Encouragement please :)

[4peace]

Like many of you here, I am feeling a tad overwhelmed...a walking pharmacy, Dr's appt. mom and juggling 2 jobs. My energy is soooo pathetic lately as well as memory. I feel like I have absolutely no drive whatsoever!
My mother passed away last October from Cervical Cancer, she lived with me and I took care of her 24/7. As the "1 yr anniversary" of her death approaches I'm finally dealing with it. The problem is I lay awake at night remembering all of the terrible moments we went through etc. Usually when I feel this overwhelmed, she would be the person I'd call and sh'ed say "sissy, walk by faith not by sight" etc. But she's not here anymore to make me feel like it's all going too be ok.
Sorry for the novel.. but could someone send those words to me "its all going to be ok" ?
Sometimes you just need a personal Cheerleader!

 

[DustyKat]

Oh 4peace I would be honoured to send you those words, "its all going to be ok"

We are here for you anytime, day or night. That is the beauty of coming here 4peace, there is always someone from around the world on here waiting, listening, thinking about you..............................

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

Take care hun,
Dusty

 

[roundtuit]

4Peace, It IS going to be OK...
Keep your faith...stay positive.
My dad was undergoing topical chemo over his entire head an neck. He was in so much pain...and he would still laugh and say,"it could be worse".
That is what I keep telling myself, it could be worse.
:hang::rosette2:

 

[jamie2462]

Hi 4peace.

The "it could be worse" is so true. We're all here to help you through the hard times tho... Be strong!!
-jamie

 

[rottengut91]

Aug. 31 was the "1 yr Anniversay" of my mother's passing. She suffered with Primary Pulmonary Hypertion for several years prior. She was and will always be my hero. I find wanting to ask for her advice all the time. Especially after she died, I wish I would have had her thoughts about how she felt when her mom passed. She was my best friend. I was extremely depressed throughout this passed year and have been recently been able to not cry when thinking of her. It does get easier. Remember, she hasn't left you. We all have a little of our moms inside of us. Maybe more than we'd like to admit at times. I feel my mothers strength everyday. Not everyone has a great mother, remember how lucky you are to have had such a wonderful person as yours.

 

[4peace]

Thank you all for your kind words. I feel much better today.

Julie- A special thanks to you for sharing your story with me. It rang true for me!

Love to all

 

[My Butt Hurts]

Awww, it IS going to be okay! Life is harder at some times than others, and you are going through a rough time right now. I am sure you are an amazing mom, let those kiddos see you shine! You can do it!