Aaahs
Aaahs
One doesn't need a test to know they are dealing with BAM. You have constant diarrhea, especially after you eat anything. Your stool consistentcy is very loose like mud or clear like tea. Sometimes it is all clear green, that is all bile. (Bile is green.) You may also suffer from incontince of stool if you have had multiple surgeries. (I have so mine may be worse than many others.) Quite simply it ruins your life as you once knew it. You always need to be close to a potty. I've had >7 fistulectomies so the bile acids quickly eat through the skin in my perianal area. I have a TOTO bidet on my toilet that is a lifesaver!! When I go anywhere I carry a diaper bag filled with extra clothing, adult diapers, wet wipes, Calmoseptine cream (to protect your skin) & any other item one may need if you have an accident!
If you have BAM you know it, must accept the life changes, including exhaustion and live on as positively as possible.
A therapist (over yrs.) is who finally helped me accept things; to take all the necessary rest I need, to arrange my plans differently and to not feel so guilty about it all. We ARE different from others and it is irrational to feel we are the cause of it all.
I wish the best to all of you!
If you have BAM you know it, must accept the life changes, including exhaustion and live on as positively as possible.
A therapist (over yrs.) is who finally helped me accept things; to take all the necessary rest I need, to arrange my plans differently and to not feel so guilty about it all. We ARE different from others and it is irrational to feel we are the cause of it all.
I wish the best to all of you!