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Hi everybody,
I've been checking out the forum for a day or so & finally decided to register and post 'my story'...but before I get to that I just want to say thank you to all of you for sharing your stories, tips, advice, support etc... It means so much - you may not realize. I can't stress enough how important it is to have a place like this for practical and emotional support.
I'm a 34-year old woman and I have been battling 'stomach issues' for most of my life but was previously diagnosed with IBS until I got an abscess (which is now a fistula in ano). Most recently, the tests I had done were upper and lower scope (colonoscopy) with biopsies, barium enema, and pelvic MRI. The scope showed only very minor inflammation at the terminal ileum and some inflammation in my stomach as well. The fistula showed up on the MRI which is what 'sealed the deal' for my crohn's diagnosis about 2 weeks ago.
The fistula drained itself about 4 months ago when I was on a short course of strong antibiotics... Then I had 4 months of the fistula being 'gone' which lead my GI doc to guess that maybe it had healed itself(!). Of course I still had nauseau and an upset stomach here and there over those 4 months but I've been dealing with that for the past decade so it wasn't a big deal.
Then, less than a week ago I felt the fistula returning. I had a supply of antibiotics left, so began taking them and felt relief pretty quickly. I'm going to continue taking the antibiotics for a total of 10 days even though my swelling has gone down - but this reappearance of the fistula has got me feeling really down and worried...
The GI doc was trying to persuade me to take azathioprine but I'm really reluctant because: a) I'm worried about the side effects and the 'seriousness' of this medication and b) I want to start a family within the year... My doctor listened to my concerns and didn't try to pressure me (esp. with the news about wanting to get pregnant soon-ish) but he told me to do some more research and think about it. Now that I've done some more reading (here and elsewhere) I'm really worried about NOT STARTING TREATMENT! There is so much discussion about setons and frankly, it scares the heck out of me! I know there is no crystal ball to help see what the future holds, but I'm really worried that if I decide to not take the aza and my fistula becomes more complicated and/or I need a seton in the future - I'll be mad at myself for not having done something... I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place - I don't know what the 'right thing to do' is re: my fistula.
So, that's my story - any thoughts and/or comments are, of course, very welcome.
I've been checking out the forum for a day or so & finally decided to register and post 'my story'...but before I get to that I just want to say thank you to all of you for sharing your stories, tips, advice, support etc... It means so much - you may not realize. I can't stress enough how important it is to have a place like this for practical and emotional support.
I'm a 34-year old woman and I have been battling 'stomach issues' for most of my life but was previously diagnosed with IBS until I got an abscess (which is now a fistula in ano). Most recently, the tests I had done were upper and lower scope (colonoscopy) with biopsies, barium enema, and pelvic MRI. The scope showed only very minor inflammation at the terminal ileum and some inflammation in my stomach as well. The fistula showed up on the MRI which is what 'sealed the deal' for my crohn's diagnosis about 2 weeks ago.
The fistula drained itself about 4 months ago when I was on a short course of strong antibiotics... Then I had 4 months of the fistula being 'gone' which lead my GI doc to guess that maybe it had healed itself(!). Of course I still had nauseau and an upset stomach here and there over those 4 months but I've been dealing with that for the past decade so it wasn't a big deal.
Then, less than a week ago I felt the fistula returning. I had a supply of antibiotics left, so began taking them and felt relief pretty quickly. I'm going to continue taking the antibiotics for a total of 10 days even though my swelling has gone down - but this reappearance of the fistula has got me feeling really down and worried...
The GI doc was trying to persuade me to take azathioprine but I'm really reluctant because: a) I'm worried about the side effects and the 'seriousness' of this medication and b) I want to start a family within the year... My doctor listened to my concerns and didn't try to pressure me (esp. with the news about wanting to get pregnant soon-ish) but he told me to do some more research and think about it. Now that I've done some more reading (here and elsewhere) I'm really worried about NOT STARTING TREATMENT! There is so much discussion about setons and frankly, it scares the heck out of me! I know there is no crystal ball to help see what the future holds, but I'm really worried that if I decide to not take the aza and my fistula becomes more complicated and/or I need a seton in the future - I'll be mad at myself for not having done something... I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place - I don't know what the 'right thing to do' is re: my fistula.
So, that's my story - any thoughts and/or comments are, of course, very welcome.