Well, my temperature came down over night, my pain didn't increase and I managed not to puke so I didn't bother with the walk in centre, I'm like 99% sure they couldn't/wouldn't do anything anyway.
I'm basically so ready to just give up now. I don't think I have the energy or fight left in me to deal with any more medical professionals, I'm getting nowhere. I would rather have an answer and proper treatment but I guess I'm going to have to settle for living on antisickness, imodium, buscopan and fortijuce/ensure clear.
I keep overthinking the dietician thing and as much as I still hope she will take action and admit me for tube feeding, I'm beginning to seriously doubt that she will do anything. Experience says in another year I'm going to be in exactly the same position as I am now. And the over reacting part of my brain says at this rate in another year I will be dead :rof:
I just had half a tin of soup with a bread roll so will see how that goes.
Sorry for moaning, just nowhere else really to vent