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my life is falling apart

hi this is my first post after reading everyones posts on herefor the past 2 years, i think i have now got to the point i really need some support a very brief history
at 17 i had an ovarian cyst removed this was misdiagnosed as wind peoirod pains
18 years old both my falopian tubes were blocked due to stritures and addetions caused by the cyst surgary had tubes unblocked and infertillaty treatments 4 miscarriages later 1 little girl then went one to have another 4 miscarriages and another little girl while having to live with an abusive and violant man, who i left at 29 and got sterilised, at this point i went back to collage and became a chef and care assitant to support both my girls and the child minder ended up having abdo pain again this time was missdignosed and my healthy appendix was removed and i was sent home.
7 years later met a wonderful man who i married i was ill when we married having had d for over 4 years he get me to see my dr again and again and again until i was sent for a barian xray of my intestines surgary again for crohns i had a ressection removing 4 foot of bowel i was given an epidural for post op pain witch did not work and was left without pain relief for over 5 hours leving me with ptsd. 2 years later being 39, i have 3 prolapses bladder anal and womb i have now been told i need a full hysterectory bladded and bowl repairs, but this cant be done because ive been in flare since my last surgary. i do need another resecction now as 2 foot of bowle is bad and restricting this is planned after xmas. and i cant do this anymore i take my meds im on humira 1 a week pentasa 8 a day duloxetine for ptsd, counseling, buscapan, folic acid,loperamide, dihydrocodine,trospian, zopiclone, and others.
i really dont want to do this anymore we went bankrupt last year and im still waiting to get better pls i really cant do this i go for more tests on the 23rd for panrititis and gall stones help
 
Hi Jo,
Welcome to the forums. I hope we can be of some help to you.
It seems like you have been through the ringer with this disease. It also seems like you are being under treated. Panritits? pancreantitis or something else? Gall stones I have been through as well, they took my gall bladder a bit over a year ago.

I hope you start feeling better soon.
 
God I am so sorry jo I really hope yoj can find some comfort and relief in the near future. Your experiences will help many here Im sure and welcome to the forums
 
thanks you for the replies its was suppose to be pancreantitis, the drug brain fog and depression does not help with my spelling, sorry for the spew of emotion. ty crazy i hope some good can come out of this xxxxxx
 
Not a problem I understand drug fog, I live there a lot of the time. Try to take it easy and start feeling better.
 
Hello Jo and welcome to the Forum.

I do hope you get the help you need soon.

We'll be here for you whenever you want to talk.

Welcoming Hugs~Nancy
 
Hi Jo, and welcome! Im so sorry to hear of you story, but know that your NOT alone. This is an excellent place to vent, to relate and just to count on. The people on here are real, and going through similar experiences as yours. I wish words could make it better, but I know that theres not much that can be said to make things better....just know your not alone. And welcome!
 
Hiya Jo
and welcome

Sorry you're going thro this, hope you find comfort here with us.
If you're having councelling, maybe you could talk to them about all your anxieties and chunk all your problems into smaller ones. Then you can focus on the here and now, and what is going to happen next. If you need any advice on hysterectomy, PM me, I can help with that.
Keep in touch, lots of friends here for you
lotsa luv
Joan xxx
 

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