I actually believed that I had been magically cured from this disease. I had not had an episode for 15 years and then a week before this past Christmas, I got sick with what I thought was a stomach flu. Within 2 days my symptoms had worsened, I not only had severe pain but I was passing blood. Needless to say I spent the holidays in the hospital, trying to control a full blown Cronhns episode. I am now home armed with so many kinds of medications, I can hardly keep track. Working is a challenge, with numerous trips to the restroom, always nauseous, not eating, the fatigue and just plain not feeling good all the time, I'm starting to think my employer is about to let me go. I need help, the depression is getting worse.