Hi Sunshine (forgive me for giving you a handle, but I think you also deserve a great name).
What a fantastic job you are doing, recovering, keeping positive, and just getting on with it. Some times it's all we can do ! I have my hat off to you and understand in a small weigh how you are feeling.
My hubby will have his brain scan tomorrow followed by full body MRI to see where we are with his lung/brain cancer. So far we are kicking butt, he has fought hard and through excellent medical care, good luck, positive thoughts and prayer we are 12 months further on than we thought we would be, but do you know what MLS aka sunshine? his positive I am not giving up, I don't care what it takes, how much it frigging sucks, or how much I have to endure/give up/miss out on attitude has carried him through. Your attitude will go a long way to helping you recover and I am guessing you are a very determined lady, who will do everything in her power to get better. Never give up, keep that positive outlook it will help tremendously. Sorry for hijacking you post but just sending much empathy, luck and hugs your way.
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