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Cindy, enjoy your new tablet! My niece loved receiving her Kindle Fire too (she just got the cheapest one, the $139 one), she downloaded 1 book and about 10 apps onto it right away. :p I was proud though that the book she downloaded was The Secret Garden - she's 10, and I remember reading that book when I was about her age. She said she already read it once but loved it and wanted to read it again! Yay, that's awesome. :) She loves to read and that's great, I feel like not enough kids read books anymore. Or maybe I'm just getting old and crotchety. :p

I had a pretty good xmas, my guts behaved for the most part and I managed to avoid trigger foods. I have always had a "nervous stomach" and I get a bit gassy when I'm in prolonged social situations, so I had some gas after a day at the in-laws' house, but that was about the worst that my guts did to me, so not bad at all. I had fun, I got good gifts, I gave good gifts, my family avoided having arguments - it was all good! :) I hope everybody else had a good xmas too!
 
yay for good xmas for Cat! Ours was good too. I've got one SIL I can't stand, but I just ignored her all evening on Xmas eve, so everything went well. :D My mom was at our house yesterday, we got her Cards Against Humanity and played that after she opened it. It's so much fun, if a bit offensive for some! We were laughing so hard we couldn't talk a couple of times. Then we watched The Wolverine. Pretty nice day. Early to bed a good night's sleep, now back to work and reality, which kind of sucks. Espeically since I have to work this Saturday morning. :(
 
Hi Ladies,

Hope you had a good Christmas. Mine was good, although I'm back to having bowel problems.

May I ask what helps you the most for itching/burning on the tush? I just got Tucks pads and I'm trying them. It seemed to help already. Thanks!
 
:hug:Hello Everyone!
I've been reading everyones post everyday so I'm up to date. I have a lot to write about but I'm not on a computer so this one will be short. I had to call in sick today, I had the prime rib with gravy, (haven't had red meat since my last post) I don't know maybe it was the gravy. I was in pain last week really bad pain the day before x-mas eve. I was at a eight (pain level) my stomach was killing me. I took a high dose vicodin (I know not good for my tummy but I was having massive D anyways so didn't care about consitpation) went to sleep and woke up feeling good. No pain then to D again and pain. As some of us are really scared(again) I'm going to lose my job. I'll know tomorrow. Christmas and the Solstice were awesome. I hope everyone have a good night and a beautiful morning! *hugs*
 
:hug:Hello Everyone!
I've been reading everyones post everyday so I'm up to date. I have a lot to write about but I'm not on a computer so this one will be short. I had to call in sick today, I had the prime rib with gravy, (haven't had red meat since my last post) I don't know maybe it was the gravy. I was in pain last week really bad pain the day before x-mas eve. I was at a eight (pain level) my stomach was killing me. I took a high dose vicodin (I know not good for my tummy but I was having massive D anyways so didn't care about consitpation) went to sleep and woke up feeling good. No pain then to D again and pain. As some of us are really scared(again) I'm going to lose my job. I'll know tomorrow. Christmas and the Solstice were awesome. I hope everyone have a good night and a beautiful morning! *hugs*

Oh, Melibean, that sucks. It could have been the gravy, if it had too much fat in it. I had Prime Rib for Xmas day too and I'm regretting it now.... beef tends to constipate me even worse than normal. I took a laxative last night and I still can't go. So, no more beef for this girl for a while. It has to be a really special occasion/treat for me to even eat it because it always causes me trouble for several days after. Frustrating because I used to eat beef regularly.
I will keep my fingers crossed for you and send positive thoughts your way that things go well with your job and that you feel better soon.
 
Hi Ladies,

Hope you had a good Christmas. Mine was good, although I'm back to having bowel problems.

May I ask what helps you the most for itching/burning on the tush? I just got Tucks pads and I'm trying them. It seemed to help already. Thanks!

Balmex (diaper rash ointment) works great!
 
Quick update on me: So far, I'm not noticing any chance with the Gastrocrom. I'm still not up to the full dose so we'll see, but I would have expected to see a little bit of improvement by now. :(

My PCP is concerned about my nutritional status because I can only eat about 4 foods without a lot of pain. He's ordered another test for me: Organic Acids Test. http://www.greatplainslaboratory.com/home/eng/full_oat.asp It's a urine test that looks for metabolites that indicate bacterial or fungal overgrowth in the intestines. I've previously tested positive for SIBO, but two courses of Xifaxan didn't help. My PCP says that if this one is positive, the results are more specific and can help with picking out the right antibiotic or antifungal but that I'd need to take it for 3 mos.+. I'm a little concerned about that because of C diff risks, but I'm just going to take the test and see what the results show. Because it's a lab where I have to mail the urine sample, I'm going to wait until after the holidays so that there's not a delay in processing. It takes about a month to get results back. I'll let you guys know what happens.

Hope everyone is doing as well as is possible today! I've got a bit of a virus-- sore throat, headache, achy, etc.
 
That sucks, Chickadee! It is the best time of year for viruses.... hopefully you feel better fast. Taking any Zinc or Airborne? Last time I was sick I took both and felt better in four days. Fastest cold ever!

Best of luck with your upcoming tests.
 
Happy new year, everyone.

Got a great Christmas present; my periods stopped. Well almost except for a bit of spotting which I presume is from my contraception. Doctors can finally stop blaming my low iron on them. It will hopefully jolly them along a bit. They do tend to get quite excited about periods.

Amitriptyline has been amazing. It’s stopped my burping & reflux and I’m sleeping better. I started doubting whether I should take it but I saw others in the Amitriptyline Club saying how good it is so I gave it a go.

BureaucraticNightmare,
I know someone fairly recently diagnosed with Ehler Danlos. She had a hell of a time getting a diagnosis. She had to find a specialist in rare diseases, a kind of Dr House type guy, in Paris (she's French and had no luck with the NHS so went home). I think she had borderline rheumatoid factor and high white cells. She does have lung issues but I don’t know specifics. She has hypermobility and severe joint pain. I know there’s different types of ED and I think they all have joint issues. I think the hypermobility is specific to her type. She’s back in the UK and she’s been referred to a rheumatologist. That’s all I know.

Chickadee, good luck with the test.
 
Well another one of my symptoms came back.... I've been having the night sweats a few times a week regularly, and my belly has been super unhappy the last two weeks. Now the small red bumpy rash that I had last summer is back, spread across my right hip, right buttock and upper thigh in the back. Seems like that pops up more often when my right belly hurts and other symptoms return..... but the GI said he "isn't sure the rash and night sweats are related to the gastro process I've got". Because he thinks I've got IBS and not IBD. I also keep having days where I'll have D for a few hours, and then a really hard go, like little pebbles... I just don't get how THAT can happen in the same day! It all started worsening on Xmas after I ate beef. Still having quite a bit of RLQ pain also, that kind of comes and goes.
Sorry, felt like I need to rant about that a bit!
 
AnotherCatLady, you mentioned weight loss in a previous post - losing too much weight can cause your menstrual cycle to get all out of whack or stop completely. Are you on any medications right now? Certain meds can throw things out of whack too. I had a steroid injection into my hip a few months ago and that made my period late for some odd reason - even though oral steroids did no such thing. So it's weird what can cause menstrual changes. Do definitely mention it to your doctors, and ask about the possibility of more tests. You mentioned having scopes done recently - the scopes only see the very beginning & very end of the small intestine, so there's a lot of small intestine that your doctors haven't seen. Something like an MRE (MRI-enterography) or pill cam/capsule endoscopy will be able to see the small intestine, so ask about those if you haven't already.

Chickadee, out of curiosity, what are your 4 safe foods? Have they done any testing on you for things like celiac, food allergies, etc? The testing you mentioned sounds interesting, I haven't heard of that one before. Good luck with it, I'll be interested to hear how you do!

Moogle - Calmoseptine cream or Tucks hemorrhoid cream are the best things I've found for "ring sting". I use Tucks if things feel swollen/inflamed back there (it shrinks swelling regardless of the cause, so it's not just for hemorrhoids), and I use Calmoseptine if things are painful/burning back there. It's got menthol in it and it feels minty & soothing. :) On a really bad day, I'll alternate between Tucks & Calmo to try to get things feeling okay back there.

How's everyone else? I'm rather exhausted, I had a rough New Year's and really paid for it yesterday and am still recovering today. I enjoy the holidays, but they really do a number on me, and I'm a bit relieved that they're over with. I stopped at a store this morning, and I saw that Valentine's day candy is already on display, and I laughed out loud! No more holidays for awhile, phew! I don't have to try to appear normal or eat what everybody else is eating, I don't have to stress my mind and my body (and my bank account), I can just breathe & relax. :p Ahhhh. Seeing that Valentine's candy was like instant stress relief! The holidays are OVER, thank goodness! :) Now I just have to recover fully from overdoing things on New Year's eve, and then hopefully I'll be okay for awhile.
 
Cindy, I somehow missed seeing your post. I'm sure you already know, night sweats are not part of IBS! Rashes aren't either. If it were me, I would take a photo of the rash, then find a new (better) GI and get a second opinion. Maybe you could be referred to a dermatologist as well for an opinion on the rash? If it's something like erythema nodosum, that commonly occurs with IBD. I know you see a ton of doctors already, but it really sounds like it's time to dump the doc who's stuck on IBS, and find someone who takes you more seriously. I mean, you did have a Crohn's diagnosis for a long time, and you've got symptoms which sure sound like IBD to me. I'm obviously not a doctor, but as the old saying goes, when you hear hoofbeats - think horses, not zebras. I'm hearing IBD symptoms, so why is your doc still thinking IBS??
 
Cindy, I somehow missed seeing your post. I'm sure you already know, night sweats are not part of IBS! Rashes aren't either. If it were me, I would take a photo of the rash, then find a new (better) GI and get a second opinion. Maybe you could be referred to a dermatologist as well for an opinion on the rash? If it's something like erythema nodosum, that commonly occurs with IBD. I know you see a ton of doctors already, but it really sounds like it's time to dump the doc who's stuck on IBS, and find someone who takes you more seriously. I mean, you did have a Crohn's diagnosis for a long time, and you've got symptoms which sure sound like IBD to me. I'm obviously not a doctor, but as the old saying goes, when you hear hoofbeats - think horses, not zebras. I'm hearing IBD symptoms, so why is your doc still thinking IBS??

Cat, that is true. My mom says the same thing, time to get a new doc.... I am thinking of trying to find one at Mayo and try to schedule an appt there, but it's three hours away so I'd have to try to coordinate it with my MRI appt in April. There aren't any close to me where I live, they're all at least 1-1/2 hours away.

The GI I see now says he doesn't think I have Crohn's because he did a colonoscopy with biopsies and saw no evidence of it. When I mentioned the night sweats, he shrugged them off as perimenopause (even though I'm only 41 and they get worse when I seem to be flaring) and the rash as nothing related. I was working on getting a solid diagnosis and figuring this belly thing out when I got struck down with the cancer diagnosis, now I struggle with thedocs because I have many and because I don't have any PTO left after my summer of recovery. :( So I guess I'll see what I can find in Rochester and maybe look toward April.
 
mccindy-- I'm sorry you're having night sweats again! I have them nightly, and I really hate them. My doctors have yet to pinpoint a cause, but they're no fun. If yours are really caused by perio-menopause (which could be possible, I suppose), the doctor could confirm that by checking your estrogen levels. If your estrogen levels are normal, he should look for alternate explanations-- like IBD, etc. Is there any chance the night sweats could be related to your cancer? My aunt has chronic lymphocytic leukemia (which I know is not what you have), but night sweats are a big red flag for her condition. I second Cat's suggestion to take pictures of your rash.

Cat-- Multiple doctors have told me that I present like a celiac patient, but multiple celiac tests (including intestinal biopsy) have come back negative. Also, I went completely gluten free for two years and didn't improve. I do test positive for a lot of food allergies, but they don't necessarily correspond with how I feel after eating things. I've read that food allergy tests for GI distress are generally not very reliable. My four relatively okay foods are 1) rice, 2) rice cakes, 3) sunflower seed butter, 3) ginger snaps. I test positive for rice allergies, but as I can't tolerate almost any other food, I can't really stop eating rice. I've even tried elemental formula, and that caused me great pain.

I'll definitely let you guys know about the tests. Thankfully, this one is really easy-- just a urine sample.
 
Chickadee, the funny thing is I had an ultrasound last summer, which showed I had ovarian cysts because I was ovulating. My GP checked my hormone levels, which were normal. I had a hysterectomy in 2005 but kept my ovaries, so I've not had hormone issues that I know of. My GI knows this so I'm not sure why he thinks it could be peri-menopause. Next time I talk to my NO I can ask her about the cancer and any links.

Woo hoo for easy tests!
 
Wow, Chickadee, it's awful that your diet is so limited! But do you do relatively okay sticking to those few foods? Can you do any kind of seasoning or flavors on your rice/rice cakes? And night sweats every night, oh yuck! I don't know a lot about ME, but since it's in the IBD family, I'm presuming it can cause night sweats? And I'm glad to hear it'll be an easy test. No prep and nothing invasive is a win in my book!

Cindy, I haven't been to Mayo myself, but I've heard good things. I've heard at least one person say that, since most people going to Mayo are coming from a long way away, that they try to get you multiple appointments at Mayo on the same day to make the most of your trip. Apparently they give you a schedule and a map, kind of like the first day of high school! :p But it's good that they do that, perhaps you could see a bunch of Mayo docs and get a bunch of opinions and make it worth the long drive.

How's everybody else doing? I'm having some joint pain. The weather here is frigidly cold and is supposed to get even colder in the next few days, and my knees, hips, and lower back are all very unhappy about that - knees are the worst, I guess maybe the hip injection is still working somewhat? My guts are still rather unsettled too from me overdoing it on New Year's, so I'm not great overall. Hoping to have a somewhat relaxing weekend. I hope everybody else is able to rest & relax too!
 
I do think I'm going to do that - try to make a GI appt the same day as my other appts, if it will fit in. Yes, they do give you a map and a whole schedule to follow, telling you what doctor to see when and which building to go to at what time!

The weather is playing havoc with me too - my back is awfully achy and I wonder if it's not affecting my head too. I'm NOT looking forward to Monday when our high is supposed to be -15 and the low -28. And it's supposed to be windy so there will some nasty wind chill involved too.
 
We're getting the ridiculously cold weather on Monday, too. I think our high temp is -12, and they're saying something like -30 to maybe even -50 wind chills! Oh brr. I just saw in the news, our worthless governor may issue an order to close schools statewide on Monday. I also heard that Lambeau Field still hasn't sold out all the tickets to Sunday's Packer game - you know it's bad when it's too cold for football in WI!! Especially since we're in the playoffs! I'm hoping the Packers can win - we're playing San Fransisco, whose players are surely not used to playing in minus double digit temperatures. Anyway, yeah, it's really cold and it's going to get even colder! I'm definitely not looking forward to Monday. Tomorrow, though, it's supposed to get up to almost 30 (yes, that's 30 above zero, not below!). I told hubby we might have to go to the zoo or do something outside to celebrate the "tropical" warm-ish weather. :p Really, I just hope my joints give me a reprieve tomorrow because I am sure things will get bad again Sunday & Monday. Brr!
 
hi peeps, just checking in.. trying everything i can to avoid doing this assignment haha :p
how is everybody doing?

i have a poorly little girl at the minute, paracetamol is helping a little with her temperature..
 
Well another one of my symptoms came back.... I've been having the night sweats a few times a week regularly, and my belly has been super unhappy the last two weeks. Now the small red bumpy rash that I had last summer is back, spread across my right hip, right buttock and upper thigh in the back. Seems like that pops up more often when my right belly hurts and other symptoms return..... but the GI said he "isn't sure the rash and night sweats are related to the gastro process I've got". Because he thinks I've got IBS and not IBD. I also keep having days where I'll have D for a few hours, and then a really hard go, like little pebbles... I just don't get how THAT can happen in the same day! It all started worsening on Xmas after I ate beef. Still having quite a bit of RLQ pain also, that kind of comes and goes.
Sorry, felt like I need to rant about that a bit!

Cindy I identified with a few of your points, I get night sweats fairly often but have recently been diagnosed as menopausal (I'm only 44) luckily when I mention them my Dr doesn't automatically put it down to the menopause, I think he forgets about it cos of my age. I get a rash but not so much like yours, mine is like multiple water blisters on my hands that are intensely itchy then burst and the skin gets horrendously dry, I have noticed that when tum gets worse so does the skin. The various bm formations in one day happens quite a lot too. The one thing that struck the most was I ate beef on new years day and I haven't been right since! So it's definitely on my don't eat list now. I agree with the others that it sounds like you need to change your gi and find someone who has a more open mind, good luck with the mayo clinic.

Sorry I've not been about recently, I've been trying to keep up reading but not been able to post much. I've finally got a date for my mri, 24th January and then hopefully I get to find out what's really going on inside of me.
 
Got a letter in the post yesterday from the hospital. the registrar that ive been seeing says my endoscopy didn't show any inflammation and my stool samples were all fine, no signs of inflammation in those either (course there wasn't...I was on 30mg of prednisolone at the time)
he says that my biopsy results are not back yet, but everything is positive and he is certain its IBS.
I KNOW its NOT IBS.
I've been in the loo for well over an hour tonight being ill, i'm in pain with it.
He says he's going to let me know the biopsy results and when my next clinic appointment is.
Im just really upset, because I feel like im being fobbed off. If its IBS, why am I going to the loo SEVERAL times a day (minimum of 5), why is there sometimes blood, why is there sometimes mucus, why does I wake in the middle of the night and only just make it to the loo in time?
Just feeling really down
Hope you are all well and thanks for reading
 
Anyone get consitpated on Airborn or mussienex? It's like I've eaten gum all my life or something. Everything is very slow moving.
 
anothercatlady--thanks for the feedback. It's all the more reason to seek out a doctor specializing in rare and orphan disease, I think. There are a handful of types of EDS, and I meet the full diagnostic criteria for the hypermobility type already. I guess there's a lot of overlap in the different types though, so it seems worth the time to consult a specialist. Hearing someone else finally got answers is really encouraging.

mccindy -- I get night sweats and rashes too, all the time. At 26, I'm thinking it's pretty freaking unlikely pre-menopause is the problem. I'd wager the same's true for you.


My stomach's back to its old tricks since Christmas or so -- still some couple-day spells of constipation, but back to more of the other extreme. Even when I go a couple days without diarrhea, I'm nauseated a lot. Still seeing some blood but not as much as around the last colonoscopy though.


Honestly, it's the temperatures I'm worried about now. The stomach issues are more disabling and the joint pain can be pretty bad, yeah, but as far as things that need an explanation go, a borderline fever going on seven months is pretty weird. It's been more than a week my temp has peaked *under* 99.4. Before Christmas I had a few normal days back to low and mid-98's, but I really don't think I've gone without a low grade fever for more than a week, two at the most, since June. And the fevers seem to be getting more and more continuous -- fewer and shorter breaks in between them.
 
Thanks, Lynda, it's definitely nice to hear that someone else has the same experiences. I've definitely decided to try the Mayo route in April. I should be getting appointment info from my NO in the beginning of February, so I'll call the GI dept at Mayo right after and see if they can fit me in somewhere. This weekend was bad, I had bad headaches all weeked that made me nauseous on top of how I normally feel, and last night I couldn't even eat supper. Just cooking it, the smell made me super nauseous . So I just drank an Ensure. Even keeping that down was tough, and my RLQ was just burning. IBS, my ass....! I have had a few of the water blisters, but my rash is usually tiny red bumps all over my bum and thigh and hip. Sometimes they itch. But yeah, they definitely show up when my belly is worse.
Akiva, I'm so sorry to hear you got stuck on the IBS train.... I'm a passenger there too. I haven't had blood in a long time but I do get mucus. I didn't respond well to IBS meds but my GI still felt it was IBS.
Melibean - not sure about the Airborne/constipation relationship. I've taken it before, but I'm almost always constipated so it's hard to say.
BN - you must be so frustrated by now. How you can have a low-grade fever constantly, GI bleeding and not getting anywhere with adiagnosis. This GI stuff sure is a pain in the arse.
 
Bozzy, thanks for checking in! How's your little girl doing now, is she feeling better? Good luck with your assignment!

Lizbeth, good luck with the MRI! Is it an abdominal MRI or MRE? I hope it gets you some answers. Have you ever had an MRI before? If not, my #1 piece of advice is, dress warmly (but no metal of course, so no zippers etc). I've had 2 MRIs, and they pump cold air through the machine and it's freezing! I've worn slippers and warm sweaters, with a blanket on top of me, and I was still cold. Anyway, good luck and fingers crossed that it's worthwhile and that you get a good result out of it!

Akiva, for what it's worth, it definitely doesn't sound like IBS to me. Keep fighting for answers, I know it's tough and frustrating but don't give up and don't accept IBS when you know it's not that. Can you see a different doctor, or re-do some tests once the pred is all out of your system? And surely you've mentioned the blood, getting up in the night, etc to your current doc? If they know you have all these symptoms and that you respond to pred, but they're still saying IBS, then it may be time to get a second opinion from a new GI. Hang in there, keep fighting for answers.

Bureaucratic, I've heard of Ehlers-Danlos but I don't know much of anything about it. I'm curious, though, how do you determine what type of hypermobility you have? I have elbows and knees that bend too far, but as far as I can tell, those are my only hypermobile joints. And I know hypermobility can happen in a variety of illnesses so that complicates things too. I recall that Bozzy has hypermobility which is likely linked to her Chiari (Bozzy, correct me if I'm wrong there!). And I've read that people with Asperger's often have hypermobile joints too, and I strongly suspect I may have Asperger's. At any rate, I'm glad to hear it sounds like you have a lead to go on, and I hope this leads you to some answers.

Cindy, that's so miserable when a smell alone makes you more nauseous, I've been there too. At one point during a very bad period of nausea for me, my brother was living with me at the time, and I was sitting on the couch just trying to think calming thoughts. My brother came home and he had some take-out Indian food with him, and the smell was so atrocious that I puked in the kitchen sink. It was horrible! I don't like Indian food anyway, the spices really upset my tummy, and to have to smell it when I was already feeling bad, it just did me in. So I totally feel for you, certain food smells should just not be allowed! And food commercials on TV should not be allowed during colonoscopy prep. :p Seriously, Red Lobster's food is terrible but their commercials make the food look delicious, and I think they played their commercials about 800 times during my last prep. And prep makes me nauseous too, so it's really weird feeling so hungry and yet nauseous at the same time! Ugh!

For those in the US, is this crazy cold weather affecting your joints too? My hips, knees, lower back, elbows, and right now even my ankles are or have been aching. First it was knees, then it was lower back. Yesterday I felt it in my elbows, today it's ankles/shins. I cannot wait for this super cold weather to be over with already! If this goes on for much longer, I'm going to have to start using my cane, and I just don't think it's a good look for a 34 year old to walk with a cane - people seem to think I'm faking, I'm "too young" to have arthritis, etc. Whatever, I don't really care what people think, but I also don't want the pain to get bad enough to require a cane. Bleh! Sorry for the mini pity party. On the plus side, my canes are cute and I can accessorize them with my outfits. :p I have a black cane with a decorative swirly silver handle, and I have a dark brown one with a gold handle that's in the shape of a duck's head. I'm kind of obsessed with accessorizing so canes are just another form of bling, right? ;)
 
yeah this cold is so BS! Right now it's -15 here in MN and the wind chill is -40. It hurts just to go outside and flesh will freeze in 5 minutes so it's a quick walk to the car and then home for me today! BRRRR. I don't know if it's affecting my head or not, but I haven't really noticed too much with my back yesterday or today, and that's usually the part that's weather sensitive. But who knows, this head thing is still new to me.

I was nauseous this morning but lunchtime went okay. I wasn't hungry but was able to eat anyway, some chicken and rice. We'll see how supper goes tonight. I feel like every meal is a battle now, but I know it could be a lot worse.
 
Ireally understand the trouble you're having with food Cindy. Since I came home from hospital 2 months ago I can't stand food, just the smell of it makes me want to barf, when the family eat I sometimes have to leave the room. It's sad cos I used to love to cook and share a meal with my family, now I'm lucky if I can sit with them while they eat :(.

Cat in having an mri. I've had quite a few so far and usually do like you said no zips etc meaning the bra gets left home too that way I have less to take off. I normally close my eyes and pretend I'm having a rest until it's over.

It seems I'm having another flare, I had to go have an ecg on Sunday cos I had some really severe chest and abdo pain, thankfully it was grand but the Dr said that it was my crohns getting worse. I'm pretty sad about it cos I've never felt such bad pain and I can't imagine coping with it again :(.
 
Wow, Chickadee, it's awful that your diet is so limited! But do you do relatively okay sticking to those few foods? Can you do any kind of seasoning or flavors on your rice/rice cakes? And night sweats every night, oh yuck! I don't know a lot about ME, but since it's in the IBD family, I'm presuming it can cause night sweats? And I'm glad to hear it'll be an easy test. No prep and nothing invasive is a win in my book!

Cat, if I stick to those four foods and take the cholestyramine (Questran), I still get nausea and mild to moderate abdominal pain, but usually not severe nausea, vomiting, severe abdominal cramps or diarrhea. However, I'm malnourished because there is not enough variety in my diet. (I can't tolerate Ensure or even elemental formulas either.) As far as the night sweats, it could be the Mastocytic Enterocolitis. I'm also underweight, which has caused my estrogen level to be low, so it could be that. I also have several other co-morbid conditions so it could be one of them. Doctors have not reached a consensus or come up with anything helpful for the night sweats.

akiva-- I so feel for you because I've been in your shoes so many times. I don't have any words of encouragement, but I care. I'm sorry you're going through this.

BN-- Do you want a referral for a good rheum. in DC?

It's cold here too (though not as cold as where you are, Cat!!). Tomorrow's high will be 14. The cold doesn't bother me nearly as much as rain, which tends to trigger migraines.

Have any of you ever participated in a clinical study?
 
Hey chickadee, I've not done a clinical study.

Lynda, hope you feel better. Hang in there! Thanks for keeping up with me.

Cat, it's OK to have a pity party. It's freaking cold where you are and I don't envy you. It's 19 down here, I'm trying not to complain. :)

I'm doing OK. I've been trying calcium supplements for the D. It's helping. I saw on another forum where a lady has been taking 1/2 a calcium supplement with every meal for years with IBS. I just started and I'm noticing some improvement. It's not as constipating as Imodium which is nice.
 
Oh, boy. Last night really sucked for me. After being too nauseated to eat much (some rice noodle soup and some peas), my RLQ was really burning. I spent half the night in the bathroom with D. Got less than 4 hours of sleep total, and holy cow am I tired today. My belly doesn't burn anymore but I had to force down some yogurt and granola for breakfast and still feel funky. D isn't my normal, but I've had it probably 3-4 times in the last week. I'm starting to think I am just on too many meds and my poor messed up GI tract doesn't know what to do with all of them.
Sorry, sounds like whiny complaining but I am super tired and feeling pretty yuk today.
 
Ugh! I just wrote a long reply but my internet "burped" or something and I lost it. Here's the really short version.

Cindy, I had a hideous day yesterday too. I wonder if it's the frigid weather doing this to us? I wrote the details of my bad day in my exercise thread. In a nutshell, horrible bloating, cramping, and massive reflux were my issues yesterday.

Lizbeth, sorry to hear you may be flaring again. No 2 flares are alike though and the first flare tends to be the worst for most people, so even if you are flaring, it may not be anything like your previous flare. Hang in there!

Chickadee, the malnutrition issue sounds awful. Can you tolerate supplements? What about juicing?

Moogle, our weather is hideous! It's -13 with a -32 wind chill right now. As I said to Cindy, I wonder if it might be contributing to why she & I feel so crappy. I'm pretty sure MN and WI are 2 of the very coldest states. It's going to be 36 (above zero!) on the weekend and I'm so looking forward to that.
 
Cat, in a way I hope you're right and it's weather-related, since it's supposed to warm up this weekend. I am SO looking forward to temps in the 30s! 50 degree warmup in 5 days!
 
That arkward moment when you know you have ten seconds to get to the bathroom or else but then have to stand stillfor five seconds to make sure can walk w/out anything coming out. =\
 
Oh, Melibean... that is a terrible feeling! I felt like that last night once when I got up to go the bathroom, and I was not even in public.
 
I had that feeling in the grocery store a few months ago. Thankfully it was a clean restroom! I think my nightmare is having that feeling on the highway with no exits nearby. :eek2:
 
Cat-a-Tonic -- Thanks for your reply. I did read it when you posted it but I've been zoned out a bit and going through a few emotions. My weight has been lower than it is now. My BMI is 19 so still within the 'normal' range, (although I think the BMI 'normal' range is questionable). When I lose weight I do it quite dramatically so I don't think it's that. My partner's ex had anorexia so he's been through all this before. He said when the body isn't getting enough nutrition it starts shutting down non-essentials hence my hair and period loss. So I wonder if that is the reason or, because I've had fat absorption issues for over 4 years now, I've lost too much internal fat. Apparently we can still have high body fat if we're thin or something??? I'm thinking about asking the doctors when they think my essential organs will start shutting down. :cool2:

I'm seeing my GP next week and I've done a single page chronology of the last 4 years so he can see what's going on. I've got a print-out of a fat malabsorption diet and highlighted all the foods I've cut out in order to stop/calm the oily diarrhoea. I've also typed up every single vitamin and mineral I'm supplementing and what problem I think they've solved. Instead of going to the doctor and telling them what's wrong, I'm going to change my approach and tell them what I've fixed. Things are getting more serious now, multivitamins aren't working and they need to get their fingers out their rear ends. *war face*!

About night sweats. I have had them from time to time and I'm pretty sure they corresponded with my vitamin D being low. When my vitamin D was really low (19) it felt like my bones were on fire. One of the worst pains I've experienced. Second time it didn't fall low enough to get pain (33) but I'm sure I did get night sweats both times.
 
Just got home after spending 7 hours in casualty cos of eXtreme pain, doubled over, tears pouring sort of pain. Went through the usual blood tests, obs etc only to be told, guess what, drum roll please,,yup you guessed it everything was normal. Then told didn't sound like crohns and had I ever heard of endometriosis, he didn't think I was having a flare!! Exasperated or what. They said I could stay in on a trolley in a&e but that there was no treatment they could give me. Such a waste of time I should have stayed home with my hot beaniesand my dog.

Sorry for the vent everyone, I didn't know where to turn to.
 
Just got home after spending 7 hours in casualty cos of eXtreme pain, doubled over, tears pouring sort of pain. Went through the usual blood tests, obs etc only to be told, guess what, drum roll please,,yup you guessed it everything was normal. Then told didn't sound like crohns and had I ever heard of endometriosis, he didn't think I was having a flare!! Exasperated or what. They said I could stay in on a trolley in a&e but that there was no treatment they could give me. Such a waste of time I should have stayed home with my hot beaniesand my dog.

Sorry for the vent everyone, I didn't know where to turn to.

Heard that from my GI once too. I did have endometriosis prior to my hysterectomy and he said well it can still be in there and causing problems.

I'm sorry to hear you're going through such a hard time. I hope things ease up for you. ER docs - sheesh!
 
Aw, Lizbeth, I'm sorry to hear you got the old brush-off from A&E. Didn't a different doctor just confirm that you're in a flare? When do you see the doctor again, will it be soon after your MRI?

AnotherCatLady, my BMI is currently normal as well, although in a bad flare it will drop down into the "underweight" category. I just did a BMI calculator thing and it looks like at 5 foot 8 and 135 lbs, my BMI is 20.5. I do work out a lot to maintain my muscle mass, and I try very hard to maintain a normal weight and not drop too low, so I'm rather proud I'm at 20.5. Anyway, that is a bit concerning that you're at 19 BMI but your hair & menstrual cycle have been affected like that - 19 is on the low end of normal, but it's not frightening or anything like that. I would definitely ask the GP about that. There are other things that can cause hair to fall out, anything from stress to chronic illness, so it may not be your weight itself but the underlying illness that's causing that. Certain medications can cause hair loss too - when I was on Entocort, my hair started falling out in a rather alarming amount. Fortunately Biotin supplements put a stop to that. And the menstrual cycle can be affected by stress/illness/medication too. My period is always like clockwork with 2 notable exceptions - once when a dear friend died, my body like went into shock or something, and my period was weeks late. And the other time, much more recently, I had a steroid injection into my hip and my body didn't like that at all, and it messed with my cycle among many other symptoms. So, long story short, it may or may not be the weight loss itself as the culprit behind the hair loss & lack of menstruation - it could be the illness itself or your body's reaction to being stressed by illness.

Melibean, oh dear, I think we've all had that feeling and it's horrible. You just have to stop and take a couple deep breaths to hold it together before you rush to make it to the bathroom on time. It's the worst when you can feel the color drain out of your face, and it feels like everything moves out of your colon and into your rectum, like a torpedo being loaded into the cannon or whatever! Hope you're feeling better today.

Moogle, I've got fears of being on the highway in that situation too. I actually keep a kit in my car, it's got stuff like wet wipes and TP and spare pants & underwear and a towel and plastic bags. It's my "just in case" kit, and fortunately so far I haven't had to use it (knock on wood) but I'm glad to have it, it does alleviate some of that worry.

Cindy, I'm so excited about temps being in the 30s this weekend! It's supposed to rain/snow but I don't even care, it's just finally getting to be slightly above zero today and that's even a welcome change. I can go outside and just feel annoyed by the cold, rather than feeling terrified of it. :p I'm feeling somewhat better today too so I wonder if the slight warm-up today has anything to do with that. Guts are much calmer, joints are so-so, reflux has quieted down somewhat. I'm functional and was able to sleep without having to prop myself upright, so yay! Nicer weather and happier body, can't complain! :D
 
AnotherCatLady -hormone changes can cause those things too - when I was pregnant my hair started falling out all over my head, and the doc said it was from hormones. I'm at a BMI of 19 right now, and not having the hair issues you are (can't say about the periods, sorry, had a hysterectomy) but it is not usual for them to stop at that BMI. Usually it's when body fat for women drops below 14% that that type of thing would happen.

Cat - enjoy the warmer temps, I know we will! We actually will be in WI on Saturday, coming back to get the last few things out of our house. We waited til this weekend because it's actually supposed to be nice out!
 
Lizbeth-- Did they at least give you any pain medications while you were there? I'm so sorry. :(

Cat-- I do okay with some supplements but most aggravate my pain, nausea and D. Looking into juicing is one of my goals for 2014! :) I can't tolerate fruit juice, but I am going to try some vegetable juices. I need to borrow a juicer before I buy one, though, just to see if it's going to work for me. Sometimes, I get organic carrot juice from Trader Joe's, and I can tolerate a sip or two. More than that leads to pain and orange D. (Ick.)

Oddly, at my worst, my BMI was down to 15, and I was still menstruating! That's a good thing (in terms of hormones working), but it was something that really surprised doctors. My BMI is currently 17.8, which is still underweight but getting a lot closer to normal.
 
Chickadee, it might not be a bad idea to check places like garage sales & craigslist for a used juicer (I realize it's not the right time of year for garage sales, but there are still estate sales going on every so often - I'm a garage sale fanatic and I'm in a bit of withdrawal and sometimes go to estate sales out of desperation for bargains! :p ). I got my first juicer at a garage sale for $10 - like you, I wasn't sure if juicing was going to work for me, and I didn't want to invest a lot of money into it. Fortunately, juicing went great for me and that was possibly the best $10 I ever spent. That juicer lasted a couple years before breaking, and I splurged about $100 on my current juicer as I knew I'd use it a lot and I wanted a quality one that got good reviews. We use it probably once a week. But like I said, if you're unsure, check around for a decent used one as they can be had at a very reasonable price. Obviously clean it well before you use it if you do get a used one, but I had zero issues with my $10 garage sale juicer for years until a plastic part on it shattered (the motor in it is still good, actually!) and I highly recommend shopping used for a first juicer.

Oh, and for what it's worth - I cannot tolerate store bought juices. I don't know why, even if I get something that says it's 100% juice with no added sugar or any weird additives, it still upsets my guts - but making fresh juice at home, that never bothers my guts. I don't know why! But if you've had issues with juice before but you've only done store-bought juice - keep an open mind about fresh, homemade juice, because it's apparently a whole different thing.
 
I don't care for much juice, but there's something awesome about fresh carrot juice. I like to have it chilled though. Something about warm carrot juice makes me gag.
 
Chickadee my daughter got a nice juicer on ebay for £5, she has only just bought so it hasn't arrived yet but it might be worth looking on ebay for one.

I was given iv paracetamol at 10pm cos I was due a targinact then but they didn't have them (targinact is 20mg of oxymoron plus 10mg of masculine) it was as worthwhile as an ash tray on a motorbike, that was the extent of their help. It was a terrible experience. I had been investigated about 18 years ago for endometriosis but it was ruled out then. My mri is in 2 weeks then I have to wait to be sent an appointment to see the gi.
 
Lizbeth I'm really sorry you didn't have a better experience at a&e. I'm in the uk too and I've had a lot more success going through out of hours clinics. In Scotland if I need help I would call nhs 24 and they send me to an ooh clinic manned by GPs. I've only ever been there in the early hours of the morning and they have all the time in the world for you. They can give painkillers if necessary, do basic tests (urine tests etc) and if you need to be admitted they arrange it there and then and you avoid the minefield that is a&e. A&e really only want to see people who are gravely ill, they don't care your pain has flared up, whereas I have found ooh to be very sympathetic to my concerns.

I know your nhs 24 system has been going through hard times, do you still have a service like that?
 
Lizbeth, I giggled a bit at your post - I think your spellchecker is having fun with you, you said they gave you an IV of oxymoron and masculine! I'm guessing you meant oxycodone, and I'm not sure what the second one would be. That's a great deal on a juicer, I hope it works well for your daughter! Have you ever done juicing before?

Moogle, I know what you mean about store bought carrot juice, I don't care much for store bought juice in general. In particular I've always hated apple products - I can't stand applesauce, apple juice, apple pie, etc. It's all disgusting to me! But when we started juicing, hubby made some fresh apple juice, and I actually do like that. That's like the only apple product I'll do. It tastes fresh, like real apples - stuff like applesauce, apple pie, etc - it tastes like gross, mushy apples to me. I like the crispness and the freshness, and that comes through in fresh homemade apple juice, but not in anything else I've tried.

lsgs, I wish we had clinics like that here. We have the emergency room (what you'd call A&E) and we have urgent care clinics for non-emergencies or minor emergencies (I always go to urgent care when I am too dehydrated & need IV fluids as it's faster & cheaper than the ER). Most urgent care clinics are only open certain hours, though, and the doctors & nurses working there mostly all act like it's a punishment that they have to work there, and they take it out on the patients. The urgent care clinic I go to closes at 9 PM, and once I went there at 8:30 PM desperately needing IV fluids. They actually yelled at me for coming in so close to closing time, I guess they really wanted to go home! They gave me IV fluids but they were really grumpy about it and acted like I was such an annoyance. I was like, gosh, I'm sorry for feeling like crap and making you work an extra few minutes, jerks. At the ER, they make you wait forever for anything to happen - when my hubby had kidney stones a couple years ago, I took him to the ER and he was shaking in pain, and they still made him wait hours before they bothered to give him any pain meds. So yeah, at ER you wait forever and may or may not get any help, and at urgent care they act like they're above this stupid job and that the patients are all such an annoyance. Either way it's not great! (Plus there's that whole thing in the US where we have to pay for whatever medical costs that our insurance doesn't cover - hubby's ER bill from the kidney stone episode was $5000 and we had to pay $500 of that out of pocket.) That off-hours GP clinic you mentioned, that sounds great, that they actually have time for you and don't treat you like you're a drug-seeker nor a massive annoyance. I really wish we had something like that here!

Edited to add: Speaking of hubby's kidney stones, I *really* hope they're not back. He got spontaneously and very suddenly nauseous during dinner last night, he said he felt a big wave of nausea and then he ran to the bathroom (fortunately he didn't puke - he belched and the nausea went away). Nausea & pain were his 2 big kidney stone symptoms. He said he had no pain last night during this episode, so hopefully it was just a fluke. Hubby's usually healthy as a horse, if he catches a cold it lasts less than a day (whereas if I catch a cold, it can last weeks and sometimes turns into bronchitis). Anyway, I'm sure he's probably fine, but that just worried me a little bit! Do normal, healthy people just get a random wave of nausea like that every so often?
 
Yes, it can be normal to have a random wave of nausea, epecially if he needed to belch. Sometimes the brain gets confused as to what it really needs to do. Myself, I tend to have random times when I'm suddenly nauseated, and then I sneeze and it goes away. My brain just got confused!
As far as the kidney stones, might be a good idea for your husband to really flush his system with lots of water, and cranberry juice. My hubs used to get them. They can be exacerbated by smoking and cola products.


My own world.... still have this headache. My NO's office called this morning to schedule me for an MRI and appt with her next thursday. she's usually off on Thursdays, but is coming in that day to see me. I hope that there is no bad news for me that day (she feels it's pretty unlikely the tumor could have regrown so fast but they want to make sure). So now I get to be nervous for a week - that should really help my nausea and appetite. :(
Also this morning I thought I really had to go the bathroom and when I got in there, I just had some yellowish mucus. That doesn't really fit my IBS diagnosis, does it?
 
Cat my husband often complains of random episodes of nausea that come to nothing. On Tuesday he was all miserable saying he felt really sick, was fine by the morning. Don't panic just yet :)

Cindy I hope your test goes well and in your favour. Mucus is a huge feature for me when I flare, I can go ten times a day and just pass mucus and blood. It's a really horrible thing.

I'm back on pred as I've flared. I had an episode of pain on my way to work that was insane. It felt like someone was stabbing me in my belly button and pulling upwards, only way to describe it. I was so embarrassed one of my colleagues saw me trying to walk to work and told me to go home. Just hate being the sick one, you know? I came home vowing to quit work for a while and due to my husbands having an opportunity up north we may be moving and I can take a couple of months off and get my act together. I genuinely think stress is a big factor as to why I'm never fully healing. I went to see a counsellor before Christmas as I needed to talk to someone impartial and that was her conclusion also.
 
Isgs, I know what you mean about not wanting to be the sick one. It sounds as though all the signs are pointing the way for you to take some time off and get things under control for yourself. Hopefully that really helps and you can feel better!
 
lsgs, I think if you can afford to take some time off, definitely go for it. That pain sounds hideous, and it seemed to me like LDN was getting you close to remission up until this painful incident, right? If you can take time off and take care of yourself without having to worry about job stress for a bit, I think it could be really good for you and maybe get you fully into a nice deep, lasting remission. I do worry though that moving to a new area means you'll have to find all new doctors? Or can you continue seeing the doc who put you on LDN? I just don't want a new doctor to take you off LDN and make you start over from scratch, because that would be awful.

I wish I could afford to take some significant time off of work, or go down to part-time or something like that. Sadly I'm the bread-winner in our household, hubby's still vastly under-employed (he's working for minimum wage part time at a shop and he's averaging about 7 work hours per week). If I can't work, then we'll lose our insurance and probably our house too - I refuse to be ill and homeless, that's like my biggest nightmare. So no matter how I feel, I have to keep pressing on. It's exhausting and frustrating for me, hubby can't find a full-time job in his field (art/animation) but I've asked him to look for full-time work in other areas like in a factory or whatever. The hardware store in town is always hiring and they pay pretty well from what I've heard, but he won't apply. He's mostly supportive, but on this subject he's a total bonehead. So I work and work and work and I have to exercise a lot to try to reduce some of the stress. Sometimes I feel like all I do is work, exercise and sleep. We're living paycheck to paycheck, too, so it's not like I can save up to maybe retire someday. I'll work forever and be sick forever, sometimes it feels like that's all my life will be. It'll never get better than that.

Wow, sorry for the vent/pity party there! This crap has just been weighing on me lately. Sometimes I honestly feel like I do it all and he does... what? And that makes me resentful and I start to think things like, if I'm doing it all, why is he even around? I'm paying the mortgage and all the bills, if I kicked him to the curb then I wouldn't have to pay his student loan payments nor his health insurance, car insurance, etc. I'd only have to buy food for one person and I don't eat a lot so I'd save tons on groceries. It'd save me money to be alone, I'd be better off financially! How sad is that. I hate those thoughts. But it's true. Sometimes I really hate my life, that it's gotten to the point where I start crunching those numbers...
 
Cat, that's so sad. I definitely understand where you are coming from. Will he listen if you try to sit down and have a serious conversation about it? If you are completely honest about how you're feeling about his refusal to find a job to help support you both? At least if you take time to talk first, if you do decide to end things, he won't be able to say he didn't see it coming. I wish he could be like my hubs is, supportive and willing to do whatever to make things easier! Tell him you need him to step up.
 
Yeah, I even wrote hubby a long letter a few years ago (I'm more articulate in writing than I am speaking) saying I can't bear the financial weight myself anymore, particularly with being ill. He said he's been so selfish, that he'll get a job and then I can relax and that he'll take care of me now. But nothing really changed. Every so often I sit him down and remind him that I'm struggling and feel like I'm barely treading water, not just financially but with the balance of my life & health and everything, and he says he's looking. I know he's been looking, but only in his field. There are very few animation type jobs out there, and the few that he gets to apply for, he very rarely gets a call back for an interview. The very few times he's had interviews, he feels like it went well and he gets his hopes up, but then he doesn't end up getting the job. It seems to depress him more and more each time. So I don't want to push the issue too much because he'll just get more and more down. I've mentioned to him a handful of times though about the hardware store hiring and paying well, and he just says nothing. Sometimes I even say I've been thinking about getting a second job so that I can pay off some more debt, and he gets angry when I say that and he changes the subject. So he knows I'm struggling and I know he's struggling, but he's too stubborn to apply at the stupid hardware store or just get a regular job like that. I think that's the heart of the issue. He wants a job, but he's being way too picky, and it's hurting both of us.

Anyway. I'll probably never leave him, I do care about him a lot obviously, but our current situation really frustrates me. It takes a lot of strength to take care of myself, job stuff, my health, and basically all the financial stuff. Sometimes I feel like I might break down, especially when I think about the future (particularly the what ifs of my future health and the very slim likelihood of being able to retire). I think part of it lately is maybe jealousy, too. Particularly financial jealousy. My cousin was just saying the other day that she's upped her annual contribution to her retirement fund, plus she's started a "retirement travel" fund. I can't afford to retire nor travel, let alone do both. This cousin, she sells stuff on Etsy and she makes money hand over fist selling ugly stuff that I can't believe people buy. She goes on at least 4 vacations a year - last year she went to Riviera Maya, Rome, and to Disney at least twice. Meanwhile the last vacation I took was about 3 years ago and I went with my parents (I only got to go because they paid). My hubby also sells stuff on Etsy, or he tries to. He makes really nice handmade dragon sculptures. The last one he sold was maybe 3 months ago, whereas my cousin sells multiple items on Etsy every single day and is raking it in. I don't understand how people like my cousin apparently have it so easy, and hubby and I have it so hard. I don't even want a vacation, I just want to know that there's a light at the end of the tunnel, you know? That I could maybe cut back my hours or retire someday. That not everything is resting squarely on my shoulders. It just gets to be too much sometimes. And I shouldn't complain, I have a house and a car and a job. I shouldn't even ask for more than that.

Sorry for the massive vent there! I've been carrying all this inside me and I guess it had to come out sometime. Thanks guys for being my sounding board. I'll get it figured out someday. Maybe I should start playing the lottery? ;)
 
Cat, first I want to say it's good to vent. Let it out. That's difficult. I can relate with my situation taking care of my mom and uncle, even though it's different.

Almost everyone I know tells me that I need to take care of myself. Sometimes it's easy to get caught up with family, that you can get lost.

There can be a light at the end of the tunnel. I think you can't be afraid to go for it though, if that makes sense. You'll get there if you take one step at a time. In the meantime, do something for yourself you enjoy. I'm going to try to do the same right now. I got my guitar near me, and I haven't picked it up much. But I'm going to play it because it will make me feel better.
 
Cat, sounds like you love the guy and are ready to keep fighting. That being said, perhaps there is a conversation to be had about stepping outside the realm of only searching for a job in his field. My mother spent a couple of years complaining about how poor she was all the time, but wouldn't take a job that wasn't one she "liked". My hubs and I had to sit her down and talk about the fact that she wasn't "too good" to take a job that was just for making money, and could still look for a job that she liked while working the job for financial income. She did finally take a job at Menard's but complained the whole time she was working there about how bad she felt working for a "big corporation"! I said, hey, at least your bills are being paid and you can afford your car and buy things you need.
I know you're frustrated but keep venting. I'm sure it does help, as it helps me to vent on here and get everyone's input!
 
Thanks guys. :) I'll be okay. Cindy, it was actually Menard's that I saw is hiring! They always seem to be hiring here, and they apparently pay extra for weekend shifts. I've been trying to get hubby to apply there - since we go there regularly anyway to buy stuff to fix our house up, he may as well work there and possibly get us some sort of employee discount. Maybe I'll get a weekend job there. :p

Hubby's boss at the costume shop is going on a vacation to the Florida Keys in a couple weeks, she'll be gone for something like a month or 6 weeks, so hubby will basically be working full-time while the boss is away. But that's not a permanent solution to our money troubles and he'll be back to working 1 day a week when the boss gets home from her trip. He's also working on getting a freelance project lined up. This is the kind of thing he does, though. When I pester him about financial stuff, he'll do a freelance job and get a bit of money and we can pay a few bills. But it's like putting bandaid after bandaid on a gushing wound, you know? We have so much debt right now. Doctor bills which I'm making monthly payments on, some credit card debt, his student loans, and our mortgage are the big ones. Sometimes I sit and think, only 9 years until the student loans are paid off. Then I'll have a few extra bucks a month and can put that towards the mortgage, which will be paid off in 11 or 12 years. Then maybe after I pay all that off, I can pay off the credit card, and then I can finally start saving for retirement. At this rate, I'll be able to retire approximately 3 months before I die of old age. :p That's depressing. And if he'd just actually help financially, rather than weighing me down, this stuff would be so much easier. Me having health problems just exacerbates the stress & worry - what if things go south and I can't work anymore? What if I need hospitalization/surgery which will surely cost thousands even with insurance? And so on. If he got a job, any job, it'd take so much worry off of me. I could pay off some debt sooner AND I wouldn't have to worry so much about what the future holds.

Anyway. I'm sorry to clog the thread with this depressing stuff. Moogle, I am going to do something nice for myself - I'm going to go ice skating this weekend! I haven't been skating in a few years, but it's something I love to do. Hubby hates to skate and he doesn't even own a pair of skates, so I'll probably just go by myself, but that's okay, it'll let me clear my head. The weather is getting nicer, it'll be in the 30s, and there are lots of free outdoor rinks in city parks here. I got my skates out of the closet the other day and the blades are still pretty sharp, so all I'll need to do is lace them up and go. :) I'm really looking forward to it! Hopefully my body (particularly my joints) will cooperate.
 
Chickadee my daughter got a nice juicer on ebay for £5, she has only just bought so it hasn't arrived yet but it might be worth looking on ebay for one.

I was given iv paracetamol at 10pm cos I was due a targinact then but they didn't have them (targinact is 20mg of oxymoron plus 10mg of masculine) it was as worthwhile as an ash tray on a motorbike, that was the extent of their help. It was a terrible experience. I had been investigated about 18 years ago for endometriosis but it was ruled out then. My mri is in 2 weeks then I have to wait to be sent an appointment to see the gi.

Let me correct myself and apologise for not reading my post before submitting it, I did make myself laugh when I read it and I haven't laughed properly for a while ago it was worth the embarrassment :). Targinact is 20mg of Oxynorm and 10mg of naxalone, there got it right this time ;).

Isgs we have Dr on call here and it is a good service which sounds very similar to your system, I went to them on Sunday and was able to go into casualty straight away for an ecg being able to bypass triage, I wish I had gone to them on Tuesday cos I might have had a better outcome but it was still office hours when my gp sent me in so it had to be casualty.

Cat please don't apologise for "clogging up the thread", you're not. We all come here with other stuff on our minds, and it's here that we will get the support we need (heavens I know I do) from friends who understand how difficult life is, so please never say sorry for venting cos it's important to let it out and if you can't let it go here, well we wouldn't be much of a sort group :).

It never ceases to amaze me just how complex life is, how one problem never seems to come along on its own making it harder to deal with what life throws at us. So I'm truly thankful for the forum and in particular this thread because it has given me somewhere to turn when before I had nowhere to go, so thank you everyone. :ghug:
 
Hi everyone, newbie here.

Hope it's ok to post in here about my experience. I've been struggling for a while now and going through 'bowely' stuff is so embarrising, it would be good to have some sort of support.

So I've had loose stools since March 2013. My other symptoms are nausea, feeling faint, numbness in my limbs and heavy legs at night when trying to sleep. I put it down to stress for the first few months as I recently had a mini breakdown and was signed off work for two weeks. We were going through redundancies and everyone was leaving our team, meaning my work load tripled. I've always had alternating bowel habits but since march I can count the number of solid stools I've passed on one hand.

I started going more often and now I go to the toliet on average 6 times a day, but sometimes it goes to 10. The stools are always sticky and they always float. Sometimes they are hard to flush away and have blood streaked in them. I saw a GP about it in Sept 13 and she tested me for coeliac disease, sent off some bloods and did nothing else, the test came back normal. I've always had alternating bowel habits and was diagnosed with IBS at age 15, but at that point due to food phobias my diet was so restricted to highly processed foods, its no wonder I was constipated all the time.

Anyway now the loose stools have continued I get so tired, especially after work, I just want to sleep. I went to see a different GP this week and she was great. She listened to my symptoms and felt my abdo (which was painful) and did a PR where she found some blood. She said she thinks I have IBD and is sending off a referral for a colonscopy.

I'm really worried and anxious. Obviously I want all this resolved. At the moment I feel like I live on the toliet. I can't go out anywhere for ages because I panic about not being able to get to the loo. Sometimes I just don't want to eat because I know I'll have to go to the toliet soon after. It's affecting my relationship with my partner, I feel so unclean I don't want him near me. I'm also terrified of having any procedure in a hospital.

Hoping someone knows what I'm going through. Any advice or support would be greatly appreciated. xx
 
hey cat - amy is doing fine now, it seemed to affect her for only a couple of days. then took a few more days to get her appetite back to normal! how is the weather for you guys right now?

cindy - how are you doing since your surgery? still cant believe they are still giving you the IBS run around too :(

doing my distinction work at the minute.. i have to do a presentation about a specific digestive disease.... hmmm.. i wonder which one i will do!??! lol!!!
for the merit, i had to write about 2 digestive disorder/diseases.. and i did about barrett's oesophagus and "chronic appendicitis".. im loving this course so much! xx
 
lsgs, I think if you can afford to take some time off, definitely go for it. That pain sounds hideous, and it seemed to me like LDN was getting you close to remission up until this painful incident, right? If you can take time off and take care of yourself without having to worry about job stress for a bit, I think it could be really good for you and maybe get you fully into a nice deep, lasting remission. I do worry though that moving to a new area means you'll have to find all new doctors? Or can you continue seeing the doc who put you on LDN? I just don't want a new doctor to take you off LDN and make you start over from scratch, because that would be awful.

I wish I could afford to take some significant time off of work, or go down to part-time or something like that. Sadly I'm the bread-winner in our household, hubby's still vastly under-employed (he's working for minimum wage part time at a shop and he's averaging about 7 work hours per week). If I can't work, then we'll lose our insurance and probably our house too - I refuse to be ill and homeless, that's like my biggest nightmare. So no matter how I feel, I have to keep pressing on. It's exhausting and frustrating for me, hubby can't find a full-time job in his field (art/animation) but I've asked him to look for full-time work in other areas like in a factory or whatever. The hardware store in town is always hiring and they pay pretty well from what I've heard, but he won't apply. He's mostly supportive, but on this subject he's a total bonehead. So I work and work and work and I have to exercise a lot to try to reduce some of the stress. Sometimes I feel like all I do is work, exercise and sleep. We're living paycheck to paycheck, too, so it's not like I can save up to maybe retire someday. I'll work forever and be sick forever, sometimes it feels like that's all my life will be. It'll never get better than that.

Wow, sorry for the vent/pity party there! This crap has just been weighing on me lately. Sometimes I honestly feel like I do it all and he does... what? And that makes me resentful and I start to think things like, if I'm doing it all, why is he even around? I'm paying the mortgage and all the bills, if I kicked him to the curb then I wouldn't have to pay his student loan payments nor his health insurance, car insurance, etc. I'd only have to buy food for one person and I don't eat a lot so I'd save tons on groceries. It'd save me money to be alone, I'd be better off financially! How sad is that. I hate those thoughts. But it's true. Sometimes I really hate my life, that it's gotten to the point where I start crunching those numbers...

Turns out my husband didn't like the guys he would be working for. I was so excited at getting some time off but it doesn't look like it. If we stay down here I need to work.

The LDN was and I guess still is doing a good job in the sense that I haven't had diarrhoea since November. For the past couple of weeks though, I've had to get up during the night to go to the toilet again. It's not as severe as it used to be and it's 'normal' albeit with a little blood. But I started feeling really, really, really tired again. And now I've got this crippling nausea and lack of appetite all the time. And I just feel kind of unwell, fluey, hot and cold. Pain is there but not a big feature. I've never felt like this before, I'm kinda worried something is going wrong and nobody is going to take me seriously if I go to the docs because of my GI's last letter saying I'm an idiot. My GP says there is something going wrong in my small bowel because of the folate deficiency, and I'm worried in case I'm backed up or something.

So I am off work AGAIN. I'm going to try to go in this afternoon but tbh I am in nervous breakdown territory trying to keep going feeling like this. I just keep waiting to get fired, it is not a nice feeling at all. Like a constant letdown to everybody.

The only thing that has changed is that our diet is a lot better. We made a pact just before Christmas to start cooking from scratch all the time, and I've been doing that, and I love it. But it involves a LOT of fresh veggies etc and I'm wondering if they're having an impact? I dunno.

And Cat I think we've all had thoughts like those, pain and illness make you think and do crazy things sometimes. I know it affects how I feel about my husband and it's not surprising it happens to you too! I cannot even begin to imagine the pressure you must feel being ill and the breadwinner too.
 
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So I've had loose stools since March 2013. My other symptoms are nausea, feeling faint, numbness in my limbs and heavy legs at night when trying to sleep.

I started going more often and now I go to the toliet on average 6 times a day, but sometimes it goes to 10. The stools are always sticky and they always float. Sometimes they are hard to flush away and have blood streaked in them. I saw a GP about it in Sept 13 and she tested me for coeliac disease, sent off some bloods and did nothing else, the test came back normal. I've always had alternating bowel habits and was diagnosed with IBS at age 15, but at that point due to food phobias my diet was so restricted to highly processed foods, its no wonder I was constipated all the time.

Anyway now the loose stools have continued I get so tired, especially after work, I just want to sleep. I went to see a different GP this week and she was great. She listened to my symptoms and felt my abdo (which was painful) and did a PR where she found some blood. She said she thinks I have IBD and is sending off a referral for a colonscopy.

I'm also terrified of having any procedure in a hospital.

Hoping someone knows what I'm going through. Any advice or support would be greatly appreciated. xx

Hi, I am going through similar and can relate to some of what you've posted. The floating, greasy stools sound like fat malabsorption which I appear to have. I don't have bleeding through, at least nothing obvious. I've had it since August 2009 and I've had a terrible time with doctors. It wasn't until August 2013 that I even got a GI referral. I was told that because my celiac blood test and vitamin B12 were normal there was nothing wrong with me GI-wise. Rubbish.

I get heavy legs and numbness and extreme exhaustion. These are improved when I take multivitamins, although my multivitamins seem to not be helping as much so I presume my absorption problems are getting worse. If you do have fat malabsorption, which can come with Crohn's, you are at risk of deficiencies in vitamins A, D, E and K. Vitamin E can cause nerve issues and it might be worth getting your vitamin D checked because that seems to be a common deficiency. Ferritin as well. If you don't know, ferritin is your iron stores. My hemoglobin is normal but my stores are low. Anything below 50 can cause fatigue. Also if you're not absorbing properly you're going to be feeling rubbish.

Try not to panic. (Says me! Me of the frequent panicking!) It doesn't help. You can't help what's happening. Try to help your body and work with it while it's sick. (I seriously need to take my own advice)

As for the colonoscopy; I had one a month ago along with an upper endoscopy. Visually it was clear but I'm waiting biopsy results. I was given sedation and I completely zonked out. I remember them asking me to put the mouth guard in for the upper endoscopy but don't remember them putting it in, I woke up briefly at one point during the colonoscopy and I vaguely remember him pulling the scope out. Being tired all the time helps. Any chance to sleep and I take it. I pretty much slept through the whole thing. I was really amazed.
 
hey cat - amy is doing fine now, it seemed to affect her for only a couple of days. then took a few more days to get her appetite back to normal! how is the weather for you guys right now?

cindy - how are you doing since your surgery? still cant believe they are still giving you the IBS run around too :(

doing my distinction work at the minute.. i have to do a presentation about a specific digestive disease.... hmmm.. i wonder which one i will do!??! lol!!!
for the merit, i had to write about 2 digestive disorder/diseases.. and i did about barrett's oesophagus and "chronic appendicitis".. im loving this course so much! xx

Recovery was slow at first, but the last few months were pretty good, I was able to work full time. Now I'm having headaches that are sending me back to the NO at Mayo this Thursday. Frustrating! Plus my belly is NOT behaving, I have cramping nearly every day, D every other day or so, with the occasional rocky-hard stool in between that binds me up for a day. Plus I've had a day or two with some mucus as well. Still losing weight, and the nausea my headaches gives me is not helpful with that either. Sounds negative, sorry. I'm pretty frustrated because I just do not feel well at all and can't seem to get the answers that will get me back on track.
 
Hi Gutsgal29, welcome to the forum. One thing that jumps out at me about your post - the numb & heavy limbs. That's not typically a symptom of IBD, but I think it can be a symptom of MS? I don't know a lot about MS but I recall that a couple years ago, there was a girl on the forum who was diagnosed with MS and she described similar feelings of heavy limbs. I remember her saying her legs sometimes felt like lead and she had to be carried up stairs as she simply couldn't lift her legs enough as they felt too heavy. Anyway, just something for you to think about and possibly look into further.

Lizbeth, you're right about life being complicated! Hopefully it'll get a little simpler soon. There's a long shot that hubby may get a job in his field soon - he's got one prospect. For the next month or so, he'll be working 6 days a week while his boss is on vacation - and once she gets back, I spoke to hubby and told him he needs to get a job, any job, at the hardware store or wherever. He agreed, he said he'll do that. So, hopefully finances will be a little less strained in the future. Things are looking somewhat brighter anyway. :)

Bozzy, sounds like a project that you'll totally ace! :D Glad to hear your daughter is better too. As for our weather, it was horrendously cold last week and then we had freezing rain, but yesterday & today it's really nice, it's above freezing so the snow & ice are melting and it kind of feels like springtime! We're supposed to get another 4 inches of snow tonight though, boo.

lsgs, I'm sorry to hear you're having symptoms again and have had to call in to work yet again! New symptoms are never good, and given that you said you haven't felt like this before, I definitely think it warrants having some tests done. As for the job stuff, I think I've asked before, but do you guys in the UK have anything like Family Medical Leave (FMLA) like we have here in the US? It's job protection for things like chronic illness (and you don't even need a full diagnosis to be approved). I am sure I would have lost my job already due to calling in sick so much if not for FMLA saving me. Anyway, as for the veggies possibly affecting you - are you keeping a food diary? Not all cooking from scratch needs to involve a lot of veggies. Or you could try juicing your veggies, as that's the only way I can do a lot of fruit & veggies myself.

How's everyone else? I'm okay I guess. I had another episode of bloody d on Friday evening, but the guts have been okay since then. Maybe it was stress-related, I don't know. I feel kind of exhausted today but hopefully that's just because I didn't sleep very well. I'm really looking forward to the 3-day weekend coming up (MLK Jr Day is Monday the 20th - I'm not sure if anyone besides the US gets that day off, but I'm really looking forward to it!). I hope everyone else is okay? Thanks everyone for the hugs, big hugs to all of you too. :)
 
ive had a horrible day today, was on the second bus on the way to placement when I get the dreaded feeling.

I took lots of immodiums and some paras, and through that and sheer determination managed to hold on til I got to the hospital, through the doors and into the loos, which is where I was for the next half hour, I managed to get to the ward, I was feeling very sore, and had to dash into the loo on the ward. I made it to the nurses station, the nurse that was there took one look at me and sent me home. saw the other nurse in the corridor, and I burst into tears, which is something I never do, and she gave me a hug and told me to go home and not to come back until I felt better.

My boyfriends dad had to come and get me and take me home, which was an hour out of his day, so glad he came, as soon as I got in I was back in the loo.

Blood, mucus and yellow liquid. buy hey this is IBS *rolls eyes*
 
Aww, Akiva, I'm so sorry to hear it, what a bad day! I'm glad you got to go home and can rest up now. It sounds like the nurses at your workplace know you've got some serious medical issues though so I'm glad they're treating you as such, rather than taking an attitude of "just suck it up and deal with it." I'm also glad to hear you managed to avoid having an accident. Still, I hope you feel a lot better and that you can either rest more tomorrow or that you're able to go in and have a good, normal day at work with no potty issues. Big hugs!

Your doctors are still insisting it's IBS? They do know about the blood, right? This may be gross, but could you take a photo of the blood & mucus in the toilet, and email it or show it to your doc at your next appointment? I've heard a few others on the forum say that telling their doc about the blood didn't get them anywhere, but when their doc actually saw the blood - the amount, the color, etc - that then they finally started taking things more seriously. Showing vs. telling can get a vastly different reaction in some cases, so give it a try if you haven't already. They can't ignore photographic evidence as easily as they can being told about blood.
 
Isgs-- I developed even more severe nausea on LDN. That progressed into a constant motion-sick/sea-sick feeling, where I felt like everything around me was moving. I couldn't focus my eyes, read, drive, etc. I'm definitely in the minority, but just consider the possibility that the LDN could be causing the nausea.
 
lsgs, I'm sorry to hear you're having symptoms again and have had to call in to work yet again! New symptoms are never good, and given that you said you haven't felt like this before, I definitely think it warrants having some tests done. As for the job stuff, I think I've asked before, but do you guys in the UK have anything like Family Medical Leave (FMLA) like we have here in the US? It's job protection for things like chronic illness (and you don't even need a full diagnosis to be approved). I am sure I would have lost my job already due to calling in sick so much if not for FMLA saving me. Anyway, as for the veggies possibly affecting you - are you keeping a food diary? Not all cooking from scratch needs to involve a lot of veggies. Or you could try juicing your veggies, as that's the only way I can do a lot of fruit & veggies myself.

Nah I'm self employed so I have no protection at all, really. I mean if my boss fired me, he wouldn't be stupid enough to say it was cause I'm sick. So then you're screwed, really.

I haven't kept a food diary at all. I probably should. Tonight I've got the same pain I had when my gall bladder flared up so I am wondering if this is related. You know what it's like though, you get so many problems and symptoms you just lose track.

Isgs-- I developed even more severe nausea on LDN. That progressed into a constant motion-sick/sea-sick feeling, where I felt like everything around me was moving. I couldn't focus my eyes, read, drive, etc. I'm definitely in the minority, but just consider the possibility that the LDN could be causing the nausea.

What dose did you develop this on? This worries me as LDN has been a resounding success otherwise. Did you have nausea from the start or did it develop gradually/at a certain dose?

Aside from the nausea and loss of appetite, I just feel kinda rubbish. Leaving the couch seems like climbing a mountain.

Akiva I'm really sorry to hear about the day you've had. It makes me so angry when I read stories like yours and the way doctors treat us. It's a damn disgrace.

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Akiva, how awful. I'm glad you got to go home, though, and I hope you are resting and feeling a little better. I can't believe your doc isn't considering the blood as sign that you don't have IBS. I've only had blood once, and my doc says since it was only once, that it must have been an internal hemorrhoid. So I do stay on the IBS train too, even though I've had mucus.
This last weekend was super crampy for me but your day has made me think I don't have it so bad.
Isgs - that sucks that you don't have job protection. I hope things continue to go okay for your work.
 
Its awful atm. Im still waiting for a letter with my biopsy results, im convinced they've lost them. Im also waiting for a clinic appointment. Im having a hard time with symptoms atm, if its not my stomach its my hips. Its just not on.
I hate the fact they've dumped a label of IBS on me. Its not a proper diagnosis, they've not done enough tests to rule anything else out(1 colonoscopy and 3 poop samples), and its not all in my head.
I want to take photos on my phone but without having any idea of when my appointment will be im cautious of doing so, I don't want my bf etc to see it (if im handing my phone round with a pic of the cat or whatever, but I don't want to have my phone to myself incase it looks suspicious to my bf)
 
I understand about the phone thing, Akiva! Maybe you could take a photo, email it to your doctor, and then delete it from your phone? And I didn't know you're having hip trouble too, how on earth can they say it's IBS if you're having those symptoms as well?? I have hip issues too, my GP says it's arthritis but other doctors have had differing opinions or were totally clueless, so I don't really know what it is. Physical therapy helped for awhile, and getting a steroid injection helped after the side effects finally went away, so perhaps those are options for you? Hip arthritis/hip pain is apparently very common with things like Crohn's, but if you treat it early on then you can perhaps stall the progression at least for awhile. After I went through physical therapy, I didn't have hip pain for something like 2 years. Then earlier this year I had the steroid injections, and so far my hip has been fairly quiet. I still have some pains off & on, but it's not nearly as bad as it was a year ago.

I agree that it sounds like you need more tests, too. You haven't had any scans (CT/MRI) nor anything like pill cam? That means they haven't looked at your small intestine at all, and things like Crohn's can definitely hide out in the small intestine. If it were me, I'd be calling every day asking for those biopsy results, I'd also be researching other (better) doctors in the area, as well as trying to push that appointment through as quickly as possible. It sounds like they're just making you wait endlessly and that's awful! I don't know much about the NHS, but surely if you're suffering this much and let them know that, they must be able to do something? And surely you can switch to a better doctor too?

Cindy, my GI has said I have internal hemorrhoids too, as I pass blood every so often. My GI said that if I had ulcers or whatever, that I'd bleed with pretty much every bowel movement, as opposed to once every few weeks or so. And he did see internal hemmies on my last colonoscopy (back in August), so I guess that's the reason for my bleeding. Still, it's never not horrifying to see blood in the toilet! And I was never a bleeder up until 2013 - when they stopped making Asacol in the US, and I had to switch medications, shortly after that was when I started semi-regularly bleeding, so it seems to me like it almost has to be something more than "just" hemmies, you know? That was when I fell out of remission, when I had to switch meds (and made multiple switches until I found something that worked reasonably okay). Anyway, I agree that bleeding is never good and definitely indicates something more than IBS is going on - so what if I have hemmies, I'm pretty sure I have IBD too!
 
when they did the colonoscopy they didn't mention any haemorrhoids, so I guess that means I don't have them. I cant bug them as I don't have a contact number for them. Cant email, that's not an option.
Just got to wait until I get a letter. I just want to get some answers, life is no fun at the moment, I just want to get on and get qualified. Its hard to do assignments when your in pain, absolutely knackered and keep having to go to the loo for hours on end.
Placement is impossible if I cant even stand up, or get out of the loo.
having a bit of a pity party
 
I think it's understandable for you to have a pity party, i reckon we've all had at least one......even doing tiny things can feel so hard so I commend you for achieving what you do with your studying. Big hugs for you.
 
So I am off work AGAIN. I'm going to try to go in this afternoon but tbh I am in nervous breakdown territory trying to keep going feeling like this. I just keep waiting to get fired, it is not a nice feeling at all. Like a constant letdown to everybody.

I don't believe for one minute that you are a let down to everyone but I do understand why you would feel like that. You have been an amazing support to me and to many others, though I don't imagine it's us you are talking about....I haven't been able to work for 3 years because of being unwell and I feel totally like I've let my family down, but I know if they were asked they would say they were sad I was sick. I recently asked my husband if he was angry at me for being sick and not working cos that's what I felt he thought, his answer was that he was sad I wasn't well enough to be able to work. I can see now that I was feeling guilty and imagining things, I can now see how upset he is and those times when he says nothing when I ache his because he doesn't know how to comfort me :(.

Anyway I'm sorry for my ramble.....Ultimate what I tried to say is that you are definitely not a let down.
 
Isgs-- I started at 4 mg and never increased, though I think that I probably should have started lower. After about two weeks, my nausea started getting worse, but it was progressive, not sudden. By four weeks, it was really awful, and it was around then that my vision started getting weird. I became extremely dizzy, and that's when I discontinued the med.
 
Nature lover - I think they stopped making Asacol when they started with Asacol HD - at least that's what my sister switched to, and it works for her, unlike Cat, who can't take the HD version.
My doc, although he did say he thought my bleeding was from internal hemmies, didn't see any on my scope. He did find a precancerous polyp that he removed, though. He has no interest in looking at my small intestine since he found nothing in my colon and my MRI didn't show anything. I still have burning pain in my right abdomen pretty much daily, even thought I am very strict with my diet, and having random D mixed with 2-3 days of constipation. Ugh.

On the positive side, I was actually hungry last night, and ate supper and even had a little treat afterwards! And that was with a bad headache!
 
Naturelover - the patent for Asacol expired, meaning that anyone can now make a generic version. In other words, they can't charge $500 for the name brand anymore since the generic will be like $10, so they decided to not make the name brand at all anymore as it's no longer cost effective. But, there isn't a generic version of Asacol on the market yet! So right now, there's no version of regular Asacol available at all.

As Cindy said, there's Asacol HD, which is a similar but different medication. I tried Asacol HD when they first stopped making regular Asacol. Asacol HD is a stronger med than regular Asacol was so you take fewer tablets of it. Asacol/Asacol HD isn't an easy medication to break down/digest. I was taking 6 Asacols a day, and I was passing about 1-2 tablets in my stool undigested, so I was still absorbing 4-5 tablets, and that was enough medication to keep me feeling well. On Asacol HD, I was taking 2 tablets a day - and I was still passing 1 to 2 tablets undigested on a daily basis, so I was not getting enough medication and some days I wasn't getting any! So I quickly flared on HD unfortunately.

So then I switched to Delzicol. The manufacturer of Asacol came up with this new medication called Delzicol, which was designed to replace regular Asacol. Asacol was a tablet, and Delzicol is supposedly a capsule. But, Delzicol is really just a capsule with an Asacol tablet inside of it! My body wasn't able to break down a capsule with a tablet inside of it very well, either, so Delzicol also didn't work very well for me.

I'm currently on Pentasa, which is a true capsule, and that does digest for me far better than any of the tablets did. It's still not perfect though.

All these medications are in the 5-ASA (mesalamine) family, and they all have special coatings, so that they release in a specific part of the digestive tract. The special coatings are part of the reason I wasn't able to break some of them down - if you don't have the right pH in your digestive system, the medication will pass through you undigested. Since I also have severe GERD, I take a lot of reflux meds which affect my pH. That's part of the reason it took awhile to find a good replacement for Asacol - I had to find something that would break down, in spite of my GERD treatments.

So I'm on Pentasa now and it's working okay. Asacol, Delzicol, and Asacol HD are all designed to release their medicine in the terminal ileum & colon. Pentasa was designed to release its medicine in the small intestine & terminal ileum, so my colon doesn't get much if any medicine. That's the one issue I have with Pentasa, I still have diarrhea & cramps and sometimes I pass blood - because of that, I think my colon needs more medication than what Pentasa is able to deliver. So yeah, regular Asacol was ideal because I could usually break it down, and it worked on the TI and colon. What I really need is for a generic version of Asacol to be released, but I've heard it may be years before that happens. So for now I'll stick with Pentasa because it works so-so.

There are a couple other 5-ASA drugs I could try, if I so choose. There's Apriso, which is an older one and I think the patent is ending on that one soon too, but it's also a tablet and I believe it also releases in the TI and colon - so very similar to regular Asacol, but again, it might also be going away soon. Then there's Lialda, which releases in the latter part of the colon & the rectum. I don't think I have rectal involvement in my illness, at least as far as I can tell, so I probably won't bother to try Lialda. So, given a relative lack of choice, I'm likely just going to stay on Pentasa for awhile and hope that a generic version of Asacol will be released soon.

Sorry that was so long! But I hope it explains why I am stuck taking a so-so med for now, because my options are limited and I'm playing the waiting game for the generic.
 
Just had a very shocking experience. I went to see my GP. Told him about my reactions to multivitamins and how I can't function off them and he believed me. Told him about my periods and he said that's my nutrition problems. So he's recognizing I have nutrition problems. He was totally with me and believed everything I said and spoke to me like an intelligent adult. He's upped my amitriptyline and started me on creon. He's taking me seriously. I need a cup of tea and a lie down.

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Just had a very shocking experience. I went to see my GP. Told him about my reactions to multivitamins and how I can't function off them and he believed me. Told him about my periods and he said that's my nutrition problems. So he's recognizing I have nutrition problems. He was totally with me and believed everything I said and spoke to me like an intelligent adult. He's upped my amitriptyline and started me on creon. He's taking me seriously. I need a cup of tea and a lie down.

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:eek2: a GP who listens. :ywow: and treated you like an intelligent adult, I need to move where you are :)
 
Cat/akiva, re blood: Taking photos of the blood *sounds* like a great idea at first, but don't end up like me: stuck with a photo album full of bloody poo you're too afraid to actually show your doctor because maybe it's not really blood, and because only crazy people have a couple dozen pictures of maybe-or-maybe-not-blood-tinged crap on their phones.

Speaking of bleeding, I'm still doing it. I've now had a couple episodes of blood dripping into the toilet on its own, too. It's bright red, it's not mixed with anything, and it looks nothing what I'm more accustomed to seeing. I'm thinking this is probably the same hemorrhoid -- the magical little bleeder that could -- which somehow spits out multicolored blood and explains all my problems. (Seriously though ... the fact that I can tell where this blood's coming from AND it looks radically different from the maroonish stuff I see in probably half my BMs makes me pretty sure there's another bleeding source elsewhere.)

I finally stumbled upon the proper term for what's been going on with me though. It's called obscure GI bleeding. The term's used when there's a patient with GI bleeding -- either overt (like mine -- visible blood) or occult -- with no known cause after an EGD, colonoscopy and CT or small bowel follow-through. I read somewhere that about 5% of GI bleeds ultimately prove to be obscure bleeds, and that about 75% of those obscure bleeds are ultimately found in the small intestine. Best practices on how to handle obscure bleeds vary, but generally the rule of thumb looks like it's to repeat colonoscopy and/or EGD, then to a pillcam or vice versa, depending on symptoms. So I'm on solid ground asking for further investigation, it seems.

Did have a panic attack yesterday though. Been having some chest pains similar to the ones I got when I popped my lung and briefly thought I felt bubbles in my neck again. I calmed myself down and figured the odds of a freak thing like that happening twice were pretty minute. Chest pain's a lot better today, and if there was any free air that snuck up in my neck (doubtful), it's gone now. But between genuinely thinking I ruptured a lung again and last night's bloodfest on the loo, I'm kind of wondering if my body's just a jerk and likes to mess with me.

I missed so much of this thread that I can't really keep up! Eeep.

Oh, Chickadee -- would love the rheum reference whenever you have time.
 
yeah that's the other part, actually showing bloody poopy mess to what happens to be a fairly good looking doctor is not something i particularly want to do, mainly because i will look neurotic.
the brighter red the blood the fresher it is, so the gushing stuff may well be your haemorrhoid, the maroonish will be higher up, like colon or small bowel. (from what ive been told)
 
akiva -- RIGHT? I can just imagine walking into the doctor's office and being like, "Hey there, honey. I got somethin' crazy to show you..." and bust out a pic of what you found last night in the toilet bowl. [Insert suggestively raised eyebrows here.]

I'm paranoid about accidentally posting a picture to facebook or something. Thank GOD I don't do the "sexting" thing. One false move and the mood is killed. Forever. Hahahaha.
 
Akiva, great news on the GI! I'm jealous, I want one.

BN - that really sucks about the new blood. One more thing to add to the list. :(
As far as the chest pain, it is possible that you will be worried about it and have psychosomatic symptoms, but if the pain returns, doesn't go away, and you aren't sure, do go to the hospital and get checked out. People that have spontaneous pneumothorax can be more prone to have them again, better safe than sorry.
 
BN, I had a similar experience recently with blood dripping into the toilet. It had never happened to me either up until a few weeks ago. It hasn't happened since, and like you said, I'm not sure if it's a hemmie or what. When it happened to me, I wasn't even pooing, I just had to pee. I went and peed and looked in the toilet and blood! It was very unexpected and shocking. I now keep a few spare pads in my purse, in case it happens again. Sad that I need to carry around pads in case of butt blood!

I have a cold, I think it's a head cold. I feel a bit loopy. If I don't make sense today, I apologize. I feel crappy and out of it. I keep losing my train of thought. My guts & sinuses are bad, and I'm so exhausted. Yuck.

Oh, I got something yesterday which I think you guys will appreciate! Hubby and I got a few Amazon gift cards for xmas, so we ordered some stuff and it arrived yesterday. I got a bidet! It's just a little bidet attachment that hooks up to the toilet, it uses water from the toilet tank so it's room temperature water. It's nothing fancy, I've seen expensive bidet attachments that have heated water and all sorts of fancy stuff - mine is very basic, but it was also cheap. And, even though it's not fancy, it's still pretty awesome. I had a rough time on the toilet last night, and my booty was unhappy. I turned on the bidet, and my booty felt soothed! It was really nice! I'm so excited that I have a bidet.
 
Last week in casualty, the night I got fobbed off, the Dr said it sounded like I had internal hemmies cos I told him quite often when I poop the water around the stool goes a pinky/red colour? I would have thought there would fresh red blood when I wiped? I don't think I have them?

BN, sorry you've got more to have to think about I reckon you didn't need anything else :(.

Oh Cat having the cold is miserable, I hate having them, I do hope it passes quickly. I'm really intrigued by this bidet you got, sounds great think I'm gonna have to have a look.
 
Lizbeth, if you're interested, here's the bidet I got:
http://www.amazon.com/LUXE-Bidet-Vi...?ie=UTF8&qid=1389804099&sr=8-1&keywords=bidet

It was a good price and got good reviews which were my 2 main reasons for getting it. So far I'm quite happy with it. It was so funny when hubby was hooking it up, too. He hooked it up, and tested it out to see if it worked. But he was kneeling in front of the toilet when he turned it on to test it, so of course the thing sprayed him in the face and all down his shirt! :p I was like, I think your other end is supposed to be facing the bidet. Ha ha! Then when he got it hooked up, he announced, "Now you can go wash your butt!" :p He's very silly sometimes.

Cindy, I was thinking that last night - it will be great for prep, I'll save a boatload of money on wet wipes and probably won't use as much TP either. Not that I'm planning on doing prep anytime soon, but I'm sure I'll have to do it again at some point sooner or later. And just in general it'll be great for days when I'm having a lot of d.
 
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Cat I've just had a look and I'm impressed. I had surgery 3 years ago on my right wish and a few months later on my left shoulder and I can tell you cleaning myself was a real issue, sadly my right shoulder is going the same way the other one did and it's difficult to put my arm behind my back, your new purchase could be just the ticket, definitely intriguing......
 
Lizbeth, I found last night that I do still have to at least pat the area dry after using the bidet, so there is still a bit of reaching back there. But I suppose you could let things air dry. And I'm assuming that there are more expensive models out there which probably have some sort of air dryer/blower thing built in. (I mean, I know there are more expensive models of bidet out there, I'm just not sure if they have a dryer feature or not... sorry, like I said this cold is making me not make sense, my head is loopy!)

Speaking of me being loopy, I missed your earlier message about having pink/red stools and the ER doc said that's due to hemmies. I supposedly have internal hemmies, and I have never had pink/red stools, so I agree with you, it does not sound like hemmies to me! When I pass blood, it's usually bright red and either mixed in with the stool (like swirled around it, not part of the poo itself, just sort of a layer of blood on top of the poo if that makes sense?). Or like I said to Bureaucratic, I had that one episode where bright red blood was dripping from my backside - I think that might have been an anal fissure, not a hemmie. Either way, though, pink/red stools doesn't sound like a hemmie to me. Does it happen often? Does it happen after eating particular foods? Are you sure it's blood, or could it be something like food coloring (if you ate red candy or something like that)? Sometimes I'll pass red chunks in my stool, but it's always something like undigested tomatoes or strawberries. If I eat blueberries, sometimes my poo turns blue or green - same for spinach, I'll have green poo for a few days after eating spinach. So I'd say keep track of what you're eating & if there's any correlation between food color and stool color. Not that I'm doubting it's blood, but I'm hoping it's something less worrisome than that, it would be a relief to hear you ate a red popsicle or whatever and that caused it.

Edited: Hah, I re-read your post again and I see I read it wrong, you said the toilet water goes pink/red, not the stool itself. Ugh, I'm stupid today. :p So it's sounding like blood in the toilet water - maybe hemmies, maybe a fissure, maybe something else. Probably best to get it checked out. Does your usual doctor know this? Do you have any upcoming tests like colonoscopy?
 
I never had that prob when I had internal hemmies either, lizbeth :S

My mother in law has a colonoscopy next week *snigger*
 
I never had that prob when I had internal hemmies either, lizbeth :S

My mother in law has a colonoscopy next week *snigger*

Oh I love the snigger, I think I would too if it was mine....she drives me mad!

I need to talk to my new gi about the coloured water (by the way my new gi is drop dead gorgeous!).

I nearly got caught out again by blooming predictive text, nearly posted "Iove the sniffer!" Now that would have been embarrassing......
 
you guys are all so entertaining! lol
I can't reach back behind myself either, because of my back, so I had to train myself to do a front-to-back from the front. helps now that I use the ol' Cottonelle wet wipes, but I kind of wish I had a warmer for them.
 
you guys are all so entertaining! lol
I can't reach back behind myself either, because of my back, so I had to train myself to do a front-to-back from the front. helps now that I use the ol' Cottonelle wet wipes, but I kind of wish I had a warmer for them.

Front to back from the front....took me a moment or two to work that out in my head (she says with a creased brow) now I need to go practice!! ;).
 
You may remember I said I was going to have an Organic Acids Test done. http://www.greatplainslaboratory.com/home/eng/full_oat.asp

Well, the test results are already back, and I tested highly positive for both bacterial (in the C Diff family) and yeast overgrowth so my doctor's going to be put me on 2 weeks of a strong antibiotic and then 2+ months of an antifungal. The nurse is just doing some double-checking about medication cross-sensitivities because I am allergic to a number of antibiotics, but it's probably going to be vancomycin and then Nystatin. I'm a little nervous about this because both meds can CAUSE GI upset, but I can't continue being so limited in my diet and in pain.
 
Cat I've just had a look and I'm impressed. I had surgery 3 years ago on my right wish and a few months later on my left shoulder and I can tell you cleaning myself was a real issue, sadly my right shoulder is going the same way the other one did and it's difficult to put my arm behind my back, your new purchase could be just the ticket, definitely intriguing......

I believe you need something like this: http://www.pattersonmedical.com/app.aspx?cmd=getProduct&key=IF_48529


For more items:
http://www.pattersonmedical.com/app.aspx?cmd=searchResults&sk=toilet+aids

Hope this helps.
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