Thanks all...the good wishes and messages do really mean so much.
Update- Comes with an advanced warning that I am in a foul mood and p'd off beyond any reasonable doubt!
Had to return to theatre yesterday to have the abscess redrained. Think they took about 100ml this time round, but as per my insistence it was done under local rather than general anaesthetic, It does feel better today, but do you know when you just don't feel 'right'...can't put my finger on it, but something feels wrong somehow. Maybe I'm just over reacting...maybe it's all in my head and I am in fact now going crazy!?
Have also started to run a temp, at last checking 38.3c, so have started on paracetamol IV, and due to the Flagyl, have the vomiting back, so on Metrocloperamide IV too. Yes, my veins resemble sieves!
Bang goes my afternoon at the rugby....
God, when will all this shit end?
I just want to be back to being me...I just want the shit life I had with UC, rather than a shittier life with CD and Cancer. Of course, being the weekend, my med team aren't here, it's all on calls. Getting answers from them is harder than persuading me to stay in bed!!
Do you think they would notice if I just tucked my IV's into my pockets and went to the rugby regardless this avo??
Right, before I moan myself into oblivion, I should leave ya all in peace.
Thanks for listening,
And xxx