as soon as he could, a couple of days later. He also weighed me at our initial consultation, and it turns out that I had lost 10% of my body weight. I’d never paid attention to my weight as it had never really fluctuated, and I don’t have a scale at home – I had gathered that I had lost some weight, but not that much!

The colonoscopy revealed ulceration at the start of my colon, just before my ileocecal valve. The GI couldn’t look inside my ileum because of the inflammation. By this stage I was in disbelief, wondering if I truly was objectively sick, but a few days later the biopsies came back, and I finally had an answer.

The GI prescribed Prednisone (45mg tapering 5mg per week), Pentasa and iron tablets. The Prednisone worked virtually straight away – I felt so much better. I no longer had pain and felt energised (bordering on manic!), which after months of chronic lethargy felt wonderful. Managed to go overseas (Paris!) two weeks after my diagnosis, and had a fantastic time, running around like the energiser bunny, taking in the sights and sampling delicious French cuisine without any ill effects!

The Ugly:

Alas, my Pred high was shortlived, and once I had tapered down to 15mg, my symptoms started returning. I thought this was just my body weaning itself off the Pred. But by the time I reached 5mg, I was in as much pain, if not worse, than before. Then I developed severe pain in my lower abdomen and had symptoms of a bladder infection (tested negative). Had another blood test – this time my CRP was through the roof. Went back to GI and was sent for a CT scan straight away, which showed "mucosal enhancement and extensive adjacent fibrofatty infiltration of the mesentry", affecting the distal 20cm of my ileum with further thickening of the caecum. (GI said the disease was well-established and must have been active for a long time, despite presenting with symptoms only in December.) It also showed what looked like a very small, evolving abscess, adjacent to my bladder, although the radiologist and GI weren’t entirely sure. No fistula was detected at this stage. This was the first time that the possibility of surgery was mentioned. I was prescribed a ten-day course of antibiotics and Tramacet for the pain.

The antibiotics never really resolved the abdominal pain, and the issues with my bladder continued (painful urination). I was sent for an ultrasound which showed that the abscess was still there. The GI consulted briefly with a surgeon, but because of the precarious position of the abscess, having it drained was not an option. This time I was admitted to hospital for a five-day course of intravenous antibiotics, followed by a ten-day course of oral Augmentin. Initially I felt better: my CRP levels came down, and an ultrasound showed that that the abscess was resolving. After the course of antibiotics, I was prescribed Azathioprine (building up to 125mg a day) as well as Entocort. Although I felt relatively better, I was certainly not pain free – I was still experiencing painful urination most of the time as well as abdominal pain. At this stage, not a day was going by without me having to take at least one Tramacet. My sleep was disturbed and I was waking up on average four times a night to urinate. After two months of waiting for things to improve, and the drugs to kick in, I went back to the GI for another ultrasound. Turns out the abscess that had looked to be resolving was back and bigger than before. This time my GI said that surgery was my only option.

The Good:

So off I went to consult with a surgeon. He said that he not only wanted to sort out the abscess, but also do a resection and remove the diseased 20cm of ileum. He said I have localised, fistulising Crohn’s which called for a surgical approach. He told me I had a 50% chance of being in remission for the next ten years, and said there was a very small chance that I might have a stoma. Consulted with him on a Friday, and was scheduled for surgery the following Monday. All went smoothly, no stoma or other complications – the abscess was sorted out, along with a fistula that had begun to track into my thickened bladder wall. The surgery was performed laparoscopically, plus some cutting (three keyholes and an 8cm incision along my bikini-line).

Although everything went smoothly and without complications, I won’t lie; the experience of undergoing surgery was traumatic (physically and emotionally). I spent a tough week in hospital. The second week at home was also somewhat challenging. However, after two and a half weeks I began to feel like my old self again, and three weeks after surgery I returned to work feeling positive and energised.

It’s now five weeks post-surgery and I feel much better than before: I stopped taking any pain medication two and a half weeks after surgery – after popping Tramacet for two months solid this was something of a revelation – and I currently have only a little discomfort around my incision sites from time to time. I’m sleeping through the night again, and I’m no longer waking multiple times to urinate! I also feel a renewed sense of vitality and general well-being.

I'm hoping that the clinical remission that surgery has put me in will last, and that I'll be part of the lucky 50%. I'm meeting with my GI in a few days' time to discuss prophylactic medication – I'm hedging my bets with this disease!

So what have I learnt over the six months since my diagnosis?

1.) Listen to your gut! If you’re experiencing pain that is out of the ordinary seek answers, and get referred to a specialist. Also a simple, comprehensive blood test will normally reveal if anything is seriously amiss.

2.) Don’t think that surgery should be a last resort if you have Crohn’s in one location. The 20cm of my small intestine that was removed was a massed mess, and I don’t see how drugs could have helped me long term.

3.) Once you’ve found a reputable specialist/surgeon, don’t double-think their treatment options. Have faith in their professionalism.

4.) Educate yourself as much as possible about this disease.

5.) Believe that your health will improve.

That's about it, for now. Best wishes to all!
 
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Angrybird

Moderator
Location
Hertfordshire
Hello and welcome to the forum :)

I am sorry to hear that the docs had to resort to surgery so quickly but it's good to hear that you are feeling better and that no stoma was required. Fingers crossed that with the right maintenance treatment you can be keeping well for a long time to come!

One thing I would say to ask your doc is to check all your vitamin levels, it is common for us crohnie's to have deficiences in this area, especailly after having parts of the bowel removed.

Please keep us updated on how you are getting on.

AB
xx
 

David

Co-Founder
Location
Naples, Florida
Hey Space Dog and welcome to the community! Thanks for sharing your story :)

I'm so glad the surgery has worked out well for you! I'm quite curious what they come up with for you treatment wise going forward.

I agree with Angrybird, keep an eye on those nutrient levels with that resection, especially vitamin B12.

See you around!
 
Thank you, Angrybird and David, for the warm welcome! I had my follow-up appointment. It seems as if some form of immunosuppressant (azathioprine or one of the biologics) will be on the cards some time in the future. My GE said fistulising Crohn’s can be more aggressive. I do have some reservations about being on this type of medication chronically, but also don’t want to have a repeat performance of my sorry story, or worse. I guess one’s caught between a rock and a hard place with this disease.

In the meanwhile, my husband and I have decided that we’d like to start a family. The doctors agree that now would be the right time, seeing as I’m clinically in remission, so I don’t want to waste this window of good health. The plan for now is to correct any nutritional deficiencies (I’m mildly anaemic, and will have a couple of iron infusions next week) and have some vaccinations (Pneumovac and Varicella) whilst off the immunosuppressants, and then hopefully fall pregnant. Ideally, I’d like to stay off the drugs until after pregnancy. Sounds easy, no? We’ll see if the fertility gods are smiling on me...
 
I have fistulating Crohns disease as well, reports vary but somewhere between 50-80% of the people will have recurrence again due to it's aggressive nature. I know its not the most ideal situation to be on something like this for a long time but just like a diabetic who requires daily medicine everyday some diseases cannot be managed without maintenance medicine. My surgeon told me after my surgery that due to the Biologics and 6mp out now he has seen significantly lower rates of surgical recurrence and in the last 15 years he has not operated on the same person twice. Like your #3 said-Once you’ve found a reputable specialist/surgeon, don’t double-think their treatment options. Have faith in their professionalism. Good luck with your recovery over the next few months thanks for your post!
 
Nearly a year has passed since I joined this site and posted my story. I'm in a reflective frame of mind, so I thought I'd post an update.

I'm happy to report that I'm still asymptomatic. At the start of this year I had a colonoscopy which revealed endoscopic recurrence, so I started Humira in March. Luckily I've had no adverse reactions or infections, and have tolerated the injections well.

The best news of all is that I'm 14 weeks pregnant! Because I was anovulatory, it took a bit of work to get to this point, and I had to resort to ovulation inducing meds (and the expert knowledge of fertility specialists). The months before falling pregnant were emotionally fraught, and I have a great deal of empathy for couples who are trying to overcome infertility.

I will continue Humira until just before the third trimester, when it apparently begins to cross the placenta. When my baby is born, live vaccinations will be delayed for three months as a precautionary measure. My GI doesn't seem to think that breastfeeding on Humira will put my baby at risk (minimal traces are found in breast milk, and as it is a protein, these traces should be broken down in the gut before entering the bloodstream).

Fortunately, I've had an easy pregnancy thus far, and pray that it continues. Looking back on the events of last year, and the dark days leading up to my surgery, I feel thankful for every day of good health. I remind myself of the days when I counted down the hours to take my next dose of Tramacet, because the pain was so unbearable. I remember the uncertainty, wondering what this disease would have in store for me next. I realize now that there is light at the end of the tunnel, and that with the right care and meds, this disease need not be one's life. Thanks for reading, and good health and happiness to all!
 
It has been over a year since my last post. I don't frequent this forum much anymore, but I thought I would update this thread so that someone who is in a dark space will find a little glimmer of hope from my story.

I am so happy to report that I gave birth to a healthy baby boy in February this year. I delivered him at term and he weighed more than average, surprising my gynecologist who at the beginning of my pregnancy predicted that my baby would be smaller. He's a happy, lively and very busy baby! I felt great during my entire pregnancy and had no Crohn's symptoms nor other health issues. I stopped Humira at 23 weeks (as a precautionary measure) and resumed treatment four weeks postpartum.

I had a routine colonoscopy today which showed that I am in complete remission - not an ulcer in sight! Humira seems to be doing the trick - I really do think the biologics are revolutionary! I am lucky in that I have experienced no side effects. I don't think twice about injecting myself anymore and marvel at my earlier trepidation. I wish that these drugs would be more widely available and affordable.

Love and light to all!
 

dave13

Forum Monitor
Location
Maine
So good to read this Space Dog! Congratulations on the birth of your baby boy! Thanks for taking the time and sharing,these stories help us all.I'm glad you are use to Humira injections now and can find amusement in former trepidations. What we have to do on a daily basis can seem daunting at times.

Have a Happy Holidays with your son!
 
In the spirit of my previous posts I thought I would update my thread again, seeing as I recently had my annual colonoscopy (number four in total now!). Like last year's screening, this showed no signs of recurrence and to quote my GI, all was "pristine".

I'm still on Humira, which I'm going to continue for the foreseeable future. I tolerate it well, and the fact that I'm on it is a complete non-event to me now, so much so that I really have to remind myself to take it every two weeks. I still balk every time I see how much it costs though - thank goodness I have medical insurance.

I see my GI about twice a year, and have a blood work-up at the same time. All my results have come back in the normal range, although I do consistently have low iron stores. I've been taking supplements on and off to improve my levels. I'm not overly concerned about this as I'm not anemic nor have any of its associated symptoms.

My son is now nearly two years old! He has caught up on all his vaccines that were delayed by three months as a result of being exposed to Humira in utero, and is a healthy, happy and playful toddler!

Thanks for reading if you got this far! Wishing you all good health and happiness in 2016!
 
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