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Ugh, I just feel like I need to vent right now. I was diagnosed with Crohn's when I was 9, and since then I've just never been any good at sport. Like, when I was young and new to being ill and everything I was told to hold off on the exercise, etc. It probably didn't help that I'm tiny, pale as porcelain and generally look really fragile as well.
But now I feel like I'm heading for remission and my lackadaisical attitude to exercise at school is coming back to bite me in the butt. I'm hopelessly unfit (you should see my pulse rate, it's 30bpm higher than my mother's) and in school the other day I had to do a 100m sprint, where I got four seconds behind everyone else and couldn't go on to do a second trial! I just wanted to vent - because I'm pretty much a perfectionist, I don't like being good in most respects at school and then being unable to do the simplest things when it comes to exercise.
It's not for want of trying, though: I do aerobics quite a lot, walk more than an hour a day, and I'm constantly trying to improve my muscle tone. But none it it seems to be working. :angry-banghead:
This probably didn't make any sense, because I'm kind of annoyed - and I apologise for that, hahaha! - but I just wanted to ask: have any of you gone through this? How did you deal with it?
But now I feel like I'm heading for remission and my lackadaisical attitude to exercise at school is coming back to bite me in the butt. I'm hopelessly unfit (you should see my pulse rate, it's 30bpm higher than my mother's) and in school the other day I had to do a 100m sprint, where I got four seconds behind everyone else and couldn't go on to do a second trial! I just wanted to vent - because I'm pretty much a perfectionist, I don't like being good in most respects at school and then being unable to do the simplest things when it comes to exercise.
It's not for want of trying, though: I do aerobics quite a lot, walk more than an hour a day, and I'm constantly trying to improve my muscle tone. But none it it seems to be working. :angry-banghead:
This probably didn't make any sense, because I'm kind of annoyed - and I apologise for that, hahaha! - but I just wanted to ask: have any of you gone through this? How did you deal with it?