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After reading the post asking what everyone's weight was I got to thinking, what have your weight struggles been like throughout your life?
I've always bounced all over the place. When I was 12-13 I weighed about 125 and I was 5'5. Everyone thought I was anorexic. At 13 I got put on tons of medication and ballooned up to 180. At 16 I stopped taking my meds and dropped down to 135 in a matter of a couple months. I stayed around 130-135 for a while until I was about 19 and got up to 165. Once again I got sick and dropped all the weight again until I was 135. It was always so embarassing for me to gain and lose weight so fast because you can see the shocked looks on peoples faces. If I got heavy people would think how fat I got. When I lost weight I looked frail. I just can't win!
Before I got pregnant I was 135 and I struggled to gain weight in the first few months of my pregnancy. I was eating tons and wasn't gaining anything. My doctor just said eat more. I finally started to gain weight and then in my third trimester I starting gaining too much so they said slow down. Then I had a flare and lost weight and they said you have to eat. Sorry, but it's hard to keep any food in my system when it comes rushing out my rear two seconds after I eat.
At nine months I weighed 180 and a dropped down to 160 a couple months after my son was born and hovered there until recently. My son is now two and a half and I am 140. I pretty much lost that extra weight from flares that cause me too lose weight and then I don't gain it back.
When I feel better I like to do pilates and yoga because I have exercise induced asthma and its really difficult to do anything other than low impact stuff, even with my inhaler.
It's tough to lose weight on purpose. It's like my body holds onto it in case I flare up. Then when I flare I lose weight with no effort.
I've become so self conscious about my weight because of my struggles. I have pants in my closet that range from size sixteen to five. I try not to buy pants because I usually only get to wear them for a short period of time before they become too small or too large.
I'm in the stage now where I was forced to buy smaller pants a few months ago and now they are getting too big. I hope I can drop five pounds to get back to 135, but I want to do it on purpose. Not from being sick. I think I'm out of my current flare now. The last couple days have been really good. *crosses fingers* I hope this will continue so I can start doing pilates and yoga again.
So anyways, what about you guys? What is your weight struggle story?
I've always bounced all over the place. When I was 12-13 I weighed about 125 and I was 5'5. Everyone thought I was anorexic. At 13 I got put on tons of medication and ballooned up to 180. At 16 I stopped taking my meds and dropped down to 135 in a matter of a couple months. I stayed around 130-135 for a while until I was about 19 and got up to 165. Once again I got sick and dropped all the weight again until I was 135. It was always so embarassing for me to gain and lose weight so fast because you can see the shocked looks on peoples faces. If I got heavy people would think how fat I got. When I lost weight I looked frail. I just can't win!
Before I got pregnant I was 135 and I struggled to gain weight in the first few months of my pregnancy. I was eating tons and wasn't gaining anything. My doctor just said eat more. I finally started to gain weight and then in my third trimester I starting gaining too much so they said slow down. Then I had a flare and lost weight and they said you have to eat. Sorry, but it's hard to keep any food in my system when it comes rushing out my rear two seconds after I eat.
At nine months I weighed 180 and a dropped down to 160 a couple months after my son was born and hovered there until recently. My son is now two and a half and I am 140. I pretty much lost that extra weight from flares that cause me too lose weight and then I don't gain it back.
When I feel better I like to do pilates and yoga because I have exercise induced asthma and its really difficult to do anything other than low impact stuff, even with my inhaler.
It's tough to lose weight on purpose. It's like my body holds onto it in case I flare up. Then when I flare I lose weight with no effort.
I've become so self conscious about my weight because of my struggles. I have pants in my closet that range from size sixteen to five. I try not to buy pants because I usually only get to wear them for a short period of time before they become too small or too large.
I'm in the stage now where I was forced to buy smaller pants a few months ago and now they are getting too big. I hope I can drop five pounds to get back to 135, but I want to do it on purpose. Not from being sick. I think I'm out of my current flare now. The last couple days have been really good. *crosses fingers* I hope this will continue so I can start doing pilates and yoga again.
So anyways, what about you guys? What is your weight struggle story?