Undiagnosed Club Support Group

Crohn's Disease Forum

Help Support Crohn's Disease Forum:

Allie- Thank you! I was just a little peeved that they weren't as red as I would have liked, but everyone liked them. My boyfriend and his family have Celiac's, so I always cook gluten free for them. I don't think I have a gluten sensitivity myself though.

Bozzy- I know! I love eggs, especially eggs benedict with hollandaise...* drool* Oh well, more tasty things my scumbag intestines are taking away from me.

So, on to the promised blood results. I'm rather surprisingly not anaemic, which I suppose is good! The inflammatory markers are raised again, which is consistent.
Regarding the dizziness, my GP re prescribed my good anti nausea meds, and wants to check blood pressure, as mine is always low.
Regarding the blood, I think I would rather bring that up with my doctor at the hospital, which isnt too far away.
On the plus side, GP has dropped the IBS diagnosis and wants to push for IBD. I'm so happy to be taken seriously for once!
 
Nah, doubt the murmur is anything serious, but murmurs are often signals of anemia, plus the fact that my blood is generally near the low end. When you wrap that together with how my intermittent fatigue is linked with shortness of breath and weakness, it at the very least looks like I have SOMETHING to point at.

I'm fit and whatever myself, so it's almost certainly nothing serious. In fact, I almost never have abnormal shortness of breath during activity. Got back to fencing this week finally, no issues.

The good part about this bit, for me, is to know that finally, something is being found. It feels like finally something is getting done. After two and a half years of NOTHING getting done, FINALLY something.

My blood is never brought on by specific food, that I've noted. It's present basically whenever I don't have constipation or diarreah. Basically, as soon as I start getting normal bowel movements, but still having pain.

Have I had hemmorhoids or fissures? You better believe it, poop problems for months at a time, it's going to happen. But I don't count that when it comes out on the tissue, or when I've got rectal pain. Just when I've got soft formed stool, no straining, but previous worsening of my lower right pain.

Thats pretty much the only thing I can link to my blood. A period of worsened lower right pain.

What's wrong with being a royalist? Absolutely nothing, I just happen to disagree with the sentiment! That's what I'm saying!

(I used royalist to mean generalized believes in replacing democratic governement with a monarchy. :p)

Chell: Definitely tell to doc. Is it that old bricky color? 'Cause that's the sort of color blood I get when I've had pain and then a bit longer than usual before using the bathroom.
 
so this is gonna be a rant - apologies in advance!

i was told 3 weeks ago that i could move into the admin team, and that it would take a month or two for me to transfer

i have finally returned to work today after having 3 weeks off sick. i had all my GP letters with me supporting my duties being shifted to an administrative role.. away from the phones.
only to find that i wasnt allowed to go into the admin team!
they said they have to advertise the job and then i could apply for it!

i understand that this would be a fairer process to allow other staff a chance to apply.
HOWEVER.. i wasnt moving to admin because i wanted a new job. i was moving to admin because of my anxiety/cognitive issues!! so it was for duty of care by the company, not for me to get a change of scenery!!!

im absolutely fuming! i cried at work and had to take a time out.
Thankfully, i joined a union 2 months ago. so immediately spoke to our representative.. and i have forwarded emails that show discussions/negotiations for me moving to admin.

arrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

and breathe. ive just eaten some treacle sponge pudding with ice cream.. which made me feel a *tad* better lol
 
Gculk - if you think the heart murmur is causing you to be fatigued, then I wouldn't consider it benign. If you think it's secondary to anemia, the anemia could be causing the fatigue, but you still need to watch the murmur. I have a mechanical heart valve and had a murmur for 22 years prior to that. It was never considered benign, and I was in good physical shape for the majority of time I had it. Just make sure they keep an eye on it.
 
Bozzy - how awful for you, I do feel some employers seem to want to make things as difficult for people as posible! It's good that you joined the union - at least they will support yu and and make your employers give you what they legally have to! big hugs xx
 
Gculk - if you think the heart murmur is causing you to be fatigued, then I wouldn't consider it benign. If you think it's secondary to anemia, the anemia could be causing the fatigue, but you still need to watch the murmur. I have a mechanical heart valve and had a murmur for 22 years prior to that. It was never considered benign, and I was in good physical shape for the majority of time I had it. Just make sure they keep an eye on it.

Oh don't worry, I keep my i's dotted and my t's crossed. I'm bringing up the fatigue when I get my bloods back to see for anemia. Plus I am scheduled for a heart echo to see what's causing it. It especially has to be evaluated as it was never noticed when I was younger. Bit odd to have a heart murmur found at 21.

Thanks,
Nathan
 
I was so excited to get a letter from London Hospital today asking me to phone and arrange the appointment- only to discover person I need to speak to is away until Friday, so dissapointing, got to wait a few more days to book in.
 
Thanks suzy.. i really dont know what im going to do if i cant get the admin role. the horrible brain fog that i get sometimes gets me in a pickle on the phone :(

sorry star that your doc is on holiday. when i had my diagnosis - the neurosurgeon i needed to see was on holiday too. so ive had to wait until 18th july before ill get to see him
 
Bozzy- Oh my, can I relate! My manager accused me of not pulling my weight in my cafe where I work, I told him I was sick, and need to move to the checkouts asap... this was in April or May.
Where am I? Not on the checkouts, that;s for sure. Frustrates me so much! I'm going to leave the company if nothing can be done for me, it's got that bad. Who leaves just two people to run a supermarket cafe, one of which is sick, and tries, and the other is about as good as a chocolate teapot.
It makes me so angry I cry about it.
 
Hi all, I'm here. Sorry I'm posting so little these days, once again I've been busy busy busy with work! My new boss has been piling more projects on me and it's been a bit stressful. Basically, before I was kind of without a department and did my own thing. Now I have a proper boss and I'm in a real department so suddenly we have to "justify our existence" so that our department is seen as worthwhile and we don't get the ax. So that's stressful! I'm doing okay otherwise, though. It's been super hot here which my guts don't like, but as long as I mostly stay inside in the air conditioning I'm okay. My grandparents party was fun, but speaking of air conditioning, their AC was no match for this weather and we were all sweltering during the whole party. It was nice though, we brought our dog to the party, and my cousin in particular just loves my dog. My cousin is autistic, although he's pretty high-functioning (he speaks pretty well, makes eye contact sometimes, and he takes high school classes online). At first when we got Lily, my cousin was terrified of her - he told me he was once bit by a dog so he was afraid of all dogs. But he slowly & eventually warmed up to Lily and now he just loves her, he comes up to her and just pets her gently for ages and she of course enjoys the attention, so it's a win-win. I think it's helped my cousin come out of his shell a little bit more too, being autistic means he's very awkward in social situations, but around the dog he doesn't have to say anything and just smiles and pets her and you can see that he's relaxed and happy. Anyway, I just thought that was nice. :) I'm terrible in social situations too (sometimes I wonder if I might have Asperger's as I fit a lot of the criteria) so I am glad my dog could help my cousin.

Bozzy, that sounds awful that they promised you the job and then are making you jump through hoops to even be considered for it! :( I don't really get brain fog per se, but sometimes my mouth and brain will be on two different planets and what comes out of my mouth is not what is on my mind. It's like I'm such an introvert that I live inside my own head so much that sometimes my mouth takes a little vacation from that and does its own thing, ha ha. I've worked in a couple different call centers too so I can understand the stress of that, too - and I work in an admin-type role now so I can attest that it's less stressful, or at least that's my experience. At any rate, I hope you can get the admin job with a minimum of stress and jumping through hoops! Good luck.

Star, how exciting and frustrating! I hope when you call on Friday that they're able to get you in quickly. Or, not quickly - I think I recall you saying something about how the hectic-ness of the Olympics is going to make travel into London virtually impossible, right? Whatever the case, I hope you can get an appointment that isn't too far off in the future and with a minimum of travel hassle too. Keep us posted!

Lisa in NJ - welcome. Are you undiagnosed? Would you mind sharing a bit more about yourself so that we can get to know you?

Nathan, is your shortness of breath perhaps linked to any medications? I ask because I once had a bad reaction to Compazine (anti-nausea med) and it made my breathing constricted to the point where I felt like I couldn't take a full breath and was in danger of passing out due to lack of oxygen. I haven't taken that med since and haven't experienced anything like that since, either, so I'm sure it was the Compazine. I made my doctor write in my chart that I'm allergic to it, just in case they ever try to give it to me again. I also find that I tend to hyperventilate a bit when I'm in a bad flare - I'm not sure if the pain causes me to breathe faster or if I just panic at the thought of another flare or what, but I've hyperventilated a few times during flares in the past. Other than that, though, I haven't had any shortness of breath due to my illness.

Chell, red velvet cake! Drool! There's a cupcake shop in my town that sells absolutely divine cupcakes, and although I am crazy for chocolate, I find I usually end up getting a red velvet cupcake when I'm there. SO good! As for the red brick color in your stools - are you noticing this color after eating red velvet cake? I believe the red color comes from food coloring, so it's possible it's coloring your stools. If it happens at other times then it probably is blood. You might want to keep a food diary to be safe, though. Certain red foods (namely tomatoes and strawberries) don't digest for me at all and I always see them in my poo later. At first glance it is sometimes easy to mistake bright red strawberry bits for bright red blood. So just pay attention to what you're eating - if you aren't eating red foods that often, then I would guess it definitely is blood.

Sorry if I missed anyone, I've got to go soon so I'm writing this pretty quickly. I hope everyone is doing okay, big hugs to all, and for those in the States - have a happy holiday tomorrow! I get the day off work tomorrow and I'm so happy, I'm just going to relax (in the air conditioning of course - it's still 100 degrees here, we're in a drought and have had no rain in weeks and we're under an "extreme heat advisory" through Friday night!). I hope everyone can enjoy the holiday and have a good guts day. :)
 
Hi Cat, nice to see you around, sorry to hear work is stressful!

Yes, as far as I am concerned, London is a no go while the Olympics are on- but the good thing about calling to book the appointment is we can work together to find the best day/time. They are the only unit of it's kind in the UK, and from their website they understand people have to travel in etc. They even have a person to help with accomodation as when they have you in for tests they do them over 1-2 days to make it easier for the patient. So I don't feel any anxiety is asking for an afternoon (due to travel time), non-Olympic appointment.

I'm worried it'll be another dead end at the moment, i'm fed up of feeling ill and not being able to do anything. Either i'm not well enough or it's something you need a car for- most of the time I just get on without one but I really would like to go strawberry picking- which is just impossible without a car. See to cope with my situation I supress my feelings, then I have a totally dis-proportionate reaction to something simple because from time to time emotions need to come out. So this time I am really upset that I can't go strawberry picking. Stupid I know, but that's the best way I have to deal with my life and keep on carrying on. And of course so excited to hear from London only to learn I have to wait a bit longer. And my welfare benefits are being reviewed which is hugely stressful, and I was expecting to be supervising decorating/diy for 2 days but suddenly i've been told it's going to be 4-5 which I am annoyed about.

Oh well... blood tests next week when I finish the Pred(!) and I will get the results mid August, so will see if there has been any change in inflammation markers.
 
Cat- Nope, not on any medication atm, or any of the times I had the complaint.

It's not a pronounced shortness of breath as per an asthma attack or similar, it's just a mild feeling of not getting quite enough air and having a slightly raised breathing rate.

Thanks
Nathan
 
Hi club sorry I've been away. I skimmed through some of the posts and hate seeing some of you are still having a rough time. As for me it's been...hectic. After getting out of the hospital 3 wks ago I didn't feel much better than while I was in. I did notice some improvement a week or so following my discharge which then got worse when I stopped the C Diff antibiotics. I discussed this with my GI who ordered labs and another fecal to test to see if the C Diff had cleared but I never submitted the sample because things have just been to crazy here at home. Hubby has been working a lot and with only one vehicle it's proven difficult. Then I had the dreaded play catch up with school from assignments I missed while in the hospital...then finals. I tool my last final on Monday thank the Lord! School was a big stress for me so I'm glad I get a break. I didn't get the grades I wanted but considering the circumstances I'm trying to not be too hard on myself. At least I passed and at least I finished. Health wise I'm feeling awful. I began going D a lot the past week and has gotten progressively worse the past few days. The pain associated with going isn't as bad as before going to the hospital but I'm also on a Fentanyl patch so it's hard to say if I'm better or just better controlled. I still have moments where I feel like I'm dying. There really isn't any other way for me to describe the feeling. Then I laugh and think it would be my luck I die while having a bowel movement. Speaking of dying I've been very depressed lately. I feel like a bad Mom and wife and it's taking a toll on me. Feeling awful all the time is hard....hard to do much of anything. And things at home have been stressful. I think it's just all piling up and getting to be too much. On a better note baby is fine. I'm 6 1/2 months now and he kicks and is growing well. I haven't had much of an appetite so I find myself forcing an Ensure down to feed my little man. I got my OB care transferred off post so I no longer am going to be seeing the army doctors which I'm thankful for. Only downside of that is the hospital is about 30-40 mins away from post :( Anyways, I hope everyone enjoyed their fourth of July. We had intended on going to the lake today but I felt way too bad. I stayed on the couch and slept all day. Been throwing up and D. No blood though. I think I'm still anemic though because my energy level hasn't improved at all and I still very dizzy most of the time. I go back to the GI next week and am hoping I can stay out of the hospital. Financially it's just too hard. So I've had that to worry about as well...feeling like I need to go in but not wanting to risk being admitted. I just pray for better days ahead soon. For all of us. For answers.
 
Txarmywife, welcome back - sorry to hear that you're still not doing well though. :( If you do still have C Diff, have you considered trying a fecal transplant? It's kind of gross but apparently very promising for things like C Diff. Here's a link to a thread I started about fecal transplants awhile back:
http://www.crohnsforum.com/showthread.php?t=15548
If you can get past the "yuck" factor, it sounds really promising and not nearly as awful as something like taking harsh antibiotics for weeks on end. Just a thought for you. Glad to hear son #2 is still doing well and that you can get a break now that classes are done. As for the depression, I think we've all been there. I've read various things, most of which say that depression is very common with illnesses like IBD. I did read once that someone theorized that depression is actually a symptom of IBD - that the bacterial changes in the gut are somehow linked to the serotonin in the brain, or something to that effect. I know that whenever I flare, I get really depressed and get some really dark thoughts. But I have to constantly remind myself, this is just another symptom! This isn't really me, this is the illness talking. That seems to make me feel a bit better, to know that it's something beyond my control and just another crappy symptom and it's not my fault in any way for being depressed. Anyway, that was rambling - I hope you feel better soon at any rate and can get the C Diff cleared up if it isn't already gone!

Star, I totally get that, I tend to bottle up emotions sometimes too and then my anger and frustration all comes out at weird times or over minor things. I'm a total introvert and I live in my own head a lot and have conversations with myself, but since these conversations are all internal, nothing ever really gets resolved from them but since I've had "conversations" I sometimes expect others to know what's going on which obviously isn't fair. And then I get frustrated or upset and I shut down or lash out. Keeping everything bottled up inside has always been my go-to coping mechanism, and I know it isn't the best one. I'm trying to work on that, but anyway, my long and rambly point was, I totally understand. I'm married to someone who does that too - hubby is excellent at bottling up emotions and releasing them later at inappropriate times. He's better now than he was, though. He told me once that years ago (before we met), his apartment was burglarized and his CDs and Playstation were stolen. He didn't show any emotion then and instead left to go get lunch. Apparently the place he went for lunch got his order wrong and messed up his sandwich, and THAT's when he went ballistic and freaked out! He said he was so mad, he wanted to kill somebody! So yeah, I have never been quite that bad, but I do similar things AND I'm married to someone who does that. Sometimes it's quite interesting!

Nathan, do you get a "needles & pins" sensation in your fingers or toes when you have the shortness of breath? I get that when I hyperventilate due to pain/flare. I noticed once that I fell asleep during a flare, I had been hyperventilating before I fell asleep - when I woke up, the needles & pins feeling was gone and I was breathing normally. Of course then the pain & symptoms came crashing back to me (is it just me, or is there always a few seconds after waking up where you feel perfectly fine before your symptoms return?) and I started hyperventilating again and the needles & pins sensation came right back. Yuck. Fortunately I haven't been through that in awhile now, knock on wood!

How's everyone doing today? I'm okay but this weather is driving me insane! It's SO hot with no relief and no rain in sight, and it's super humid too. Heat and humidity cramp up my guts so easily, even in remission. I went to the gym today to try to do some cardio. I managed to run for 9 minutes (3/4ths of a mile) on the treadmill before my guts cramped up and I had to stop. The air conditioning was running in the gym, but the outside weather is so hot that the AC in the gym couldn't quite keep up, and it was warmer and more humid than usual in there in spite of the AC. My hip arthritis started acting up too, usually it's fine when I jog for a bit, but not today. I had to stop and rest and then switch to yoga instead because I was just too crampy and painful. Yuck! I hate to say it, but I think I actually miss winter! I can exercise as long as I like without cramping up in winter, my guts actually seem to like the cold (my arthritis doesn't like extreme cold but regular winter weather is okay). I hate when I try to be healthy and my body impedes me like this. It's like, "I'm doing this for your benefit, body! Stop being a jerk!" I have a similar conversation with my body when I eat salad, ha ha. And then, like I told Star, the conversation stays in my head so nobody understands. :p I'm just special that way I guess.
 
Oh, and I should add this for Allie - I am going to open an Etsy shop soon, but I won't be a direct competitor with you (yet anyway). My grandmother gave me a huge box full of antique buttons. I like sewing and buttons are handy, but the box literally weighs 40 lbs (if you know what a banker's box is, picture that filled completely full with buttons!) and I don't need quite that many buttons. I looked on Etsy and there are a few people selling antique buttons, so I've been sorting through my box of buttons and I think I'm going to sell some. I saw someone on Etsy selling lots of 15 buttons for something like $11, so I think I could do quite well selling lots of 15 buttons for a similar price range. Hubby and I spent a few hours yesterday sorting through the buttons and putting groups of 15 into baggies. We barely made a dent in the amount of buttons and I have probably 100 baggies now with 15 buttons each - that seems like a good start for an Etsy store! So I'm going to open up shop soon I think. I need to figure out Etsy and how to get paid and what to charge for shipping and all that stuff first, but I'm excited. I have more than enough buttons for myself and also a ton for inventory to sell - I see that as a win-win! :) Just had to share that with you, we'll be Etsy pals although selling different things so not Etsy rivals.
 
I think I found my new favorite site!!! Hello to all !!
My story is similar to some and different from others, but man, the frustration is the same!! I was diagnosed with IBS 14 years ago, and have wondered if it was more so many times only to be told that it was all in my head. I have been told via the ER doc's that I, in fact have Crohn's not IBS... the bleeding, the diarrhea, the pain, the constipation, the nausea and as you all know the list goes on LOL But when going to several doctors after said ER visits they all insisted that it was IBS.... cuz I had constipation. Because of that I have never been truly diagnosed. But I do have personal friends who in fact have Crohn's and they have been Godsend's in helping me cope with so many issues that I constantly come across in this journey. I know my "triggers" (as I call them) and avoid them as much as I can, but as you all know those "triggers" change when ever my body decides to have fun at my expense :) I have an awesome family who gets my moments of "I got rumblies in my tumblies and will be using the bathroom forever...." When I was first told that I had Crohn's I did alot of research to find out what it was, and was not and let my family know about it and my father's wonderful reply was, "well baby, I always knew you were full of s**t, and now it's official" then we laughed til we cried!! Even through my struggles of being told it was in my head, my family has stuck by me with all their support. Couldn't do this with out them. I look forward to reading everyone's stories and hopefully some new friends!!! Have a Great Day/Night All!!
 
Cat- Nope, no pins and needles.

Except, at the very start of this flare, three months ago, I had pins and needles over the shape of my colon. It felt so weird, like cold metal getting poked into my stomach all over.

That's good you finally got an answer Siren. Good stuff, glad your family are so good about it!
 
dont you just love it when you make every effort for other people.. but they dont seem to care one bit?

i officially give up.. i cant be bothered anymore. i feel so down right now. my stomach is churning everytime i think about work. i get upset when i think about my mum and how much she doesnt give a s*** about anyone but herself.

i want my tear ducts surgically removing, because i look like a fool everytime i cry in public. i actually cried whilst i was on the phone to a customer yesterday.. and did anybody come help me.. NO!
 
oh my goodness, I have so much to catch up on! o_O

Cat, again, you don't need to worry about being competition. :p Supplies do the very best there, so that would actually be a great way to get your shop going. :) Like I have said before, it is a TON of work (I work 30-40 hours a week on mine), but I think it is worth it!

Star, I'm sorry you are going through this rollercoaster! Just try and breathe, everything will HAVE to work itself out at some point.

TXarmywife, I'm sorry you are still doing bad. :(

Everyone, isn't this heat just awful?!?! I see you aren't liking it Cat....We are even feeling the heat here in Germany. Last year it never got above 75....and its been in the 90's the past couple of weeks! And we have NO air conditioning...not something they have here in Germany! YUCK! We have been trying our best to air out the house at night (we only get 6 hours of darkness though) and keeping the windows closed during the day.

As for my health, I'm doing pretty bad. The flare just keeps getting worse. The one thing that is really getting to me is a rash...on my leg. I don't know if I've mentioned it before, but I know I mentioned the cuts...well, my lupus has freaked out over the adhesive in the butterfly bandages, and attacked my skin where they were. The skin is almost purple, tough as leather, and hot to the touch, and VERY inflammed. We thought it might be an allergic reaction, but we tried both benadryl and cortisone creams which didn't help at all. I also have two large mouth ulcers, swollen joints, and my stomach is so inflamed I am having trouble walking bc of the pain. I don't have enough pain meds to get me to my rhuemy appt either, esp with the really bad flare, so things are looking really bad right now. Hopefully this will all give my new rheumy a good picture of what is going on so that I get on a good treatment plan.

Have a great weekend everyone! Remember, stay hydrated and don't do too much in this heat! Us spoonies are more at risk for heat exhaustion! I learned that the hard way last weekend. o_O
 
Allie, I didn't know that supplies sell the best on Etsy, that's good to know! I know it'll be a lot of work, but hubby will help (he hasn't found another job yet, and the few classes that he was teaching have been cancelled for now due to the extremely hot weather, so he's not doing much lately). And yes, oh my goodness, this hot weather is just nuts!! It's 103 F here right now (about 40 degrees Celsius for those not familiar with fahrenheit) and still so humid. We've been under an "extreme heat advisory" since about Monday and the advisory goes at least through Saturday - it was supposed to end today but they extended it because the weather just won't change, I hope it isn't extended again. Fortunately we have air conditioning but things still kind of suck. Hubby's been walking the dog at like 6 AM every day to try to avoid the heat, but it's still way too warm and humid even that early. Hubby and Lily got back from their walk this morning and hubby was so sweaty and Lily was panting heavily and gulping down water, I felt bad for both of them but we can't just coop up the dog in the house for days on end. And I think the weather is affecting my health too - yesterday I got gut cramps pretty bad when I tried jogging in the gym and my arthritis started acting up a bit too, and today I tried going to the gym again but my reflux decided to go nuts and I could barely do anything without getting really nauseous. Not fun! It sucks that you don't have air conditioning, that's got to be so miserable. Have you at least gotten some rain lately? We haven't had rain in weeks, and in spite of the humidity, the plants can't get enough water with no rain and everything is dying (we can't water the plants much either as there's a water restriction in my city due to the heat wave). My yard is yellow, my plants are shriveling up, and some trees are even freaking out and their leaves are turning brown and falling off like it's autumn. I do not like this weather, if even the plants are freaking out then you know it's not good! So yeah, everybody stay cool and hydrated and don't overdo things. You know it's bad when I have to cut back on exercise! :p

Bozzy, I'm sorry to hear that you're so overwhelmed right now. If it's any consolation, my own mother isn't very supportive either. Early on in my illness, she somehow got it in her head that I've got celiac (I don't) because somebody on some distant branch of her family tree has celiac. She further decided that because I have celiac, then she must have it too (she doesn't). She never went through any testing, not even the blood test, she just decided all this and went gluten-free and harped on me for ages to do the same. I refuse, as for one thing I tested negative (both blood test and upper endoscopy w/ biopsy) for celiac, plus breads and pastas are some of my safest foods. I know I don't have celiac, without a shadow of a doubt. I've explained till I'm blue in the face, but my mother won't hear it. I told her once that under no circumstances do I want to get a gluten/celiac lecture ever again, and for the most part she's shut up about it, but every so often she'll make a comment such as "Gluten-free is so much healthier for you" or something along those lines. SO unsupportive, she doesn't listen to me at all, and just keeps pushing her own agenda. Recently she told me that she read somewhere that "Crohn's is a symptom of Celiac!" Uhhh, no. They're two separate illnesses, one is not a symptom of the other. And just the way she said it, it was clear she was implying that Celiac is the "real" illness while Crohn's is just a related symptom. Ugh! Anyway, that was a ramble. I'm so sorry to hear your mother is unsupportive - I can relate! I hope the job stress eases up too, and that you can move into the admin position soon. A trick I learned is that whenever I felt like I was going to cry at work (at least once per day when I was really ill), was that I'd go into the bathroom and cry in there so that nobody would see me (I'd try to cry quietly so that nobody would hear me either). It's no shame to cry at work, but unfortunately some people see it as a sign of weakness and will use it against you. So I try to not cry in front of co-workers when I can avoid it (not always possible, I know, and yes I have cried on the phone at work too). Big hugs, dear, I hope things look brighter soon.

Hi Beloved Siren, welcome from your neighbor across the lake! So it sounds like you've got a tentative diagnosis but nothing official, is that right? I'm glad to hear you've got a supportive family with a sense of humor, that sounds lovely. It's a good thing you've identified your triggers, too, and yes, they can change over time for seemingly no reason. Over time I've lost the ability to digest tomatoes. I could eat them for the first year or so of my illness but then I gradually started seeing more of them undigested in my poo. Also, I used to have to avoid anything with oats, but lately I find that I can eat oatmeal again and that nowadays it's actually very calming for my tummy. Funny how that kind of thing happens! I'm glad you found us. Oh, and as for what you mentioned about how doctors won't diagnose you with Crohn's because you tend to have constipation rather than diarrhea? It is true that most people with Crohn's have diarrhea, but some have normal bowel movements and some do have constipation, so you certainly could have Crohn's in spite of the constipation. No two Crohnies have the same symptoms - there's really no such thing as a "classic" case of Crohn's, and don't let the doctors tell you otherwise. Good luck getting a proper diagnosis, and again, welcome!

I hope everyone has a good weekend and that, for those of us stuck in this heat wave, cooler weather comes soon! Big hugs to all, I hope good tummy days are in store for everyone.
 
Tried booking my appointment yesterday but still got answer machine saying he was away until Friday the 6th July. So frustrating. Plan is to try a few times Monday and if that message is still there I will ring the general enquiries number.

Now down to 5mg of Pred and 4 days left! :dance: The good thing is, after an initial increase of side effects once I started the taper, i've had none in quite awhile. Kind of like taking sugar pills- they aren't doing anything good or bad. A tiny bit of the water weight on my chest ( I went bra shopping 2 weeks ago, that was interesting :rof: )and legs has also gone. Will go and get the post trial blood tests end of next week. Can't wait to get both sets of results, see Rheumy in August.
 
Got my appointment for the 30th August. From what I was told on the phone, they are only looking at the genetic type of amyloidosis and not all types like I though. So I am basically going all the way there just to get some blood drawn for special testing which is kind of dissapointing. Maybe if that comes back normal they would be willing to expand things. I've been asking for a copy of the referral letter and haven't gotten it yet, so don't know what London have been told/asked.

I see Rheumy two weeks before I go so maybe I can discuss looking at other types of amyloidosis while I am there.
 
Star, good luck! I hope they test you for more too. I'm on 5mg of pred too, and while it helped when I wasn't doing so bad, it isn't helping at all anymore. So I understand what you mean.

So I have had an interesting day after a terrible weekend. I spent the weekend on the couch, on lots of tramadol, trying to just hold it together. I actually passed out yesterday too...a little boy was screaming outside, and I ran to the window to make sure he didn't need help...he was being dragged my his mother. ~.~ I turned around to tell Stuart, and I passed out in the middle of trying to tell him. Not fun. Anyway, so I have my rheumy appointment next Monday, and I knew my pain meds would not make it until then, plus my GP wants me to get all of my pain meds from her. So, I went in today (I got lucky that she had an appt open the same day I try and make one!) and she knew I wasn't doing well...saw the rash on my leg, ulcers in my mouth, and me screaming while she touched me..so things got done today! I was given enough tramadol for 4 a day instead of 3, and on TOP of that I was given Tylenol #3 for nighttime so that I can get some decent sleep. Tylenol #3 is really strong too....codiene with tylenol. And I was given enough for two a night. The last thing I was given is an antidepressant for my anxiety. She could tell I was anxious, and then my husband described my attacks because of my pain, so now I am on something that should help. I am floored! After two years of tramadol, and then being treated like an addict, I now have enough meds to try and live a normal life. No more laying in bed awake crying in pain...THANK GOD!
 
Hi everyone I missed you, thought I'd get back in the swing of conversation.
Allie, thanks for your words in my thread, it helped so much.
I am basically a prisoner here because of the heat and I need something to help distract me.

I've not been doing well. My GI has refused to treat me until I pay him, which included taking me off all my medication, Tramadol and Entocort, as well as the Amitriptaline. Now I feel awful. I was able to get a rx from my gyno for Tramadol, but I think something is seriously wrong with getting taken off the Entocort all of the sudden, no tapering or anything! And then they cancelled the appointment I had made a month ago without telling me! It should have been tomorrow. Anyway I am looking for a new GI. I feel so abandoned, like he never cared about me, just my wallet! I am so angry, but in so much pain I don't have the ability to be angry.

I'm also experiencing some scary symptoms. My migraines have come back every day and I feel so sick with them. My head just pounds and pounds and I have to stop. When I stand, the headache gets worse and start to lose my vision for a few seconds, before it comes back. I wonder if anyone has gone to the ER for migraines, because I consider it when the pain gets really bad. Nothing I do helps though and I can't take it anymore. I think I'm going insane with these migraines.

I also have tremors in my hands and legs. Usually when I try to do something with my hands, they shake so badly and I have to stop. And my legs shake like crazy when I start to sit or stand. They scare me, on top of balance problems and having memory loss. Oh and I drop things all the time.

And now I have bald patches in my pubic hair. Way embarrassing I know, but that is frightening. My pubic hair falls out as easy as my head hair, but I also found white hairs down there. I'm 23, and I think that's a little early for white hairs there. I'm terrified and I just wish someone knew what was wrong with me.

But in other new, my hubby found a job and I opened an Etsy shop last week! It's super exciting.

Oy this migraine hit me a lot earlier than usual today, and I've been battling ever since. I can't make it stop and really I just want one day without a migraine. I don't think that's too much to ask.

How is everyone else? Missed you all!
 
Went to my GP regarding my dizziness, it really came to a head yesterday, full on migraine aura, which I've only had one of before.

I took the day off work sick to go and see her, despite probably being sacked for having negative sick days now. I was hoping she would help me with that, but all she did was give me a fit note to give to my manager regarding my cafe to checkout issue.
I got a bit upset, when I feel really bad I just cry and cry, and she had the sheer cheek to ask if I was feeling low. Gave me a questionaire to fill in for depression. I was like, of course I'm low you stupid woman, I've been really sick for a year, I come here for help,, and nothing gets done.

I just can't stop crying about all this, I might just take all the week off and be done with it.
Sorry for being so down, but noone else understands all of this apart from you guys.
 
Hi cat it must be really annoying for you and others who have not been diadnosed yet. I too have had no diagnosis as yet i have had a colonoscopy which came back negative and had a CT scan 2 days ago so i'm just waiting to see my GI to see whats going on. I have been unwell since December 2011 with lower right abdominal pain and and a few more symptoms. My symptoms seem very mild compared to other members. Can anybody relate to these.

. Night sweats
. Loss of appitite
. Unintentional weight loss
. Lots of mucas in stools
. Skin tag near anus (not sure if related)
. Arms ache (not sure if related)
. Lower right abdominal pain
. Lower right stinging and burning sensation
. Fatigue
. Feel sick most of the time before and after meals too (not vomiting recently though)
. Eating deep fried food makes me really ill (I avoid all the time now)
. Mood swings
. Feeling insecure
. Clammy skin
. No Diarreah or Constipation though
. Feels like blockage lower right abdomen

My first doctor told me months ago i had IBS but my body told me different so i went to see the other doctor in my surgury and he arranged the tests. Over the last 2 months the pains have landed me in the A&E department twice. Last week when i went to A&E i was in i was given morphine which took the pain to a 2-3 and have been told to double my tramadol to 100mg 4-6 times a day when the pain is at its worst. Tramadol work but only take the pain to 4 on the 1-10 scale. My prayers go to all of you out there and hope we all find the answers soon. I know what its like to be in limbo :-( x
 
Last edited:
Hi Gculk yeah its been unintentional and the reduced apetite started about the same time i'm eating small amouts now but often and having weightgain between meals but not putting weight back on.
 
Hi all thought I'd update. Ended up in L&D for puking blood, diarrhea and that awful upper left quadrant pain. Gave me meds for pain and to stop the vomiting and sent me on my way. I have a OB & GI apt tomorrow. I submitted another stool sample yesterday to check to see if I still have c diff. I'm hoping the 3 dif antibiotics cleared it but after these same intense symptoms again I'm not so certain. Hopefully I'll kno more tomorrow...I plan to try to rest today and hopefully make it to my apt tomorrow without having to go back to the hospital.

Hope everyone is doing a bit better and answers are in the near future.
 
Hi Gculk yeah its been unintentional and the reduced apetite started about the same time i'm eating small amouts now but often and having weightgain between meals but not putting weight back on.

Responded to your PM.

TX:

Not good, ow, feel better. Puking blood != good. I hope it gets worked out quick!

Feel better
Nathan
 
Hi Everyone,

Was very relieved to find this forum. I am 29 yrs old, single mother of 2 and have been battling gastro issues for about 5 years now. It started with a "diagnosis" of IBS after an upper GI series, when really they couldn't find any other reason, so alas you have IBS. As of today, I have had my gallbladder removed in 2009, multiple kidney stones and stints in my kidney 2010-11, an appendectomy (2011) and constant chronic diarhhea (since 07)and abdominal pain. Last June they completed a colonscopy for the chronic diarhhea and it came back normal including the biopsies. So he sent me on my way saying it was still the IBS, they gave me anxiety meds. So, I continued with the meds which cut down my per day bathroom trips from around 8 to 10 a day to about 5 to 6 a day. Victory in my eyes so I continued to live with it.

It wasn't until about 2 months ago that I woke up in the middle of the night with horrible diarhhea, awful abdominal pain, sweating, vomitting, the works. I went straight to the ER and after a CT scan they said it was colitis. My family dr. referred me to my GI Doc of which it took me a month to get an appt and in the mean time I was to be on a clear liquid diet... sucked! Two weeks after my initial ER visit, still on liquids, I ended up back in the ER with the same symptoms that sent me in the first time. Now, the blood results showed infection and my intestines were still inflamed (colitis). When I met with my GI doctor he told me he was almost certain it was Chron's and began discussing the ways we were going to treat it, however, he said he wanted to run a few more tests before he could accurately decide what meds to put me on.

I then had a barium CT scan 3 weeks after the 2nd hospital visit that showed resolving colitis. A blood panel done specific for Chron's that came back abnormal but was told this was still inconclusive. Finally, I completed a capsule endoscope which came back normal. I have chron's, ulcerative colitis, and diverticulits in multiple members of my family. I started searching for help because I can now feel the start of what I believe to be the next flare up (the watery diarhea multiple times per day, abdominal cramping, twisting, burning and pain in my lower right and sometimes lower left quad of my ab). I am at my wits end because I felt like we were finally getting to the root of what is going on and now it seems as if I am going to have to go through another ER flare up situation just to get some sort of answer...has anyone else gone through the same sets of tests with such mixed results? What are your thoughts?

Thank you for listening and letting me vent! :ybiggrin:
 
Woah woah woah, hold the phone. They found an infection and then what? What did they say the infection was/what'd they do about the infection?

Since the lot was inconclusive you might have a get out of Crohn's free card in that it might be colitis caused by infection. C. diff/ yerssomethingoranother. Maybe your doctor covered it but it doesn't sound clear from the post. Have they said more about this infection?

Thanks for venting, feel better!

Nathan
 
The cdiff was neg. They gave me 2 antibiotics flagyl and I cant remember the other and i.
was on clear liquids for 4 weeks. It drastically helped the pain but now its just a dull and randomly gets sharp n wrenching...
 
Gculk: feeling a bit better today and no more vomiting blood. We shall see tomorrow what the c diff results are hopefully...as I had to reschedule my GI apt.

Ms dana: your symptoms sound similar to mine in many ways esp with the history of kidney stones, gall bladder issues and appendix removal. Did your appendix pathology report come back with any leads?? I ask because I had my appendix removed at age 11 and the pathology came back as "suspected Crohns in the appendix"...a year later is when I was DX as IBD indeterminate type. People with Crohns often get their appendix removed and have kidney stones due to the way te body metabolizes and the chronic dehydration we often face making our urine more concentrated. In the past year alone I have had 11 kidney procedures for my stones (calcium oxolate). So I hear ya on that. I've also recently battled
C diff (was on flagyl and vancomycin) but I believe you said ur c diff was negative?? Do you have pain after you eat at all?
 
That's good, keep it up. :p Like to hear that at least you're doing a bit better. Had to reschedule? Why, if ya don't mind the question?

As for me, I think my good week might've started to give up. Had bad diarreah today, not too many times, went 4 times today I think? Not alot, started with a constipated stool, then an hour later I had to run to the washroom, then 15 minutes later for episode 2 of the two part season premier, then had a bad movement just before I left to go to fencing, plastered to the toilet for a good 15 minutes (very unusual for me, usually I walk in and go within a minute, whether I be constipated or not). Also had not insignificant amounts of pain today.

Odd, I could tell I was going to get diarreah as where usually I feel a lump pass the 'clogged' spot on my bottom right, I felt more of a squirt today. Wow, that sounds pleasant. Sorry for the beautiful images I am sure it conjures.

Got my slip for my ECG (ultrasound for heart murmur), December 6th, expected it to be bad, that's not too bad though, considering everything.
 
Hi all, I'm here! I haven't been so well, been battling a nasty cold all week, and for whatever reason my guts weren't too happy about me having a cold. I first felt the cold symptoms hit me on Monday afternoon, and by Monday evening my stools had changed color & consistency. Weird! I had nausea and cramps and all that fun stuff too. Not sure why that happened but I'm on the mend now and things are gradually getting back to normal. Which is a relief, because it's no fun to have cold symptoms and gut symptoms all at the same time! Blah!

Ms Dana, welcome to the club and sorry to hear that you may be heading into another flare-up. My advice is to try to get to the doctor ASAP, as they've got a better chance of finding something if they run tests while you're in an active flare (more likely to see obvious inflammation, ulcers, etc). As for the blood test you had which indicated Crohn's, was it one of the serology tests (I think there's IBD serology 7 and there might be another one - sorry, the cold medication is making my thinking a little foggy)? Some doctors will go by those results but my understanding is that many doctors don't think those tests to be reliable. I know there's at least one member of the club, Mayflower, who got a positive result for Crohn's from a serology test but none of her other tests has shown any signs of Crohns (nor colitis nor any type of IBD) and she's pretty much accepted a diagnosis of IBS at this point. May, if you see this post could you give some input? I'm going by memory and like I said my thinking is a bit foggy today.

Hi Monkeyboy, welcome to you too. It is possible to have something like Crohn's/IBD without constipation or diarrhea, although it is uncommon. Unintentional weight loss and night sweats could definitely be signs of IBD. As for things like your arms aching - is it like a muscle ache or bone pain? Where in your arms is it? If it's in the joints like elbows or wrists, you might want to get checked out for arthritis. Things like arthritis are fairly common with IBD - I apparently have arthritis in my hip, myself. Go to your GP and ask for an x-ray of the painful areas in your arms, that should be able to see whether it's arthritis or not. Good luck, I hope you can get more answers soon.

TXarmywife, I see you posted yesterday so presumably you've had your appointment by now - how'd it go? And how awful that you've had so many kidney stone procedures done, that has to be just horrible. My hubby went through hell with kidney stones last year - I haven't had any yet myself (knock on wood!). Hubby's an animator and is currently doing some freelance work for a company that makes videos related to science, and coincidentally he worked on an animation this week that shows how kidney stones form. He said it reminded him of how awful stones are, as a result he's been drinking a LOT more water lately! So kidney stones have been on my mind lately too. Stay hydrated! And I hope all went well with the appointment and that you're hopefully clear of c diff. Keep us posted!

Nathan, sorry to hear your symptoms are making a comeback, although I did find the "two part season premiere" thing humorous. I try to laugh about my illness as much as I can (if I don't laugh, I will cry!) and you seem to have a similar mindset, that's great. It sucks to have such awful symptoms but at least we can laugh about it, right? I have a co-worker who has UC and he has such a positive attitude AND he's been in remission for years and years, so I figure there has to be a correlation. I was kind of depressed earlier because it sucks to have a week-long (and counting) cold with added gut symptoms, but I exercised and tried to smile and that made me feel a lot better. Sure, there's mucus coming out of both ends at this point but surely there's a joke there somewhere! :p Anyway, I am getting way off track here (probably the cold medication talking again) but I hope you feel better and that you don't get through the whole season in a day and just leave it at the 2-part premiere.

How's everyone else today? Besides this cold, I am doing pretty well. We finally got RAIN here! The local news said it's been 6 weeks since we last had rain, and even then it was a small amount (it was a small amount today too, but at this point anything helps!). We're in a severe drought and not supposed to use water but we're also supposed to start watering our lawns or the grass will go from dormant to dead. (It already looks dead honestly, it's yellow/brown and crispy!) So we had a 5-minute downpour today and I felt like dancing for joy, we seriously needed that! It was funny too, there wasn't rain in the forecast and it literally went from zero to downpour in about a second, so a lot of my co-workers were suddenly scrambling out the door to go shut their car windows! One co-worker even has a convertible and he had to go put the top up, it was kind of funny because everything was soaked right away so a bit of a futile effort there. (I always keep my car windows closed so I guess I'm feeling a bit smug!) Anyway, I'm a bit sick but good. How's everyone else doing? Any fun weekend plans?
 
Lol i would be smug too cat!
I would quite happily send you our rain.. its rained almost every day for the last 6wks! We had a months worth of rain in 24hrs.. so theres been some flooding too.
its july!!! Where is our summer?!?
 
Bozzy, I think there's been a mix-up. We have your summer and you have our rain! Ha ha. It's been so hot and sunny here for weeks, it's been difficult to walk the dog or do anything outside. We had a few days where it wasn't crazy hot, that was so nice, but then it got hot again. All the outside plants are dying from the drought and the city has asked everyone to try to conserve water, so we're not allowed to water (I've been watering my little garden so that my tomatoes and carrots stay alive, but that's it). I went to the farmer's market today to try to buy some snap peas, but nobody has any - everybody's crops have been messed up due to the weather so there's not much to buy at the farmer's market. And what is there, costs a lot more! It sounds like you're on the opposite end of the spectrum, flooding is no good either! Just send us like half of your rain, and I'll send you half of our heat & sunshine and then we'll both have nice weather. Ha ha. ;)

How have you been? How's the job situation? Hopefully better? And you see the neurosurgeon soon, right?
 
The last few years, our summers have been pants :( but id rather that than a heat wave. i dont cope at all in hot weather!

Dont really wanna talk about work anymore.. it has stressed me out loads!
I get to see my neurosurgeon on wednesday.. im actually looking forward to speaking to someone who knows about it all. i scared myself on thursday.. i said to my husband "i need to send my wedding/enagement ring away to be re-dipped and cleaned" then whilst he was replying to me.. i was really confused and had no idea what he was talking about.
i had genuinely forgotton that i had spoken! No recollection of the subject or that id even opened my mouth!!!
So im really freaked out about it all :(
 
Hi there. I am so glad to have found this site. It's so nice to meet all of you and even though I have only read a few pages, I feel like I have so much in common with all of you. I will apologize in advance since I have a trendency to ramble, so please bear with me.
I'm not sure where to begin, other than starting at the beginning of my symptoms which was 30 years ago. My mother, grandmother, great-grandmother, and probably great-great-grandmother all had undiagnosed stomache problems during their lives. All of them were told they were crazy and it was in their heads. In high school, I started having a lot of stomache problems. A diagnosis of Crohn's was tossed around at that time, but never confirmed. I was also told it was stress and psychological or maybe just IBS. Since that time I have had digestive issues on and off, but mostly on. I have had multiple symtoms, seen multiple doctors, and no solid diagnosis other than the IBS. I have taken antidepressants since 1995. I can also identify with the gyno issues. I always had horrible diarhea with my periods. During my first pregnancy, I had toxemia, which affects the kidneys. Ended up having C-sections with both pregnancies. When my first daughter was about a year old, I ended up back at the GI. All sorts of tests, I was given strong paid meds and sent on my way. For years I went back and forth between the gyno and GI. Is it gynocological, or is it digestive? No one knew for sure. In 2006 I ended up with gallstones and had an emergency surgery to remove my gallbladder. In 2008, had a hysterectomy due to so much monthly pain and supposed fibroids. In 2010, had 1 ovary removed due to a huge tumor. Each time I was told I had a lot of adhesions from previous surgeries. Maybe this was causing my stomache pains and diahrea. After all, I was told I had a lot of scar tissue on my bladder, colon and intestines from the 2 C-sections. I also started having a lot of respiratory problems around 15-20 years ago and ended up with asthma, which I was told was being caused by reflux which I had also ended up with.
Fast foward to November last year. While away for a long weekend, the entire family came down with a stomache virus. And I happened to get mine on my birthday. :( Well, one thing about my stomache problems is that I always have diahrea, but never really throw up. In fact, at age 46, I can count on 1 hand, the number of times I have thrown up in my life since being an infant. This happened to be one of those times. For some reason, I rarely get the stomache viruses. Neither does my mom. But this time I did, and it included extremely severe diahrea (similar to the colonoscopy prep) and throwing up. And that seemed to have triggered something in my system. Although a few months before that, I started having some lightheadedness and dizzyness, and strange tingling feelings in my forearms. The diahrea from the virus never really went away. Then it just kept getting worse and wouldn't let up. The pain and diahrea were similar to what I had been dealing with for years. But instead of being several times a week and somewhat controlable with the otc stuff, it rapidly became serveral times a day and the otc stuff was having no effect at all. By Christmas I had lost 20 pounds, which was really amazing since I have been trying to lose weight since my 2nd daughter was born 12 years ago, and had been gradually gaining a few pounds each year since. I had no appetite, nausea, severe diahrea all day long and pretty much everything went right through me within minutes, sometimes seconds. I also had extreme fatigue, more than normal, to the point I could barely get out of bed and was very weak and in so much pain. I missed quite a bit of work due to being so tired, and spending so much time in the bathroom. My GP tried a few things and then finally put me on Welchol powder for 2 weeks, which he said helps with chronic diahrea. Yuck. Even though it did seem to start helping a bit, it was disgusting. It ended up actually making me constipated and giving me a lot of pain. But as soon as I stopped taking it, right away the diahrea comes back, even worse than before. So back on the Welchol. But this time he gives me tables. Yay. The dosage is up to 6 per day, so he says try taking a little less and see how many works best. Ok, so it's not perfect and causes stomache cramps and tons of gas, but way better than the horrible diahrea several times a day. Meanwhile, off to a new GI. He says, so if the meds are helping, then what is the problem? Hello? Oh, I forgot to mention, that my bp was also rising rapidly from my normal 120/80 at a checkup in October, to averaging around 165/90 by mid March. On the day I see the GI it was at 180. He almost sends me to the ER, but it came back down to about 165 before I left his office. Anyway, I say, what is the problem? Well I still can hardly work. I sleep all the time. I am losing weight and still can't hardly eat anything and have no energy at all. And well, my bp was normal 5 months earlier. And even with daily med, I still had reflux. So he says, ok, lets do more stool samples, blood tests, a colonoscopy and endoscopy. He was thinking maybe eschemic colitis because of the bp rising so fast, but says let's rule out everything else first.
So stool and blood mostly normal, except no vitamin D, I am totally deficient. So he says take vitamin D, about 5000 iu per day. Regular dose is 400 iu per day. Capsules didn't do much because I wasn't able to absorb it well. I finally found some drops that I stick under my tounge twice per day, and felt a huge difference within about 3 weeks! My energy and fatique is so much better. Still not what it used to be, but at least I can function again and work a normal full day. I am up to about 7500-10000 iu per day. Oh, the tingling in my arms was apparently bone pain from the vitamin D deficiency. I haven't felt that in a couple of months either.
So colonoscopy looks fine and endoscopy shows a hiatal hernia, the reason for still having reflux even with meds. So finally the biopsy comes back from the colonoscopy. So he says there was no damage consistent with CD, but there was still irritation and inflamation, just not the ulcers and damage. Bloodwork ruled out Celiac disease. So he says I have something called Bile Acid Malabsorption. The test used to confirm it is not available in the USA. But he says based on the symptoms and the fact that the med I was given seems to be helping, is enough to diagnose Bile Acid Malabsorption, or BAM. And he says it could be connected to no gallbladder. He says I will have to take the Welchol and Vitamin D for the rest of my life since the malabsorption is chronic and there is no cure. Since taking the Vitamin D my bp actually has come down quite a bit and is now in the 150s/90s, instead of 165 or higher.
The little information I was able to find about BAM says there is not a lot of research on it and has only recently been recognized as a disease. It has all the same symptoms as CD and Celiac. There is not very much information out there. My GI says it's maybe caused in a very small % of people with gallbladder being removed. But some of what I have read seems to suggest it could actually cause the gallstones. Some of my friends that have had CD for years told me they also have that, which the research suggested that it could be cause by surgery to remove damaged parts of the intestines. It also suggests that some with CD might actually just have BAM and not CD. Hmmm. It makes me wonder if maybe the BAM is just and early sign of CD.
One of my CD friends also takes Welchol to help with the diarhea. It's far from perfect and has its own side effects such as cramping, pain and gas. But its still way better than the severe diarhea.
I got my supposed diagnosis in early May, but I still feel that there is more to it and CD could still be eventual. I have some good days and still way too many bad days. I am still trying to figure out how to cope with it and figure out what works best. I have tried taking the meds at different times of the day and so far that doesn't seem to make enough of a difference. Although I can tell if I go a little too long without taking it, even if its only a few hours. I am also still trying to figure out what triggers my bad days. Nothing conclusive so far. I have to drink a ton of water or I get dehydrated from the malabsorption. The dizzy and lightheadedness was apparently caused by dehydration. And I can tell if I go for more than just a couple hours without drinking any water. I do seem to do better if I am able to eat small snacks constantly throughout the day so there is something in my system for the bile acids since there is a constant flow. If my stomache is too empty, then the bile acids go right through and the diarhea tries to start up again, even with the meds.
Not sure if my diagnosis will be able to help anyone else. I hope it will give some of you something to ask your GP or GI about. But it will be nice to talk to some people that have gone through most of the same symptoms as me. It has been a long road to get to this point. The last 6 months has been pretty bad and I am trying to come to terms with this being for the rest of my life and having to change my lifestyle to work around it. I am so sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. But I am thankful for the days that I have that are good days now. :)
 
Gculk...I had to reschedule due to transportation issues with hubby. We only have one vehicle and DH usually takes my to my appointments since I feel so crummy and not up to driving. Well I had my OB apt at 9 am and then GI at 3 pm same day. The hospital is 40 mins from the Army base so it just wouldn't have worked for him to bring me to both since he was real busy at work. (He's the mental health tech for his brigade) but long story short I rescheduled for the following day so I've had my appointment. :)

Cat...my appointment went well. C Diff was NEGATIVE (happy dance!!!) but she said there can be false negatives so if I don't improve in 2 weeks we will retest. Got some of my other labs back to which is always interesting. My IBD blood panel was negative. No surprise there as it was also negative in 2010. I'm one of the lucky ones (laugh) that doesn't show markers and makes a Crohns vs UC DX complicated as many of the in diagnosed club can relate to!! My WBC was high, esr & sed rate were high (indicative of inflammation), and still anemic. The levels had slightly improved from when I had C Diff but not by much which just makes me believe I am indeed in a flare probably brought on by the C Diff. Sooo I got put on a few more meds to help with nausea, pain after eating & diarrhea but GI still doesn't want to treat the IBD until after I deliver and can have a scope. Sooo I have about 12 more weeks or more I guess of this. GI also doesn't want to manage my pain meds so I've come off of Fentanyl patch cold turkey and am now just on Norco for the upper left quadrant pain when I need it. On a positive note I saw my new OB high risk team (I'm now high risk cuz of the kidney stones, IBD & C Diff) and they are grrrreat! I feel so much better at these civilian drs and having my care all in one place. And the hospital is nicer for delivery so I'm happy :) I still am having a lot of pain, feeling nauseous all the time and lots of mucousy diarrhea but I'm ok I guess.

Hope everyone else is ok too. And welcome to the new members. I hate there are so many of use suffering without answers :(
 
Hey all. I know I haven't been on here in a LONG time, but I need some guidance.

So, I was told a year ago I don't have crohn's, just crohn's like IBS. I have had an eventful year since. I have had 3 surgeries, 2 on the right foot and one in the abdomen. I did have a bot of bowel stuck to the pelvic wall. I had hoped that being released might help my bowel issues. The only thing that has helped any has been cutting out foods. I am "allergic" to eggs, onions and bell peppers. I may be allergic to radishes as I had a BAD reaction today. I am still not convinced I don't have crohn's. The doc didn't see any colon damage, but can't I have crohn's without that?

The reason I stopped by today is I have new and worsening symptoms. I had a vein test Friday and got more info from it than I should have. The radiologist had a clinical student so I learned a lot. She told me in three places that I had slow blood flow, including my left femoral artery. I had tendon releases done in my plantar and calf in May. I was healing well, but have had a setback. I am swelling a lot and having severe pain in the toes, top and sides of my feet. My doc was worried I might have a clot. No clot, but the radiologist made it sound like I might have blood flow issues. When I came into the room from getting dressed I heard her tell the student we try not to diagnose. Oh, and she said that they only test for clots there and not venous insufficiency like my doctor wanted me tested for as well.

My doc is supposed to have the results tomorrow. I am very nervous. I have foolishly been doing some internet research. What I have seen is that inflammatory bowel disease and this could be related. Last March (2011) I was told my ana was elevated. I was then dismissed by a rheumatologist. I was defeated. My asthma has gotten worse, I can't lose weight well, I am bloated, I have pain, my brain doesn't seem to function well more frequently, I am getting migraines again, I get unexplained sores on my arms, my bowels are still f'd up...

I don't want them to have found anything, but I do. I am nervous about tomorrow. I am also hopeful that if they did find something that I may have finally gotten one big step closer to what is wrong with me. I know something is.

Any of this sound familiar? Any ideas? The possible diagnoses include: MS, IBD, peripheral artery disease, sleroderma...

Thanks and I am sorry this is all about me.
 
Never mind! I guess it's all normal. I don't feel normal and am so sick of hearing you're test results are normal. Something isn't right. It's been a LONG 18 months.
 
Hi Pebbles, welcome. I will shamefully admit that I didn't read your entire post, but skimmed it. It sounds like you are diagnosed but still not doing well? That's a shame. I'm pretty much the opposite, still officially undiagnosed but in remission and doing well for the most part. If I may offer some hope to you, remission is possible. I know I'll never feel 100% well again, but there are many days when I feel about 99% well and I'm happy with that! I hope you're able to get into remission too. Welcome to the forum!

Tx, congrats on the c diff being negative, and like you said I hope it's not a false negative! Glad to hear your new OB team is good too. I can imagine it's scary to be considered "high risk" but glad to hear that means you get extra care and a good team. I hope you start to feel better soon, you need some relief already!

Hi Meg! I am disappointed to hear that the test results came back normal, again. Of course nobody wants abnormal test results, but it'd be nice to have some concrete evidence showing why you're feeling so crappy and having such issues. I've been there and done that with normal test results so I completely understand. It's so frustrating! As for possible diagnoses, you mentioned having an elevated ANA which could mean certain autoimmune illnesses like Lupus or RA (apparently Crohn's/UC/IBD doesn't cause a raised ANA but they checked mine anyway when I was diagnosed with arthritis, to see if it was RA - mine was normal so no RA). Another thing that jumps out at me is that you said you're having a really tough time losing weight - I don't suppose you've been checked for Cushing's? It's similar but opposite to Addison's, which I was checked for. I believe both can cause bowel symptoms but Addison's can cause weight loss and Cushing's can cause weight gain/inability to lose weight. I'm not sure if either causes a raised ANA but it might be something to look into. Apparently Addison's causes bowel issues, weight loss, and it responds to pred, which is why I was checked for it as I fit all those criteria. Addison's is adrenal insufficiency, where the adrenal glands aren't producing enough natural cortisol (pred is basically the synthetic version of what the adrenals produce). And I believe Cushing's is the opposite, where the body produces too much natural cortisol, the adrenals are in overdrive. Anyway, it's something to ask your doctor about if you haven't been tested for it already. I know that Addison's is pretty rare and most doctors don't think to test for it, I would imagine that Cushing's is similar.

How's everybody else doing? I *still* have this cold although I'm mostly better. I've been blowing my nose constantly for a week straight though, that's the one symptom I can't seem to shake so far! Throat feels better, guts are happy again, but sinuses are stubbornly still flushing and filling, flushing and fiilling. Yuck. Still, I can't complain too much. How's everybody else feeling?
 
Thank you ladies. i got a call this afternoon from the doctor's nurse. Let me just say I love her. She called the testing facility and found that the normal result I got is just no blood clots, which I knew since I was released. I have to go back in Wednesday for another test, this time with the vascular lab. The nurse was ticked off (she used more colorful language). Luckily, my deductible has been met. This would really hurt me to pay for two of the same tests. She said there could still be something there since the first place doesn't test for venous insufficiency.

I will ask about Cushings. I have an appointment with my primary care doc next week. I am also going to ask about allergy tests. And yes, I have been doing this all on my own through trial and error. Docs can' tseem to find anything where I have. That's so sad.
 
Cat,

I looked into Cushing's last night. I really am not sure that is what's going on. I really htink it is something more to do with my veins and digestive tract. I have found that IBD and vein issues are related. My rescheduled test is tomorrow, I see my foot doc Monday and my PCP Thursday. I may reschedule the foot doc until the next week just to get my ducks in a row.

I went back and was reading some posts but I don't know when they were from.

Unanswered, hugs! I am sorry dear one. I am 20 years older than you and was sick most of my high school years, with my parents not believing me. It sucked. Turns out, I was getting ovarian cysts that were rupturing. I was allergic to the lactase in the birth control. I already had issues with my bowels so this just made that worse. My dad finally believed me when I was 25 and told I had to have a total hysterectomy with the removalof one of my ovaries. Parents don't want to believe the bad and i think they sometimes got he complete opposite so as to not hurt thinking their kids are sick. Doesn't help the sick kid though. Good luck!

Cat, your doc's letter sucked! Why do they not believe you when there is clinical evidence you responded to pred? IBS doesn't do that. Get a new doc!

Lozzy (I think I remember your name right), MS is tested through a spinal tap. Sorry. It's centered in the spinal column and then in the head. MRI is one way, but the initial test is a tap.

Star, glad you had a scan!

Again, what I was reading may be months old. I just wanted you gals to know I read some of your posts and was thinking about you.
 
quirkysoul - i dont understand your reply to me and why you said "sorry"?
i was seeing my urologist for bladder incontinence, and after my bladder function tests were normal he ordered the MRI to check for neurological causes such as MS. it really isnt his field at all. and because they found my chiari malformation (which the symptoms can be very similar to MS) the person who wrote the report recommended a neurological referral. when he spoke to a neurologist at the private hospital.. i was then referred on the NHS to see a particular neurosurgeon who specialises in my condition. i really hope i dont have to have a spinal tap.. they sound awful.
but there is no family history of MS in my family. only some history of IBS/IBD
im due to see my neurosurgeon for the first time tomorrow. other than that - i havent seen anybody in the neurology field..

hopefully you will get some answers soon, its hard when you think you might be getting somewhere only to step back 10 spaces.
ive spent the last 18 months telling my GP that there was something wrong with me. and they just kept saying it was anxiety.. and only after crying again about my bladder issues did they finally decide to refer me. and im glad they did, because now i feel im on the right track!

@cat - sorry you still have the cold!.. i find, that nipping the top of my nose temporarily relieves pressure.

well, im feeling pretty shocking lately, my tongue keeps going numb and i get headache after headache.
im really low right now, so i will try to catch up with everybody later xx
 
Bozzylozzy,

My response was that I believe the only true way to test for MS is through a tap. I have had one. I was tested after a car accident herniated a disc that left me very much in pain and somewhat debilitated. It wasn't as bad as everyone says. It just feels like a long deep bee sting. The only thing about it, you can't move or you could risk paralyzing yourself. But, you're in the fetal position, so the desire to move is lessened. At least it was to me. I find the fetal position so comforting. Good luck to you. I will be interested to follow your journey. I have bladder control issues and headaches too. Sounds like we have similar symptoms.
 
Is it like an epidural? Ive had one of those when in labour.. lol that didnt work and had to have a spinal block for a caesarean. i dont remember feeling it.. but that will because i was off my face on entinox haha!
ill let you know how it goes tomorrow. and slowly check things off a long list of health issues!
I really hope everything is down to the chiari and there's nothing else going on! Ive only just been referred to a rheumatologist too.

whats peripheral artery disease? Ive not heard of that before.
it must be scary to have all those possible diagnosis options hanging over you? I hope it isnt any of them. but at the same time you know something is wrong.. so fingers crossed you can get an answer soon x
 
I have had an epidural before, but I think they had given me a local. I think they may do that with a tap too. It really isn't that bad. We always assume the worst. It was over a decade ago so I don't remember it that freshly, but I lived and I walk. So, it must have been fine. It was in no way shape or form worse than the colonoscopy or upper endoscopy. Those, to me, are ten times worse.

Good luck!

PAD is basically plaque buildup in the arteries of the extrimities. The blood can't flow as freely and the heart works harder to push it. My breathing has been more labored this past year. I thought it was just my asthma. I am not saying I have heart problems (I believe I totally fine in that realm). It causes neuropathy like pain as the blood pools, and swelling. Basically, you wear beautiful and fashionable compression stockings to help ensure blood flow. Lifestyle modification too.

So, I just had pickles on my subway sandwich. OUCH! My tongue and roof of my mouth feel like the tissue has been eaten away. I have really red tastebuds that almost feel like canker sores. Is this a normal reaction?
 
MS does not necessarily require a spinal tap to diagnose. Firstly, a spinal tap is only positive in around 90% of MS patients. Secondly, the diagnostic criteria require evidence of several (hence the 'multiple' in MS) episodes of demyelination. The evidence can come either from lesions being separated in time (eg by several MRIs done over a period of years) or being separated in space (by appearing in distinctly different areas of the brain/spinal cord). So a spinal tap is evidence for lesions/inflammation being separated in space, but cannot diagnose MS on its own nor is it needed for a firm diagnosis.

I learned a lot about this, as I was suspected of having MS last year. They did an MRI scan first, as there is less risk of side effects, also they wanted to rule out other causes for my symptoms- such as a chiari malformation. They did find MS like abnormalities, and have given me a diagnosis of CIS, which is essentially a first attack of MS (though I may never have another one). Rather than carry out a spinal tap, my neurologist is monitoring my symptoms and may carry out another MRI in a year or so.

By the way, a spinal tap is similar to an epidural, except rather than injecting something they remove a sample of spinal fluid and examine it for evidence of past inflammation.
 
Meg, that sounds like it could be an allergic reaction to pickles? I have trigger foods that upset my guts, but nothing has ever caused an immediate reaction in my mouth like what you described. I'm trying to remember, you have other food allergies, right? Have you been through testing for food allergies? I'm wondering if I should go through some sort of food allergy testing although I'm not sure exactly what that involves. I can't eat anything made from coconut or coconut oil, it just does me in - even in remission. I can eat a lot of things in remission that I couldn't have before, like small amounts of fiber and dairy, but just cannot do coconut, ever! Anyway, I hope your mouth is feeling better now, what a yucky reaction to have. I hope you get it figured out. Glad to hear you have a good nurse working on your behalf too!

As for dumping my doctor about that letter - I'm sticking with him, for now. As long as he keeps prescribing my Asacol, I'm okay with it. And he explained in a rather half-assed way that he feels I have both IBD and IBS and that's what the letter was really about (I think that's a BS excuse). But as long as he keeps me on my meds and as long as I'm in remission, I guess I'm sticking with him. Another doc might try to take me off my meds or even induce a flare to do tests, and I don't want that. I do have a different doc in mind if I do decide to switch. And if worse comes to worse, my GP firmly believes I've got IBD and NOT IBS, so I'll go to him for my meds if it comes down to that. So yeah. As my aunt who has Crohn's put it, it'll be awhile before I get a diagnosis (it took her 30+ years to get diagnosed!) so what I really need right now is just someone to prescribe my meds, and my GI does that. He annoys me in a lot of other ways, but as long as I stay in remission and stay on my meds, I guess I can't complain too much.

Rebecca, interesting stuff. So would you pretty much automatically get a diagnosis of MS if you had another attack? Or would you have to have more tests to be sure? In another thread you mentioned that being pregnant seems to be keeping your guts in check and that you can currently eat pretty much whatever you want - does MS work the same way? In other words, would a hormonal shift like giving birth possibly trigger another MS attack in the same way that the hormonal changes from giving birth can sometimes can trigger a Crohn's flare? (I don't have MS and I've never given birth so forgive me if I'm getting things wrong in my questions!)

Bozzy, good luck with your appointment tomorrow! I hope they can answer some things for you and also get you some relief - your latest symptoms sound just awful! When do you see the rheumy, have you got an appointment yet? I hope it's not too far in the future. Best of luck tomorrow, fingers crossed for you that it's a good and productive appointment and that the neurosurgeon is good and knows his stuff. Keep us posted!

Well, I'm doing pretty well today. Still have a stuffy nose but otherwise my cold symptoms are gone. Guts are pretty happy too, weather is still too hot but I am having a good day and can't complain. And I got a lovely facebook message this morning that really made my day. I had written a FB message quite a long time ago, nearly a year ago, to someone that I am a big fan of. Just basically saying what a fan I am and how much I admire his work, etc. He never responded and I just chalked it up to him being busy and after awhile I totally forgot about it. Apparently just last night he discovered the "other messages" thing within the message box on FB, and it was full of fan messages like mine - and apparently he's a great guy too, because from what I gather he actually sat for hours and responded to each and every one with a lovely personal response. It was really cool that he did that and it really made my day. This guy isn't a big-shot celebrity or anything remotely close to that, but he is well-known in certain circles and has a small but loyal cult following, so I'm sure he had a lot of messages - how cool is it that he actually personally responded to everyone that wrote to him! (It definitely wasn't just a "form letter" or copy/paste response to everyone - he responded specifically to everything I wrote and also commented that he really likes my FB profile pic, which was taken in front of some of his creations!) So yeah, getting a message from one of my heroes put a smile on my face all day. Very cool. :)

How's everyone else doing? Okay I hope? Anyone else got appointments coming up? I see my GI on Aug 2nd, I think I'm going to ask about what my other reflux medication options are because my GERD is slowly getting worse again. Nexium worked so great at first but it seems to be slowly losing effectiveness. I think I might also ask about having another upper endoscopy done so that they can see what exactly is causing/contributing to my reflux (I would bet big money that it's a hiatal hernia but don't know for sure). My last upper scope was something like August 2010 so it's been about 2 years. My last c-scope was April 2010 so over 2 years there too. As unpleasant as prep is, it might be time to have another look around. I do still get mild LRQ pains when I eat the wrong thing so I wonder if they might find scar tissue or something like that in my TI. Probably wishful thinking as my first set of scopes found nothing, but you never know. I didn't get the hiatal hernia-type symptoms until a few months after my upper endoscopy so I don't think I had it at the time of my initial scope and I do think it will be found on a repeat scope. Anyway, I'm rambling. Hope everyone else is doing okay?
 
Hello again. Hi Cat, yes supposedly that is the official diagnosis. But I'm not totally confident in that, considering they can't do the test to confirm it. I do still have issues, almost daily. But I am counting my blessings since I have at least had some improvement compared to what I was going through a few months ago. I will take whatever improvement I can get. I think I probably have had some periods of remision with little or no symptoms for short periods of time over the last 30 years. My CD friends think that I do probably have CD too, and one has thought that from the first time she and I talked which was about 6 years ago. I think I trust those that are dealing with it more than the doctors. I realize the doctors are specialists and were in school forever studying for this. But I think it is mostly a guessing game for them when it comes to this stuff. I think my dr is maybe grasping at straws a little bit and since they didn't see a lot of damage on the biopsy, the BAM was the closest thing that made sense to him. One of my CD friends does take the same stuff I take, along with a host of several other things. Her CD is very severe though.
I have always thought all of my symptoms were somewhat connected, and after reading a lot of these posts, it makes me feel even stronger about it. I swear, a doctor's favorite word is maybe. I have lived a life of maybes. Maybe it's this, maybe it's that. A brief list of my maybes would include RA, Lupus, MS, endometriosis, fibroids, ovarian cancer, Fibromyalgia, allergies, psoriasis, IBS, CD, and now BAM, and the list goes on, or it's just all in my head. Also a ton of respiratory issues. I think there must be a connection since there are so many that seem to have the same things going on and can't get a straight answer other than maybe. To compare notes with allergies, I have been hospitalized twice with reactions to unknown sources causing full body hives, oh, one of which was maybe a pulmonary embolism, with hives? Go figure. I am severely allergic to all metals and can not wear any makeup, jewelry, watches, or anything that has any kind of metal or anything containing metals in them, which I found out most makeup has. I am severely allergic to adhesives, which is not fun after a surgery. My allergic reaction to adhesives ends up being worse than staples, stitches, etc. It causes burns and blisters, almost like an acid burn. So now they just do stitches and glue, no tapes or anything. Until my body reacts to the glues, that is. Sometimes I feel like I am allergic to just about anything that can come in contact with my skin or anything I ingest. Sigh. Does anyone else feel like just a big allergy walking around, waiting for the next thing to cause a reaction?
 
Hey cat, yeah, I haven't had much more in the way of runs, just the usual constipation. Pain hasn't given up, but whatever, not really sicky so I don't really care about pain as long as I don't feel slow. Oh, I do have to get my stomach medicines filled, for reflux, because of the throat/upper pain. More of a throwaway maybe it'll help, but it's worth a go. Had the presciption for two weeks, still haven't filled it 'cause I'm a lazy bugger. :p

Wow, pebbles, that's some major allergy issues. Sounds serously inconvenient. :p Have they seen if they can do the needles that treat allergies for you? Not sure exactly what they are, but it's basically just little tiny bits of whatever you're allergic to, building tolerance.

Tx, good that it's a negative, hope it stays that way. Sucks that you're hurting, but good to hear you're managing ok.

Ok, so, I had a bunch of nuts the other day (I know, bad idea) and I hurt alot the next day, and the day after that, and I'm still down, the next day, today. Geh.

So, what foods get you all flaring? I'm going to try and eliminate food allergies as a cause by giving myself some bad days with allergy friendly foods. Any ideas?
 
Bozzy - hope the appointment went well? - what did they say? I have my first neurology appointment next week - eek!!
 
Nathan, food can be tricky. For one thing, my understanding is that food can't actually cause a flare - it can further irritate intestines that are already inflamed, and of course if you have an actual allergy then it can cause a reaction, and if you eat something too bulky or fibrous then it can cause a blockage or partial blockage. But as for food causing a flare itself (opposed to a reaction or irritation or blockage), apparently not really possible.

Having said that, there's some foods I avoid, even in remission:
Coconut (causes awful pain & nausea)
Corn & popcorn (insoluble fiber so doesn't digest, causes pain)
Red meat (I gave up eating mammals when I was a teen, and apparently after awhile the body stops producing the enzyme necessary to digest beef, so I can no longer digest it)
Dairy (I've been lactose intolerant for years - I can still tolerate butter & ice cream, but cheese & milk cause issues - sometimes I will still eat pizza but always pay for it)
Nuts & seeds (Do not digest, cause pain and I see them later, especially sesame seeds)
Strawberries (Same as nuts & seeds, don't digest, cause pain, I see them later)

That's a short version of the list. There's other stuff I should avoid, like tomatoes (don't digest, but don't cause pain - I always see them later) and mushrooms (don't digest but like tomatoes, don't cause pain). I'm probably risking a blockage by eating indigestible things, but they're so yummy and it's easy to eat things that don't hurt, even if I know they're passing through without breaking down. I should also avoid things like chocolate as that seems to make my reflux act up, but I'm NOT giving up chocolate. Ever.

There's other stuff too that I couldn't eat before, but now that I'm in remission I can eat. Oats comes to mind - they caused awful pain before I hit remission, but now that I'm in remission I'm having oatmeal several times a week and enjoying it without pain. When I first got sick, I figured that I would just do trial-and-error and figure out what I could & couldn't eat and that would be that, I'd know forever. Not so! It's ever-changing and a constant trial-and-error process. Generally speaking, it seems that I couldn't eat hardly any fiber at all before remission, and now that I'm in remission I can handle soluble fiber (oats, psyllium) but not insoluble fiber (corn). That rule could change tomorrow though so I try not to set any hard food rules for myself anymore. I just generally try to eat what I want that probably won't cause issues.

Phew, that was a long ramble. Hope everyone's doing okay today? I'm doing great, we finally got some significant rain this morning so hopefully the drought and heat wave can end! The guts are happy (speaking of food, I just had oatmeal for my mid-morning snack :)) and I'm going to the gym later today. Oh, and we got IMAX tickets to see Dark Knight Rises on Friday so I'm excited about that too! Good stuff. :)
 
hi pebbles - welcome to the team! (sorry for not replying earlier, i havent had time to read until now) sounds like you've had a very confusing road.. with all those potential diagnosis!

@cat - im so glad you have finally had some rain! yaaaaay *happy dance*. it looks like the UK might be getting some sun soon too! all will be right with the world's weather soon!
i cannot wait to see the new batman film!

@nathan - good luck with the food/allergy/elimination! i can eat almost anything, but when im ill - soya, chilli, chocolate, red meat are my triggers. though i am allergic to strawberries.

@rebecca - how are you doing lately?.. hope everything is ok with your little baby bump!

@suzysu (and anyone who wants to know) - My appointment this morning was absolutely awful! :( :( :( out of my long list of symptoms, he said "all i can potentially fix is your val salva headaches. Your other symptoms may or may not be related to chiari. some symptoms i describe have disappeared for people after surgery, and for others they dont." he's referring me to a psychiatrist because he thinks i could be "somatising"

well thats just great. do i accept the surgery offer in the hopes it would rid me of my neurological symptoms? or do i just let things lie... and accept it could be stress/anxiety?
i honestly dont know what i want to do.. i really dont.
my husband is furious with the way he spoke to me.. DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED on the other things he spoke about, saying "why do you work in a call centre, if you dont enjoy it? why dont you get a new job? .. i do this job everyday and i love it".. well good for you MR BRAIN SURGEON.. im sorry, but what land is he from to think its possible for everybody to just get a job they enjoy? FFS!!
 
Hi everyone, been witjout internet for a while, so I've only just caught up! I think I've missed too much to reply individually to everyone, but I'll do my best!

Pebbles: Welcome aboard! Sorry you've had such a hard time of it lately. I have a friend who gets very bad allergic reactions to all sorts of things, I always feel for those with allergies. I have only an allergy to Kiwi fruit, of all things!

Gculk: Good luck with the food elimination! I've been thinking about that more and more the last couple of days. I will discuss it with my dietician soon.

Cat: Glad to hear you're getting some rain! You can have ours if you like, it's been nearly torrential here for a few weeks. Just came back home with a thunderstorm right above me. Slightly scary stuff! I can conmiserate with you on the useless doctors as well. Also, I hope your cold gets better soon. I'm jealous of you going to see batman in imax. My boyfriend is a huge comic fan, I think we're going to go to see it soon. We have similar tastes in movies it seems- have you seen the new Spiderman one? I quite liked it :D

Bozzy: So sorry to hear about your appointment. My current GP is a lot like that and I've had enough of it. Is there any point in getting a re refferal for anyone else at all, if only for a second opinion?

Whoo, long replies. So with me so far, I don't know if I posted about my last visit with my dr. She had me fill in a form for depression as I was ' a bit low'. I did the questionaire, which was extremely vague, and apparebtly I have very slight depression. yay.
I asked her about some stronger painkillers, as she's had me on paracetamol or ibruprofen for a while now. Unfortunately, they just don't cut it, and I told her so, and have done about three or four times. She ignores me and gives me these peppermint oil tablets called Colpermine, or something similar.
I see my GI on the 6th, and I'll be telling him all of how my GP has done nothing to help.

In regard to my work issue, I think I may be on the right track. My old manager has left, and our assistant manager under him has taken on his duties, including sorting me out. I am happy to say that after a ten minute conversation, I will most deffinately be moving sections to checkouts, maybe even tomorow! I think that will help things a lot.

Sorry for the really long post!
 
Hmm, makes me wonder, it really does. I remember when I was in highschool, I used to eat popcorn every day after school. The second last year I had some weird nausea problems for a while, and soon after that I stopped eating popcorns because it gave me disgusting runs that looked like oatmeal.

Nuts/seeds, as far as I am concerned, that is what started this flare. It might've been there, not really triggered before, but me and my girlfriend started trying to eat healthier. You know where this is going, fruits and veggies, nuts for snacks instead of junk.

I think it only took a week or two of that to get me flared hardcore. This and I had been literally perfect prior to this, probably eight months of nothing but an odd cramp here and there, maybe once every month, so nothing out of the ordinary.

I'll try downing popcorn for a while, see what happens. Worst case scenario - I cure my constipation and run out of toilet paper. :p
 
My mouth is still wonky. Up until last night, it hurt to move my tongue. I can barely brush my teeth as I have lots of little "cuts" all over. My tongue gets dry and sticks on the sides. This is weird! I have never had this before. And I did see little red "sores" under the tongue. I guess I am done with pickles for good. : (

I had my 2nd vein study yesterday. I wish I knew what normal or abnormal looked liked. I should know the results tomorrow. The good thing, they were so super nice to me since they all knew I got screwed last Friday and this was my 2nd test in 5 days.

Cat, yay for rain! Both of us got rain yesterday! The local weather guys say it needs to rain for 3 weeks straight to get us out of our drought. The poor farmers. Food is going to be SO expensive this fall. Corn the worst. Lucky for your wallet you don't eat that. :D

Bozzy, I am sorry your appt went so poorly. I hope you can get the answers you seek.
 
Bozzy, how awful that your neurosurgeon was such a jerk. I agree with Chell, try to get a second opinion because that doc's opinion was worthless! And what kind of doctor harangues someone about their job?? Can you put in a complaint about that guy and get a new referral to someone else? It sounds like he can't do much to help you AND his personality has some serious flaws, not good all around. I'm not sure exactly how the system works over there - how difficult would it be to get a new referral?

Chell, your doc prescribes you ibuprofen?? Eek, don't take that stuff! NSAIDs like ibuprofen and aspirin can make IBD worse (can cause stomach ulcers and other stomach problems), so even though you're undiagnosed, it's really best to avoid that stuff. I avoid ibuprofen and aspirin too, it's just not worth the risk even though I'm not fully diagnosed. You mentioned paracetamol, which in the US goes by the names acetaminophen or Tylenol, and that is safe to take with IBD. I know it doesn't work very well, and you shouldn't overdo it on the paracetamol either (if you take too much, you can do damage to your liver), but it's really the only over-the-counter pain med that is okay to take with IBD (or possible IBD in our cases). So stick with that for now until you can get some better meds (maybe from your GI), and if possible you might want to think about switching to a new GP as yours doesn't sound very good. Seriously, peppermint capsules? I took those for awhile myself (can't take them anymore as peppermint can worsen GERD) and the only difference I noticed was that if I was having a bad day and things were moving through me quickly, my poo smelled minty shortly after taking the peppermint. :p I don't think they did a thing as far as pain or symptom relief though. Not sure why your doc would think they'd do a thing either!

Nathan, I don't think your worst-case scenario is accurate. I think the worst-case scenario would be that the popcorn causes an obstruction and you end up having an emergency surgery and wake up with a stoma. Okay, that may not be very likely, but I would think that (or death) would be the very worst-case scenario that could happen from eating popcorn. If you're intent on eating trigger foods to try to bring on a flare, well my first advice is don't do it! If you're going to do it anyway, please be very careful. Make sure you know the signs & symptoms of things like partial obstruction, full obstruction, and perforation just in case. Personally, I wouldn't purposely cause a flare or eat popcorn if you paid me! It just can't end well - even if you do end up in a bad flare, there's still no guarantee of getting diagnosed and you may just end up in awful pain or in the hospital. Don't do it - and if you do, please be very careful. Sometimes I read the stoma subforum, and so many people in there have stories like that (got a perforation or an obstruction that turned into a peforation, ended up with emergency surgery, nearly died, woke up with a stoma). So be careful! Worried about you and am not a fan of your "eat popcorn until something happens" plan. :(

Meg, how awful that your tongue still hasn't recovered from the pickle incident! I wonder if it's all pickles, or just the kind they have at Subway (dill?). When was the last time you had pickles, and were they the same kind as the ones that caused this reaction? Good luck with the test results, I hope you can get some answers out of all these tests. And yes, rain!! It was like a hurricane yesterday, crazy wind and the sky went black and the rain was just pouring down in buckets. It's misty and overcast today, such a welcome change from the relentless heat we've had for months! But yeah, you're right, it was just a drop in the bucket and we probably need a lot more to get out of this drought. And yeah, like you said, I've been reading about corn and how everything is going to be more expensive because of how the drought is affecting the corn crop. Not only is corn used in a lot of food products, but it's also used as feed for cattle, so beef and dairy products are going to be more expensive too as will a lot of other things. Fortunately corn, beef, and dairy are all no-nos for me, but it sounds like the drought is eventually going to effect many if not all food prices. We've got a big chest freezer in our basement and we've been trying to stock it up with stuff like chicken, turkey, frozen veggies, etc so at least we'll have that when things get more expensive. But yeah, it's going to suck pretty soon at the grocery store. Good thing ramen noodles are still on my list of safe foods, ha ha.

How's everyone else today? Big hugs to all! I'm taking the day off tomorrow (going to see Dark Knight earlier in the day to try to beat the big crowds, ha ha) and I hope to get some projects done over the weekend, so I might not be around the forum the next few days. Have a good weekend everyone, I hope your tummies all behave themselves.
 
Ugh! I tried to eat steam veggies with soy sauce and a bit of pepper. My mouth hurt so bad! Now my tummy is all wonky. I will definitely be talking to my primary doc next week about this. I feel so sick.
 
Haha, well the funny thing is. my mother in law is the complaints handler for both of sheffields NHS hospital.. lol!
After sleeping on it. i think i should try to sort out the stresses in my life first before i consider the surgery. i had an infection after my c section and i was so ill.. i cant cope right now with the thought of getting over decompression surgery.. i would hate to deal with surgery infection again - especially neary brain!! I do have private cover aswell.. so i might seek a second opinion at some point.
he was a neurosurgeon.. not a neurologist. so he said "i have one tool.. and thats surgery. you either want it or you dont" he even scoffed at the fact i was going to see a rheumy! Saying "you wont get much mileage out of that referral. you will just be told its fibromyalgia or something"

Such a charming man!
 
Cat- yes, pretty much, if I had another attack which was confirmed to be from new brain lesions rather than a worsening of my current symptoms or something unrelated (like b12 deficiency), then I would get an MS diagnosis. So in practice, I would need another MRI or something to confirm new brain lesions.

As for pregnancy, yes it does seem to have the same protective effect against MS relapses as it does against Crohn's flares. And like with Crohn's, there is a high risk of a relapse occurring 3-4 months after giving birth.

Fortunately for me, there is evidence that going onto a suitable treatment as soon as possible after a CIS occurring may help to prevent full blown MS occurring. And azathioprine happens to be a treatment for MS, albeit an old, rarely used one. So thanks to Crohn's, I am in a better position than many others.

As for how I am doing- bump is not so little now and sproglet is very active at times. Unfortunately I am not sleeping so well and combined with end of the school year, I am pretty exhausted and have needed a nap every day this week. Still, only one day left then I can lie in and nap to my heart's content for 6 whole weeks!
 
Meg, how awful. :( Are you still doing the paleo diet? You might want to go low-res or even liquid diet for a day or two to get the tummy & mouth feeling better. I'm not sure how strictly you're doing paleo or if you could do paleo & low res at the same time. Are potatoes allowed on paleo? Rice? I'm guessing something like Ensure would not be allowed on paleo? At any rate, I hope you feel better soon, and I'm glad you're going to tell your doctor about this stuff. Not fun. Hang in there!

Bozzy, too funny about your M-I-L being the complaints person! And I'm glad to hear you're waiting on surgery for now, it sounds like your surgeon is a jerk for one thing and I wouldn't let someone like that cut me open. And him saying you won't get much out of a rheumy referral? Pot calling the kettle black, it sounds like you sure didn't get much (except for insults) out of the neurosurgeon referral. Sheesh! So maybe a neurologist referral would be your best bet now since they won't just cut you open or be done with you?

Rebecca, I can't remember if I said this already, but "Sproglet" is possibly the most adorable fetus nickname I've ever heard. :) When my sister-in-law was pregnant for the first time, she called hers "Sweetpea" which was pretty cute too, but I think Sproglet is possibly even cuter. (And then sis-in-law had 3 more but I don't think she bothered nicknaming any of them.) And getting back on track, that's very interesting about Aza, I didn't know it was an MS treatment. How fortunate, in a weird way - not that having Crohn's is a good thing by any means, but fortunate that out of all the IBD meds, you happen to be on one that can prevent another illness. I hope the Aza continues working and that you never get full-blown MS.

Okay, so going back on a tangent here, since I mentioned my sis-in-law - for those who were following along with her divorce drama, there's some good news there. She and her hubby have successfully worked things out and have called off their divorce. I'm happy for them, both of them have made a lot of effort to save their marriage - he seems to have stopped drinking, which is huge because I suspected he was an alcoholic, and she lost weight and seems happier and healthier, and both of them have committed to spending more time together (they regularly get a babysitter and go out on date nights now, which is something they never did before - she got pregnant 3 months into their relationship and they got married 3 months after that, so they really never had a chance to date). So, yay! Their kids seem happy too so it's all good. :)
 
Hi everyone, I hope you're doing a bit better.
As for me, my appetite is acting crazy. One day I will be so hungry I want to eat my dinner early, because nothing sounds good. The next day I have to coax myself to eat. I haven't been eating very well lately. I imagine it's because of being taken off of entocort cold turkey. It hurts too much to eat now. No matter what I have d. I guess I forgot what it was like with zero treatment. I hate to be so careful with what I eat when it doesn't effect anything. Also feeling super fatigued and all that nonsense. New GP appointment is coming up on the 30th, excited and nervous at the same time. I hope to find someone that wants to help me this time. I was supposed to go get blood work done this week, but I can't take myself or be out in this heat for too long without symptoms getting worse, so I'll get it done on Monday. My gyno suspects I may have Alopecia

Rebecca, I'm high risk for MS. I had optic neuritis 5 years ago and had the whole MRI run, but no lesions at that time. I've been trying to get a neuro referral for a while. I've had a migraine almost everyday since January and some other scary neuro symptoms have been popping up in the last couple months.
 
Darnit! I'm in a flare. I got sick in June. Thought it was a horrid migraine then the flu. I worried it might be a flare. Well, a month later I still don't feel well and now I have the digestive signs. Ugh!
 
Hi, I'm not sure I've posted too the undiagnosed club much. I am having my colonoscopy next week, and am kind of worried. I fear whichever outcome may result, and of course the procedure itself. If it turns out it's "nothing", or just IBS, it means there is no treatment (apart from the meds I have already been on), and if it's IBD, it means heavy duty meds and stuff. My staff say either way I'll have clarity on what's going onw ith my bowels, but I read here that there can be so much uncertainty even after a scope.

In additon, I'm due to see a neurologist on some unrelated symptoms on Aug 22. I feel even more apprehensive about this, since my GP said he didn't see my symptoms (but I had some abnormal neuro exam results anyway so he sent me on).

Really, if both of these issues are "nothing", I'm a raging hypochondriac, and I don't want ot be seen as one. I have mental illness, so it's quite likely I'm being told it's all in my head anyway. (I mentioned in another thread that my GP blamed my B12 deficiency on my eating issues without doing testing ot find other causes.) I guess I hav eto be lucky that I'm getting a scope after five years of being told my GI issues were "nothing".
 
Cat-

Oh I know that about partial obstruction and whatever, I'm not going to eat myself into the hospital. It takes small amounts to trigger me. It takes alot to cause the cramps and stuff that say I'm having trouble getting food through and passing blood (think having chinese veggies every day for lunch, like I did before I knew of the connection between insoluble fibre and ouchies).

I'm not looking to get myself really bad, in fact I'm going to have to wait a bit now 'cause I am getting there now. Pretty friggin sore, having gaurding, and constipated to all get out. Having to go about 3-4 times a day and barely getting anything out. I know it's bad because literally every time I get to this point, my GF's mom says 'You feeling alright, you're looking awfully pasty'.

I'm basically just trying to do an elimination diet so I can figure out if allergies are adding, or hell, causing alot of my issues. Didn't mean to make it sound like anything other than that, or cavalier. Just my frustration coming out I suppose.

Astrid-
Why don't they do an MRI on your head if they think it's all in your head? I think it'd be awfully difficult for your intestine to get into your head, and I'm sure it'd cause bigger problems even if it was!
:ybiggrin:
Seriously though, even if it's 'nothing', I don't get where docs get off saying 'it's all in your head', so is freaking schizophrenia, but you don't see anyone saying they're all doing great. If you're hurting you're hurting.

Don't worry too much about the colonoscopy, the stories are worse than the reality. It's a shitty prep, but not too bad, some people say chill it and drink it through a straw, I didn't find it too bad. Hated it, but didn't find it too bad. For the real business, you're out cold, don't know nothing.

Hopefully you're going to get an answer.

Have you had any other studies? Small bowel followthrough or anything?

Quirky: Oh no :( feel better.

Dahl,
I know what you mean. I have different problems, but for me, appetite issues are almost worse than being in pain. I love to eat. Not being hungry is weird. I never know when I should eat or when I should stop eating. I always end up overeating, or if I don't get a routine, undereating.

Enjoy
Nathan
 
Astrid, what type of neuro symptoms are you having if any? I ask because they could be related to your digestive problems as well. Nathan's right, the prep is worse than the actual procedure. For me I vomit every time during the prep, at the same point through. It's pretty awful for me, but next time I get a scope I'll ask for a prescription prep. Unfortunately, Crohn's is difficult to diagnose. Your scope may or may not be a moment of clarity and a direct next step. You may require more testing, for instance, after my colonoscopy my GI saw some information, but right at the point he could no longer see, so he ordered a capsule endoscopy, also known as a pill cam, in order to see all of the intestine. But this cannot take biopsies, like a doctor can during a regular scope.
I know it's difficult not to feel anxious and worried about your upcoming scope, but try not to. The procedure is quick and you are sedated through out, once the prep is done, which most people don't have any issues with, it's smooth and easy. Not as bad as it sounds at all.

Nathan, I hate it. I haven't felt hunger in over a year. I don't know what it's like. I know when my stomach is empty because it hurts and makes sounds. It also does that when it gets food in it too, but different of course. I don't get hungry anymore. I usually can't eat more than four or five bites of something before I start to feel full. And then that awful nausea that comes and I can't force myself to take a bite. I try to be better about snacking through out the day but it's just so easy not to eat. That's why I love ensure. If I put something in my stomach first thing in the morning, which is usually not an option, then I'm more prone to eat more later in the day. It whets what little appetite I have. I use to love food. I use to eat chile and tacos and enchiladas everyweek, but now I can have none. Elimination diet is good. For me I have to stay away from pretty much everything. No dairy of any kind, No fiber either and I so miss my vegetables. Not many sugars, I stray away from anything fake, such as sweeteners. But for the most part I eat white pastas and and white rice. My hubby fries up some rice with some egg and it is so yummy, we eat that at least 4 times a week. Usually I only eat one meal, maybe a little bit of a snack but not much. It's so strange how IBD changes your relationship with food. It's like as if someone suddenly became allergic to oxygen, okay not that drastic, but it's a strange feeling when something that is suppose to sustain you, hurts you.
 
Sorry to hear so many others are having neurological issues as well. All I can say is hang in there, it took me 18 months to get a referral to neurology. I managed it in the end by focussing on a single symptom- pins and needles (had them now for 28 months and counting!)- and not complicating matters by mentioning my other symptoms like fatigue, brain fog, as they were leading doctors to think along the lines of Crohn's side effects or depression.

I also had to play the game and take antidepressants for a while, with only a slight temporary reduction in some symptoms, but not in the pins and needles- hence me focussing on it in later doctors visits.

Dahl- it sounds like you are in a similar position to me, optic neuritis can be considered a specific type of CIS, as can transverse myelitis (think someone else on here had that?). Optic neuritis occurs solely in the optic nerve, transverse myelitis in the spinal cord, whereas the inflammation I had was in my actual brain somewhere (can't remember where- is that a bad sign?).

I hope your latest neurological problems turn out to be something benign and treatable like a vitamin deficiency!
 
God, one year, rough. I am lucky so far, I don't have really severe symptoms, except rarely I get bad pain. I'm undiagnosed, of course.

I love me some fried rice. Can't get enough of the stuff. Delicious.

I am a bit lucky as well, some of the stuff I like, but isn't really -good- for gut problems ends up being zero sum. Like spicy stuff, oh man do I love spicy stuff. Horrible for the gut right? Certainly lands me on the road to cranky-colon land. Right, but it gives me loose stools, which honestly, I welcome after the long term constipation. :p

I've been getting nausea alot this flare too, which I certainly don't like. I liked when my pain was confined to my lrq and was just something I could bitch about and didn't actually affect my life.

Rebecca- Isn't that the way it is? Gotta play your cards close to your chest with doctors these days. Play your cards wrong, say the wrong thing, they shoo you out of the office with nothing to show for it.
 
Rebecca- my optic neuritis was never confirmed actually, they couldn't see the inflammation so called it retro-bulbar optic neuritis and sent me to other specialist who couldn't find a reason. But it occurred at a time that I was taking an anti-biotic for an ear infection. I had an awful feeling on my face like there was glass beneath my skin, or like the pink insulation that's itchy and painful at the same time. I thought it was an allergic reaction at the time and said so to my docs at the time. But it sounds like a classic MS attack to me. Now I have tremors in my hands and upper legs. I shake like crazy going up stairs or starting to sit down or stand up. I also have bad balance now. I sometimes feel like this is all neuro related instead of IBD related. Like the signals in my brain aren't reaching my gut. I have such a hard time removing stool. I have to strain so hard and have to feel very defeated every time I use the toilet. No matter if my stools are hard or watery, I cannot pass them easily and I never leave feeling like I removed all my stool. It's an awful feeling and I hate my life every day because of it. The body is so complex though, anything could be anything.
 
Hello everyone! I'm sorry I haven't been around much lately....my flare just keeps getting worse and worse. I've been trying to keep up with all of my activities but its hard! I'm not going to be able to completely catch up here in this thread, but I do want to welcome all the new members.

Pebbles, your story sounds a lot like mine. My doctors were looking for Crohn's for years and years, when it turned out to be IBS caused by Lupus. It took me trying a rheumy and a positive ANA to finally get on the right track. Hang in there!

I saw my new Rheumy at the army hospital 3.5 hours away (the same one that treats everyone injured in Afghanistan). I had a CT scan in the morning, which went fine, but the results weren't ready for my rheumy appointment. The rheumy appointment went well actually. He was very thorough, and he is dead set on an official diagnosis. He said most of his patients he can give a diagnosis within ten minutes of first meeting them, and that I'm a very special case. He ordered a TON of blood tests (I'm not kidding, almost a pint of blood taken), urine test, and I go back and see him on Thursday the 26th to see what he thinks after looking at all my test results. From what he knew from the appointment on Monday, he thinks it is Lupus. If he can't gather enough evidence for full blown Lupus, he is going to diagnose Undifferentiated Connective Tissue Disease...basically the same thing as Lupus, just a connective tissue disease they can't quite pinpoint. Its the same meds and such. Anywho, I am very happy with how he wants to attack my disease... finally someone wants to just put a name on it already so that ALL doctors will take me seriously and make sure I have every medication I need.

An update on the anxiety meds I got put on...oh my goodness, they have helped so much it is unbelievable! Even my social anxiety is greatly reduced. No more anxiety from the pain, no more panic attacks...I am very happy about it. I hated to break down and get medication for it, it felt like being weak and giving up, but I see now that I am strong for finally doing something about it. I highly suggest this route for anyone dealing with mental health issues from having a chronic health condition.

I hope everyone has a good weekend! I'm going to try and check in a little more often if I can.
 
Hi everyone, and a welcome to all the new people who have been posting.

Meg, i'm sorry to hear things are iffy, hope you get a resolution soon!
Allie, your new Rheumy sounds awesome!

Not much going on with me, will see my own Rheumy in just over 3 weeks. Going to have a good long chat about where things are as the short-term steroids didn't work so I am assuming the back-up plan of long term steroid treatment without a dx is off the table. Which means more groping around for a dx! Also will see what the Pred did for my inflammation markers. And want to know if London will be testing me for the 2 other types of Amyloidosis if the genetic test comes back negative.

Have cancelled my GI appointment and requested a discharge which has been granted, I don't see they have anything to offer me there, especially after a normal PET/CT scan.

Was nervous about navigating the tube on my own when I go to London (years since i've done it and not done a 2x tube journey before!) but my Nan very generously has said she will pay for taxis there and back for me which is amazing so I don't have to worry about that any more.

Pretty fed-up of my body not working correctly and not knowing why! Also had a flare which wasn't easy recovering from, had to use immodium to get back to eating again which I never use unless absolutely necessary so you know it was a bad one.

Total declined social invites this summer stand at 2 BBQs, 2 hen nights, 3 wedding receptions, this really sucks. I finally re-connect with more friends and so get loads more invites and I can't accept any! Did make a wedding (was hoping to do another but my friend doesn't have room for me- totally fine with that but it is disappointing) and am going to a friends house in 3 weeks to help her stuff envelopes for the support group she runs, will be nice to see her and her lovely dog, will have to sit and watch everyone eat pizza though lol :( My only control is to not eat unless I am home for the day so that rules out eating anything at here.

Other than that we are having some decorating and diy done which is planned to take 4/5 days, so Thurs, Fri then the Mon, Tues and Wed. I couldn't do 5 days straight, will be hard enough staying up all day I need alot more sleep normally but needs must and will be so nice when it's done. Mum is taking the Tues afternoon off so I can have a break.
 
dahlfacepoet, I mostly experience balance problems, which my GP didn't see when examinimg me. He did find reduced sensation in my legs and kept repeating one of the reflex tests (where they shove a sharp object across the sole of your foot and your toes have to do something odd), so I assume he wasn't sure about that either (the med student who examined me for my routine physical check-up in 2008 did this check a dozen times too and wanted to refer me to neurology then, but this wasn't followed through on). I have other sympotms, like someone mentioned such as brain fog and fatigue, but these are seen as psychological, as a side effect of antidepressants/antipsychotics, or as caused by iron or B12 deficiency (both of which are normal now).
 
Astrid-
Why don't they do an MRI on your head if they think it's all in your head? I think it'd be awfully difficult for your intestine to get into your head, and I'm sure it'd cause bigger problems even if it was!
:ybiggrin:
Seriously though, even if it's 'nothing', I don't get where docs get off saying 'it's all in your head', so is freaking schizophrenia, but you don't see anyone saying they're all doing great. If you're hurting you're hurting.

I guess it's the stigma of mental illness. I have pretty severe psychiatric conditions, so it's quite easy for docs to say it's all psychological. That plus the fact htat I don't go in for a year when having been told once that it's "nothing", because I don't want to be seen as a raging hypochondriac. I'm glad at least it's finally being taken seriously.
 
hi everyone

i'm 19 and have suffered for 3 or 4 years now with digestive problems. I was ignored by my GP for many months who put my symptoms down to 'stress and anxiety' as I was sitting my GCSE exams. I was in chronic pain and began vomiting heavily and went down to 6stone before anyone took any serious notice. After countless tests, gastroscopy showed I had pyloric stinosis and a duodenal ulcer. I was put on a PPI and given several dialatations but it was then decided that I needed surgery - I had a route en y gastrojejunostomy. I recovered well from my surgery, putting on 2 stone, and was well for a few months afterwards. Unfortunately, I began having stomach cramps, blood in my stools, diarrohea, constipation, but the tests all come back normal despite all 3 consultants I have seen suspecting crohns. I had a terrible bout of diarrhea in which i lost a stone in a week and had a MRI, camera, and all proved normal, in which time I became anxious and depressed. Currently, I am having mishaps every couple of weeks where I have abdominal pain, diarrohea and I have constant mouth ulcers and muscle pains when this happens. My current weight is preventing me from going to university as I am considered unfit to be a nurse due to being underweight (7st) and no matter how much food I eat, I cannot put any on! Went to my GP in despair the other day and all she had to say was "are you unhappy?" and when I showed my mouth ulcers "have you been chewing your lip?" Feels like everyone makes out it's all in my head! xx
 
I guess it's the stigma of mental illness. I have pretty severe psychiatric conditions, so it's quite easy for docs to say it's all psychological. That plus the fact htat I don't go in for a year when having been told once that it's "nothing", because I don't want to be seen as a raging hypochondriac. I'm glad at least it's finally being taken seriously.

I hear ya, my last doc, I didn't go in for a few months because he said 'if you get any worse, come back in'. I stayed the same, in pain for a few months, then went back when I started having blood.

His reaction? "Well if you haven't been back here in three months, as far as I am concerned, you were better! What do you want me to do!?"

Oh dear, I'm glad I've got a new doc.

And yeah, it's easy for them to do that, but they're getting paid lots of money not to do what's easy but to do what's right! gah.

Nathan
 
Astrid, get an MRI as soon as you can, or a referral to a neurologist. The toe reflex is indicative of neuro problems. That is an important piece of information that most docs don't know what do do with. Based on what you told us, you should seek an MRI and a neurologist. I'm in the process of doing that myself. I know how you feel, being hesitant with doctors, but a neurologist will listen to this and they will not brush this off.
 
lwhite184, I am so sorry you have been in pain and having trouble for so long without beign taken seriously. I feel for you.

Dahl, I will see a neuro on Aug 22. The GP didn't say my reflex was abnormal, but based on how often he repeated the test plus the fact that the med student in 2008 wanted to get me to a neuro too based on this (among other things), I suspect there's something going on. They don't do MRIs too easily in the Netherlands, since CTs are much cheaper (I had a CT in 2005 that came back normal, but I know an MRI shows more detail). I do have a diagnosed neuro condition, ie. hydrocephalus, but have been asymptomatic for over 20 years.
 
Haven't been on here for quite a while, but feeling quite frustrated. Took our kiddos on vacation to Mexico this summer and managed to have a great/non-bathroom oriented time...until we were checking out to fly home.

As of today, I've had diarrhea every day, every meal save 2 days since then. That equals 22 days. Thought I picked up some bug so I waited a week with no improvement then called GI. (Scope in June showed one polyp but biopsied normal.) Got the blow off from office staff that they could see me in a month, told them that was not acceptable so I got lab orders instead of an appointment.

Ended up in ER last Thursday because of pain and constant going. Of course, standard CBC, CT, etc. fluids, pain meds and sent home. "We don't see anything." My husband keeps joking it's all in my head, even though that hurts me I know he's just as frustrated. I finally went off on GI's "assistant" today and got a call back from the doctor himself. Blood work and fecal tests look normal except Celiac test is not back yet. He says, "Sometimes Crohn's can be in the small bowel." No shit? I've known that for 16 years since my BROTHER was diagnosed! At least I held my attitude and he is ordering the pill cam for this week and to go back to the immodium since the lomotil gives me headaches.

Yay, and my husband doesn't (which I understand) want to "waste" the money on a nice dinner for our anniversary tonight because I'll just crap it out an hour later.

Ok, I'm done with my pity party now.
 
Scrapnteacher, good luck with your pill cam. I hope it gives you some answers so that you can get some relief! As for your husband, nice attitude (not). My hubby had a similar unsympathetic attitude towards my illness, that is, up until he got bad kidney stones. Then he got a taste of what it's like to be ill and suffer with horrible symptoms that can come out of nowhere and incapacitate you. Let's just say karma is a b! ;) I hope you can have a happy anniversary anyway and best of luck with the pill cam!

Iwhite, welcome to the club and the forum. I agree with what Star said, it sounds like a new GP is in order. It's definitely not all in your head - I've had doctors tell me that too, but it's simply not true. Unfortunately sometimes it takes switching doctors a few times before you find one who actually takes you seriously and works hard to figure out what is making you so ill, rather than just writing you off like what your GP is doing. Hang in there, I hope you can get some answers soon!

Allie, it sounds like you had a really good Rheumy appt and I hope the follow-up with test results goes equally as well! You're so close to a solid diagnosis now and I hope you can finally get it! As for the anxiety, you mentioned the meds you're on even help with social anxiety. Could you explain more about that? I haven't had a panic attack in years, so I don't know if I'm even a candidate for anxiety meds, but I have a lot of social anxiety. Sometimes I wonder if I have Asperger's or something like that, as I really don't like talking to people very much and I hate making eye contact too! I am usually able to make myself look at the other person's face, but rarely make actual eye contact - I often will look at the eyebrows, eyelashes, nose, freckles, etc of whoever I am talking to. I hate going out, would much rather stay home and watch TV. I get anxious when I have plans that involve other people besides just me and hubby - I'm okay with him, but when others are involved I just find myself wishing I could go home and be alone again. Is your social anxiety anything like that? I wonder if meds would help me not be such a weirdo in that regard. I've been thinking for years that I should just go to my GP and see about being tested for Aspergers, but the thought of that makes me really anxious too! Either way I don't really want to know the results, you know? If I have Aspergers, then it would confirm that there's something wrong with my brain - if I don't have Aspergers then I'm just a weirdo for no reason I guess. Either one is not something I would very easily be able to deal with. Anyway, I'm rambling, but glad to hear that things went well with the appointment and are going well med-wise. Good luck on the 26th!

Star, good luck with the Rheumy appointment, I hope you can get some answers as to why pred didn't work and what it did for your CRP, if anything. And that's good to hear that you get to take a taxi to London rather than navigate public transportation, that's got to be one major worry off your shoulders! What kind of remodeling projects are you doing? Hubby and I are saving up for a big project at our house - we only have one bathroom, and it's really ugly and needs to be remodeled. (The color scheme is pink, brown, and yellow - reminds me of pee, poo, and pepto!) But we can't do anything major to the bathroom unless we have another bathroom to use in the meantime - can't be without a toilet for any amount of time obviously! So we're prepping our basement to put a bathroom down there. It's a lot of work! It's always satisfying to get a DIY project finished though so I know I'll be happy when it's all done. Anyway, good luck with your remodeling project, I hope it's not too labor-intensive for you.

Meg, sorry to hear that you are flaring. :( How are your other health issues - I think you mentioned that your foot has still been giving you trouble too? That stinks. I really hope your health gives you a break and lets you feel good for awhile! Hang in there!

My goodness, there have been a lot of posts here lately! For those I haven't responded to, I hope you all can get things figured out and get some symptom relief soon. Welcome to the new people and hi to the regulars - big hugs to all!

As for me, I'm doing okay. My arthritis was acting up terribly last week after I stupidly decided to go for a jog - I jogged one mile, which was my goal, but I ended up in awful pain because of that. I'm still a bit achey today but better than I was. Stupid arthritis! I have decided that I just cannot jog anymore, it's not worth the pain. I can ride my bike for miles without arthritis pain and I can also do yoga and lift weights without pain, so I'm just going to stick to things like that. I really want to exercise without limitations, but I have come to accept that I do have limitations and just need to work around them, and apparently that means no more jogging. That's been a bit depressing though and part of me still just wants to jog and deal with the pain as it comes. I'm stubborn that way. But anyway, yeah, besides that I've been pretty well. Guts are pretty happy, GERD has still been acting up a bit but no more than usual. I'm definitely mentioning the GERD issues at my GI appointment next week.
 
Astrid, good that you have an appointment soon. My dear friend who has been ill sometime told me about the toe test. Just like you described. When her reflex is tested her toes goes the opposite way, she can't remember which way it goes, she just knows it's the wrong way. She said this test gets the same results in most MS patients, just to let you know where I got this information. Definitely mention this to your neuro.

Cat, I have the same type of social anxiety. There's a test somewhere online that has over 100 questions and it measures asperger tendencies. I'll see if I can find it again. I took it and got a really high score which said "I'm very like Asperger" of course it's just a test and not a diagnosis. I used to work as a behavioral therapist for austistic kids. I loved the job and learned a lot. I have suspected I have Asperger's for a while. I don't make eye contact, I don't go out with friends, and when I do, I try to get home as soon as possible. I canceled a lot of plans mostly because I didn't want to be out. I hate interviewing because I know I don't make eye contact and I continually remind myself to do so. Although I'd like to say having Asperger's does not mean anything is wrong with your brain. It just means your brain works differently than most others. What other quirks do you have, maybe we are the same kind of weird too. I am also kind of OCD when it comes to certain things like my food, even before the tummy troubles. And I've always had the tendency to crunch my toes. I keep them curled when I am relaxed and often times jam them into the ground. I don't notice my toes are like that until they start to hurt.

As for me I have one week till my appointment with my new GP. I'm scared and anxious for it, but happy to be under some treatment again. Also I'm gonna push myself and go to a concert tomorrow night, since it's my favorite band and they only come here once every 3 years. And I missed the last two times they were here, so I really want to go. I hope I feel well enough to go.
 
Thanks Cat! I will get a train from my home town to London and then a mini-cab from the train station to Hospital which saves me getting two underground trains. Has been years since i've navigated they system and I was nervous I will admit.

We're having the living room re-decorated and a few small diy jobs done. We've hired someone to do the work, the hard part for me is being up 9-5 for several days since I need so much sleep! As Mum has to work so I will be supervisor along with Lily the cat lol.
 
dahlfacepoet, I think my GP put the thing about the reflex on the referral form for the neuro, but I willl mention that similar inconsistent results were found in 2008. Your toes are supposed ot move inward, but mine move the wrong direction sometimes and the right direction at other times it seems.

Have a good time at the concert!

As for hte Aspie quiz, I don't know how much research went into it. The autism qotient test which is at the Wired site (too lazy to look up the specific URL) is pretty scientific, an dmuch shorter than the Aspie quiz. It was used two out of three times I was evaluted for Asperge'rs (I carry a diagnosis).
 
Ow, my freaking JOINTS. God I'm aching. Mostly all in my 'bad' arm, I fell on it and hurt two of the joints in the past, once on stairs, once skiing, I guess that's why that one gets targeted when I get a flare.

My hand is killing my, my elbow is killing me, my shoulder is killing me, and my knee is killing me. I can't even rest my arm on the armrest of this chair because of my elbow, and this is a cushioned chair.

My guts are doing the same as always, except for more nausea than usual, but I'll live.

Oh, and I'm down to 145 pounds on the scale that, before I ever knew what sickness was, read 175. I'm still in a decent weight range for my height, but I don't have much fat left to lose.

October can't come fast enough.

Nathan

Edit: Oh, and the 145 is down from about 3 years ago, so it's not rapid weight loss, just sustained. I'm down about 5 from a month ago.
 
sorry everybody for not replying, just had a real bad few days. i cant move my head without it hurting so bad.. and the nausea - ugh!

my next colonoscopy has really crept up on me and its next wednesday! i really really dont want to have it. my sigmoid was way too painful. and the last colonoscopy i had i struggled so much with the bowel prep :(

@cat - has your arthritis calmed down at all?
@nathan - i still cant believe you have to wait until october for your gastro appt. has your GP given you any meds to keep you going?

as for everybody else, welcome to the club! sorry you've had to join us! i just feel so rough ive not had time to read everyone's stories.

im back at the GP on friday to discuss my new referral to a rheumy.
hope everybody feels better soon xxxxxxx
 
bozzy- bit of this and that, for IBS/constipation symptom relief, and for reflux.

I'm not really that hard up, so I can understand the wait given the non-urgent nature. In principle I'm content with waiting as that's the nature of a public, equal opportunity healthcare system. In reality I do get a bit frustrated given that the extent of my wait could have been alleviated if my first GI, when I first had problems, hadn't discharged me. But she did, and that's why I couldn't get in within a few weeks rather than a few months.

bozzy- Nausea and bad headache? Migranes? Sounds nasty.

I've got a bad headache now too, had a rough cold the last few days, got over it yesterday, but I have that after-cold dry cough, and the fits have given me a headache. o.o

I've read here that you can make your prep better by drinking through a straw and chilling it? Try that perhaps? I didn't mind mine too much. Tasted like hell, but choked it down. Also, I found just chugging it, keeping it off your tongue helps, but really at the end of the day it just sucks.

Hope it goes alright
Nathan
 
the headaches are val salva headaches - so only hurt for a few seconds (but its a really intense pain) ive had migraines before, but its not that (at least i dont think it is haha)

yeah we have fairly long waits on NHS too - obviously this is dependant on the urgency of the illness.
i had klean prep last time, i had it in the fridge and used a straw.. i tried mixing lime cordial into it. but no help :( oh well.
 
Dahl, thanks for that link. I took the quiz, and my result was "You are very likely an Aspie". The quiz brought up some things that I do without really realizing it, too - or at least, things I do which I didn't even realize were Aspie-ish, I thought they were just my own quirks. I definitely plan for everything and like to be prepared for anything, and I bite my lip a lot when I'm feeling socially anxious (I used to tuck my hair behind my ears but forced myself out of that habit, and lip biting seems to have taken its place). And tags on clothing bother the crap out of me, whenever I get new clothes the first thing I do (even before washing them) is to cut out all the tags! Hmmm, I'm very intrigued now. I will try to be brave and ask my GP about Asperger's the next time I see him.

Star, good luck with the remodeling. As for being awake 9-5, will the workmen take a lunch break or anything like that? Perhaps you could sneak in a quick nap then?

Astrid, I will google that autism quotient test you mentioned. I know I took a different online test in the past and it may have been that one, it sounds familiar. I believe my result on that was borderline-Asperger's, or at least my results weren't clear-cut one way or the other, something like that. It was awhile ago so I am fuzzy on the details.

Nathan, all my joints hurt while in a flare, but only my right hip hurts outside of a flare. I was diagnosed with arthritis by one doctor and bursitis by another. I tend to believe the arthritis diagnosis a little bit more these days so I just call it arthritis. Anyway, my point is, do your joints only hurt in a flare? Or do certain joints hurt all the time or at random times not in a flare? If the latter, you might want to go to your GP and get an x-ray to look for arthritis. If you catch it before it gets too bad, you might be able to feel a lot better with things like physical therapy (gentle stretching and/or strengthening exercises). I went through PT for my hip and I'm glad I did, generally speaking it doesn't hurt nearly as much nowadays.

Bozzy, thanks for asking - my hip is still a little bit sore, but not nearly as bad as it was. And oh dear, I certainly don't envy you having to do prep. I hope it goes okay and isn't too miserable. Are you allowed to take any meds with your prep to make it go easier? The last time I did prep, I was allowed to take as much Zofran as I needed for nausea, and that helped quite a bit. I didn't vomit that time, whereas the first time I did prep I didn't take Zofran and I did vomit. I still got severely dehydrated both times I did prep, but at least I didn't puke the 2nd time. ;) Anyway, good luck with it, I hope the prep is worth it and that you get some answers out of this scope.

Sooo, my hip is feeling better but today I am stressed and unhappy and angry and depressed and pretty much every negative emotion you can think of. So upset! I wrote about this in the mini-vents thread already but here's the long and short of it. Some of you may recall me talking about my hubby, and how he couldn't find a full-time job so he was working 2 part-time jobs, and how he had been downsized/laid off from one of those part-time jobs last month. Well, now it sounds like he's probably going to be fired from his other part-time job today. That's the teaching job and he apparently forgot he had a class to teach yesterday, so he didn't show up. It was totally hubby's fault, it just slipped his mind. So that's great, he went from having 2 jobs to now having zero. Like we weren't poor enough already, and now he goes and loses 2 jobs in 2 months. Yes, the first job loss wasn't his fault, but this one is! I'm so mad, upset, frustrated, depressed, argh! The stress is taking a toll on my guts and things have been upset all day and all last night too. I've cried at work a few times today and I hate crying at work. I feel so helpless and frustrated, everything is out of my control but I just need to keep muddling through and hope hubby gets his act together and finds another job. If he doesn't or can't find another job? No worries, I'll pay all our bills, I'm superIBDwoman and I can be ill and work and do it all. Urgh.
 
hi everyone

i'm 19 and have suffered for 3 or 4 years now with digestive problems. I was ignored by my GP for many months who put my symptoms down to 'stress and anxiety' as I was sitting my GCSE exams. I was in chronic pain and began vomiting heavily and went down to 6stone before anyone took any serious notice. After countless tests, gastroscopy showed I had pyloric stinosis and a duodenal ulcer. I was put on a PPI and given several dialatations but it was then decided that I needed surgery - I had a route en y gastrojejunostomy. I recovered well from my surgery, putting on 2 stone, and was well for a few months afterwards. Unfortunately, I began having stomach cramps, blood in my stools, diarrohea, constipation, but the tests all come back normal despite all 3 consultants I have seen suspecting crohns. I had a terrible bout of diarrhea in which i lost a stone in a week and had a MRI, camera, and all proved normal, in which time I became anxious and depressed. Currently, I am having mishaps every couple of weeks where I have abdominal pain, diarrohea and I have constant mouth ulcers and muscle pains when this happens. My current weight is preventing me from going to university as I am considered unfit to be a nurse due to being underweight (7st) and no matter how much food I eat, I cannot put any on! Went to my GP in despair the other day and all she had to say was "are you unhappy?" and when I showed my mouth ulcers "have you been chewing your lip?" Feels like everyone makes out it's all in my head! xx

Hi. I am sorry for all you've been through. I agree you need to find a new GP to help you. Feel free to post a new thread to the main Your Story forum here .... you will be able to get more support and ideas there from others.
 
the headaches are val salva headaches - so only hurt for a few seconds (but its a really intense pain) ive had migraines before, but its not that (at least i dont think it is haha)

Ouchie, no good. I have migraines rarely, but not so much anymore.

Cat-

Well, I have had issues off and on with individual joints in the past. (One shoulder, and my knee post-injury), but no generally it's only an issue when I've been having stomach issues.

Thanks
Nathan
 
Yugghhh. I feel awful today! My right ear has been plugged up for 2 days now. I can't hear well out of it, it's ringing constantly, and there's a lot of pressure behind my ear too. It's quite unpleasant. I googled and have tried various so-called remedies but just can't get it to un-plug. It was annoying yesterday but today it's worse - I now also have a severe headache, and I'm dizzy. The dizziness is causing nausea. My guts also cramped up pretty badly this morning although they're feeling somewhat better now (I'm sticking to safe/low res foods today just in case it gets worse again). I don't know why this is happening but I don't like it! I googled and one of the things I read about plugged ears is "if it lasts a couple of weeks, call your doctor." It's only been 2 days and I'm already at my wits end so there's no way I'm waiting weeks - I think I will call my GP tomorrow if this doesn't let up by then. Blah! Just when I think I've got my health back on track - IBD under control, GERD somewhat controlled, arthritis feeling better, and have recovered from a cold - something new hits me out of nowhere! Yuck!

I hope everyone else is doing okay today? Sorry for being such a whiner, I think being in remission has spoiled me and now I complain when any health issue comes up.
 
Cat.

Sounds like you've got an ear infection on the go, are you on any medicine that make you more prone to infections? If so I'd get it looked at, just to be sure.

I'm doing alrightish, my joint pain has mostly subsided, my guts are still rolling, with constant nausea, but I'm dealing. Gut pain is also constant and unchanging.

Nathan
 
Back
Top