Surgery - scared but kind of excited
met with surgeon today. "the writing is on the wall" he said - meaning I can delay the surgery but the termineal ileum needs to come out. its all i needed to hear. oddly i feel excited - like for years i've wanted this inflamed tissue out and have been trying to have a doc recommend it - and finally! yay! i must be crazy. at the same time when i actually think about the surgery - SCARY!
trying to schedule it in the next month. i hope the scarier thoughts don't just grow. at least i can stop humira this month, of course my stomach isn't going to be happy.
i'm bound to write more.
met with surgeon today. "the writing is on the wall" he said - meaning I can delay the surgery but the termineal ileum needs to come out. its all i needed to hear. oddly i feel excited - like for years i've wanted this inflamed tissue out and have been trying to have a doc recommend it - and finally! yay! i must be crazy. at the same time when i actually think about the surgery - SCARY!
trying to schedule it in the next month. i hope the scarier thoughts don't just grow. at least i can stop humira this month, of course my stomach isn't going to be happy.
i'm bound to write more.
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