I was writing a post and then I clicked on the wrong thing and my post went away. Ahhhhhhhhhhh! I have been what I call "tired" for years. Some folks say tired. Some say exhaustion. Some say fatigue. I have not slept well for years. I sleep in a recliner because of my hip arthritis and my shoulder joint disease. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I was journaling for a while and the first thing I wrote in my journal every morning was......I'M TIRED. I took Lunesta for sleep for a few years but that is a dangerous drug and I would not recommend it. I tried Melatonin. I have never had a sleep study, but I would like one, as I have found myself occasionally waking up with a snoring sound and my mouth open. I live alone so I have no idea if I snore. I take Seroquel ( a psychiatric drug ) every night before I go to bed and that makes me tired and really helps me get to sleep. But I wake up at least twice every night. And recently, in the early morning hours I am waking up with arthritis and joint pain and so then my mornings suck. Doctors always ask me how many hours of sleep I get a night....I DON'T KNOW ! Maybe some folks have a form of narcolepsy ? I don't know anything about that condition, but I saw a commercial on television recently about it. I have been "tired" since at least 1996, that is when I went to my PCP and told her "why do I feel like a 96 year old when I am only 36 years old". The last 20 years have really been downhill for me as far as my health. One person on here wrote about participating in activities and being tired. I agree, it is hard to participate in ANYTHING when your body is so tired which makes your brain drained of energy too.
The fatigue I get from my Crohn's is so crippling. I cannot do much, and when I do finally muster up strength to accomplish something, I have to rest for days after. It is so annoying, especially because people just assume that I am lazy. I am not lazy, I'm just so exhausted!
Day 2 of Nuvigil update. No energy but more diarrhea. If the diarrhea doesn't stop I may need to stop this trial. Most people seem to respond within a few hours on the drug so the fact that I don't feel anything is upsetting.
Thanks, I'm just going to stop for now and resume it again in the very near future. See if it's a culprit.
Day 2 of Nuvigil update. No energy but more diarrhea. If the diarrhea doesn't stop I may need to stop this trial. Most people seem to respond within a few hours on the drug so the fact that I don't feel anything is upsetting.
The fatigue I get from my Crohn's is so crippling. I cannot do much, and when I do finally muster up strength to accomplisgeh something, I have to rest for days after. It is so annoying, especially because people just assume that I am lazy. I am not lazy, I'm just so exhausted!
Dont think I am crazy but provigil, which is used for narcolepsy a lower dose of course, but it s expensive, so ahhd meds are about the same when you dont have adhd it has the opposite effect working as a stimlant, ritalin 5mg twice daily was my first dosage, but didnt work so well after about a week so I found that adderall is stronger an works quicker, and I love it, I am not jittery and buzzing around but I feel like a normal functioning person. I started with 5mg twice a day and after a week moved up to 10mg twice a day, this seems to do the trick, you can go higher, but I dont want t feel high just normal. So here you go my suggestion, I hope this helps, it helped meI have been out of remission for about three years. I have had varying degrees of symptoms in that time. Fatigue has been a constant though. I work retail- its hard physical work. My husband is not so patient, his answer is don't work so hard at work so I can get all "my" stuff done at home! Easy for him to say! I just do the best I can.
I have had my Vit D and B checked- I take 50,000 of Vit D a day to get my number from 18 to 89. MY B is normal at 450, Thyroid normal. I still feel like I am dragging my way through the day.
I would dearly love to give up CD so I could feel "normal"!
Any suggestions? Anything I may be over looking?
Lauren
I got a b12 shot the other day and wonder if dr will prescribe for me to do them at home more often.
I'm so glad I found this group.
In June i was found to be suffering from severe anaemia, so I now have that to contend with. I am on iron tablets (also had two transfusions as an emergency it was that bad) which are helping. I am no longer dangerously anaemic I have been downgraded to significant and I am now getting more tests to diagnose my issues on that basis at a new Hospital.
Welcome StarGirrrrl. I am a new member here too and I have learned so much since I have joined.
I have iron deficient anemia also and I have had it for a while. I don't know exactly when I was diagnosed with it. In 2009 I had a routine blood test at my current Primary Care Physicians office. A few days later they called me at work and told me that I needed to go to the hospital as soon as possible to get a blood transfusion because my iron levels were very, very low. Inside of my head I was thinking "SAY WHAT ? ". After work I had to pick up my vehicle at the garage, then I had to go home to feed my cats. After that I drove to the hospital. I was admitted overnight and I was given two units of blood. And then after that was all done I started taking two iron pills every single day for the past five years. I have a brand new Primary Care Physician now and he gave me a blood test when I first saw him. He told me that I no longer needed to take my iron pills every day. I was a bit hesitant to stop taking the pills, but I trust him so I quit the iron pills. My iron had better not get low again because he decided to take me off of the pills ! It will make me mad if I have to have a transfusion again.
I am also taking a B12 vitamin and a D3 vitamin.
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dear stelarjess: I totally understand where you are coming from. I used to have a job 5 1/2 years ago. I worked at a bank for 24 years. I could meet deadlines, I could multitask, I could handle millions of dollars every day, I worked well with others, I cross-trained other employees, I knew how to do almost everything in the department I worked in. I could think and concentrate and focus and had a great memory. Now that is all gone. Between my mental illness issues and all of my physical health issues I am now on Disability. Right now there is no way I could get up at 5am every morning and work an 8 hour day. If I leave my apartment for a few hours to go to doctors appointments, classes, or run errands I feel like I have ran a million mile marathon ! I will feel physically and mentally empty. I am 54 years old now.
I cannot believe that when I was about 33 years old I was a vegetarian, I rode my bicycle about 15 miles every weekend, I walked 20 minutes every morning before work and I lost about 50 pounds. Wow, I actually felt good and I had energy then. What the heck happened ? I wish I was that person again.
I also can't remember what it feels like to feel well, to have energy. How do people get up, get ready, go to work, etc? I used to be one of those people!
being exhausted all the time sucks - but at least the cats get it...
http://www.buzzfeed.com/kaelintully/z-z-z-z-z-z-z-z-z-z#102f5c6
Does anyone else feel guilt over their fatigue? I've worked about 4 days the past 2 weeks and I'm feeling so guilty even though my boss is understanding.
I also can't remember what it feels like to feel well, to have energy. How do people get up, get ready, go to work, etc? I used to be one of those people!
At the beginning of May of this year I started to become very exhausted. It was something I really noticed. I even marked it down on my DayPlanner. Then the next day I wrote it down again. Then the next day, and the next day. Finally I just quit writing it down. After I started to become exhausted I started to have a major change in my bowels. I went from having diarrhea for 17 years to being constipated. The first two weeks I had one bowel movement a day and it was very firm and I had to push. Then the third week into May I had constipation so bad that I had to push very, very hard and the stool would barely come out of my body. Around that same time I took four Ducolax laxative pills. NOTHING HAPPENED AFTER TAKING THE PILLS ! I really knew something was wrong after that. From the beginning of May to around June 20th I lost 20 pounds. I had a loss of appetite. I was scared to eat, I think. I mean, why eat if it isn't going to come out of your body without pushing so hard you might just have a heart attack doing it. My hemorrhoids were not too happy with this constipation thing either. I finally got in to see a new Gastroenterologist and I had a colonoscopy recently and I am waiting for the biopsy results. But a lot of other things started to happen around the same time. I have arthritis in my neck, well THAT started to really bother me and I could hardly move my neck. I have problems with the shoulders too, and my left shoulder started hurting like hell. Even my hip arthritis was hurting me in the early AM hours each day, it woke me up and I could not get back to sleep. So all these things are connected. The exhaustion, the change in my bowels and the arthritis and joint pain. My feet even hurt, and now I have custom orthotics in my shoes ( I had never had my feet hurt before ). So, since May my health has been really changing. I was always tired anyhow, before the exhaustion started, but my tiredness was something I had been able to manage each day. But the exhaustion that I started to feel in May was something different. I am going to PT for my neck and shoulders. I really want pain medication but my doctors are not the kind to give me any. I sort of want the pain pills because I get grouchy when I am in pain. Some folks get the opiates prescribed to them so easily, but I never do. I was on hydrocodone for three months once and I really liked it. I took prednisone once too and I was in heaven for two weeks. Thanks for listening. Gotta go to bed now. Spending too much time on this computer, no wonder I cannot sleep !
Here is a resource for CFS. I came across it on a Lyme site. It's quite extensive but maybe it can help somebody.
https://sites.google.com/site/cfstestingandtreatmentroadmap/
Dan
Hi all. I just found this thread. I would call myself in remission, but fatigue is a huge issue for me. There is nothing medical to explain it that I know of, except maybe medication, but my physical and mental capacity is about 2-4 hours depending on what I am doing. If I do a lot one day I need to rest the next. I am currently not working. Thanks for letting me talk and know that I am not alone.
It sounds like you suffer from post extertional malaise such is a strong sign of chronic fatigue syndrome/myalgic encephalitis (ME/CFS) usually blood work comes back normal but there are key symptoms for a diagnosis.
Hi all
This is my first post here, I've been having this flare up for approx 9 months now. Due to start my first infliximab infusion next week ... don't know what to expect but willing to try anything at this point. Above all the other symptoms of crohns and many side effects of medication, the fatigue is crippling me. I can't get through a day without having to go back to bed at least once. The reaction of some people has upset me today, people who I consider good friends questioning why I've been napping and commenting I still look half asleep. How do others handle their fatigue and how can I make others understand that I have no control over it?? Feeling so fed up right now and judged because of my illness.:sign0144:
Hi all. I just found this thread. I would call myself in remission, but fatigue is a huge issue for me. There is nothing medical to explain it that I know of, except maybe medication, but my physical and mental capacity is about 2-4 hours depending on what I am doing. If I do a lot one day I need to rest the next. I am currently not working. Thanks for letting me talk and know that I am not alone.
ME is just becoming the more politically correct term for CFS because nobody takes chronic fatigue seriously, it sounds lazy or hokey when in fact it can be completely disabling. Phoenix Rising is a great resource http://phoenixrising.me/mecfs-basics/an-overview-of-chronic-fatigue-syndrome-mecfs-2
Hi guys, hope you are all well. If you have been diagnosed with IBD, then you cannot be diagnosed with CFS/ME is it is a diagnosis of exclusion and the symptoms must not be explained by any other condition (which it can be with IBD) - this is from UK practice and personal experience. Not trying to be discouraging and many of the techniques for CFS/ME might be of help (my brother suggests massage for muscle pain, and careful planning of activities but unfortunately when its at its worst, he has found nothing that can help the physical symptoms), but I don't want you to be chasing a false diagnosis. However, because there is no test for it, it may be that the diagnostic criteria vary across the world, so I stand very much corrected if others have a different experience. Please speak to your doctor about mental health support for ongoing fatigue, because depression is very common and if treated (through talking therapy (such as counselling and CBT) and medication) can be managed, and untreated can make the fatigue worse. Remember, mental health problems are NOT a sign of weakness, and are as important as physical problems.
Hope you guys and gals are managing ok. hugs x
Madmouse you are incorrect, many with ME suffer multiple health prob. Yes it's a diagnosis of exclusion but just because you have a condition like crohns doesn't mean you can't have another condition. That's like saying oh you have crohns so you can't have GERD. If your tests come back normal for deficiencies and your inflammation markers are low, crohns cannot explain bedridden fatigue. That's where a diagnosis like ME can come into play. Also, depression does manifest in physical symptoms but most with chronic illness like ME and crohns are depressed because of their condition. The depression comes after the debilitating aspect of illness. The medical community has a lot to learn, just because they can't explain things doesn't mean the person is depressed or crazy. Look at IBS, it's real but they don't know why.
I sleep in on the weekends which you would think would help but about 3 hours after I get up I am ready for a nap.
I never go out with friends any more. I think they have stopped asking me because I have turned them down so many times.
I sleep in on the weekends which you would think would help but about 3 hours after I get up I am ready for a nap.
I never go out with friends any more. I think they have stopped asking me because I have turned them down so many times.
It's so good to read through these stories and hear my story! I was starting to think that I was going crazy because nobody had an answer or even acted like they cared. It does make sense that it could be caused because our immune system is constantly fighting itself. It terrifies me to think of what I am going to be like when I am older. Right now I am 44 and feel like I'm moving at the pace of a 90 year old. I could see where depression would come into play. There are days where I am in tears because I am so tired of being this way.
Hi! First time here.
Decided I would talk to people who are in the same boat instead of those who don't understand because they don't have Crohn's.
Was diagnosed in 1997 and have only had 1 major flare up about 7 years ago. Disease is pretty well managed with Asacol. I still have pain and diarrhea at times when I eat something but overall my situation has been pretty mild. Have recently developed acid reflux and have had a couple bouts with kidney stones as well.
My biggest issue is the fatigue!!! I get so frustrated and depressed because I am so incredibly tired all of the time. I used to have fun be involved in family and friends. Now I have no desire to go out and do anything because my energy level is nil. All I want to do is sleep. There are days when it is all I can do to stay awake at work as well as driving to and from. Caffeine doesn't work, B12 doesn't work, energy bars don't work, energy drinks just make me jittery. I try different exercise options but after 2-3 weeks I don't feel any better and by then I am bored with the routine so I stop.
I am so tired of feeling this way. I want to go out and have fun and enjoy life again! Anybody have advice????? Please help.
Fatigue is so hard to deal with. The holidays are hard. A lot I want to do, but no motivation or energy. How does everyone keep up with life (cleaning, bills, laundry, cooking, dishes)? Even taking a shower can make me want to sit for a while. I feel like sometimes this consumes my energy and then I don't have energy to do anything fun, just want to watch TV.
Happy Thanksgiving to the people in America!
It's so good to read through these stories and hear my story! I was starting to think that I was going crazy because nobody had an answer or even acted like they cared. It does make sense that it could be caused because our immune system is constantly fighting itself. It terrifies me to think of what I am going to be like when I am older. Right now I am 44 and feel like I'm moving at the pace of a 90 year old. I could see where depression would come into play. There are days where I am in tears because I am so tired of being this way.
Hope those of you who celebrate Thanksgiving have a wonderful holiday!
I use to really get into holidays, making stuff and being with family. Now I could care less if I go to a family function or not. I would rather stay home cuddled up on the couch with my (four legged) kids!
I hate this disease!!!!
Extreme fatigue is a new thing for me. The last four weeks my whole life has been torn upside down. I feel like emotionally being extremely fatigued is hard as well. Anyone else feel frustrated and depressed that you don't have energy on top of all the other symptoms.
I suffer from Major Depressive Disorder. I know what deep depression feels like. I know all about isolating. I was just in the hospital a little over a year ago because I felt totally helpless and totally hopeless. I have come a long way since then. But I now know the symptoms and signs to look out for so that I don't end up in the hospital again. If you feel that your isolating is really affecting your life and your relationships, don't be afraid to ask your Primary Care Physician about it. I am not a doctor and this is not medical advice. I am just sharing my story.
Extreme fatigue is a new thing for me. The last four weeks my whole life has been torn upside down. I feel like emotionally being extremely fatigued is hard as well. Anyone else feel frustrated and depressed that you don't have energy on top of all the other symptoms.
Do I feel frustrated and depressed that I don't have energy on top of all the other symptoms...........yes.
I don't even work any longer. I have been collecting SSD benefits for the past two years. I have mental health issues and physical health issues as well. I have been tired for years. When is the last time I felt good ? I don't remember.:frown:
I am so with you. As stated before, I finally quite my job, so I could have some of a life. I have noticed the more fatigued I get then more headaches, muscle pain and sad I get. What is weird, I will be really tired and have a hard time getting back to sleep once I sleep for a while. Any suggestions to calm down and get back to sleep?
I also think that the headaches and muscle pain all go together with the fatigue. melatonin and hot tea are good for sleep. Currently on steroids so they make it hard for me to sleep. Since my most recent hospitalization due to a flare up i have been on Ambien. I feel like it helps but i am still up several times a night. Sleeping was never an issue for me until the steroids. I was always so exhausted i just fell asleep. Now i physically feel exhausted sometimes even my eyes hurt because i cant sleep, but my brain wont shut off. Often feel fidgety and that i can't relax. Catch myself grinding my teeth a lot which is something new.
I also have major depression and am not on medicine for it so i should work on that. I am coming to the realization that i will most likely not work again for a long time. Hopefully not forever. I did file for disability during my 10 day hospital stay recently.However i know this can take months even years if they approve it. I am just taking it all in and one day at a time. Entiviyio is kicking my ass with side effects and gi issues not really improving. Im not very good at being patient and i know this all takes time. Glad i have family who are helping me and supporting me. I wish you the best of luck. If you have any suggestions with SSD please let me know.
I work 40 hours a week 0700-1530. I have to get up at 0530 so I can leave at 0630. There are many times that I will also have overtime. It is all I can do to drag myself out of bed, especially in the winter when the mornings are still dark. Some mornings I find it hard to keep my eyes open driving to work. I could easily doze off at the stoplights. During the day at work actually isn't too bad because I am so busy. The drive home on the other hand sucks! Talk about struggling to keep my eyes open. I find that if I do any sort of exercise after work the harder it is for me to get up in the morning. Also I can fall asleep in the recliner at the drop of a hat. I have read exercise can help with the fatigue but all it does for me is help make it worse. I think my husband is finally starting to understand what I am going through after reading some of the threads.:ysmile:
I also have major depression and am not on medicine for it so i should work on that. I am coming to the realization that i will most likely not work again for a long time. Hopefully not forever. I did file for disability during my 10 day hospital stay recently.However i know this can take months even years if they approve it. I am just taking it all in and one day at a time. Entiviyio is kicking my ass with side effects and gi issues not really improving. Im not very good at being patient and i know this all takes time. Glad i have family who are helping me and supporting me. I wish you the best of luck. If you have any suggestions with SSD please let me know.