Hello everyone!
It's been months since I was on here and so much has happened. I see some of you are still here, and I hope you're all doing as well as possible!
Since I was last here, my father passed away from cancer. It was a pretty gruesome final few months, and it caused a lot of stress (as you can imagine, I'm sure).
I was finally diagnosed, at least in part. Turns out there wasn't anything particularly complicated going on. I have a hiatus hernia, GERD, and am not super responsive to the meds. I have active inflammation because of the acid that I can't seem to beat even on high doses of PPIs (currently on 120 mg of Nexium daily which apparently is very high). I also have severe motility issues of the esophagus.
So I'm at a crossroads. The surgeon says fundoplication surgery is a 50/50 chance for me. It could make me better, but it could also make swallowing a huge problem, and as they suspect another undiagnosed issue with slow/abnormal motility in the rest of my GI tract as well they are concerned about IBS-like symptoms from the surgery. He also claims that I can't really live like I am for much longer, since the inflammation won't go away and the risk of Barrett's and cancer is too high. Still, it's a choice to be made and one that I'm grappling with.
Currently trying to lose weight (and keep it off) as well as stay on a very bland diet for the following 3 months before my follow up. If weightloss and dietary changes doesn't help, surgery might be the only option even with the risks.
Also struggling with recurring anemia, no one really knows why. I have infusions regularly which does help with my energy.
Trying to maintain some kind of life while all this is going on is tough. I've had to take another break from school and am only working about 20%, if that. I'm trying to get my driver's license currently as it would make getting around much easier.
Like I said, hope you all are well, I'm going to stick around here for a bit.
It's been months since I was on here and so much has happened. I see some of you are still here, and I hope you're all doing as well as possible!
Since I was last here, my father passed away from cancer. It was a pretty gruesome final few months, and it caused a lot of stress (as you can imagine, I'm sure).
I was finally diagnosed, at least in part. Turns out there wasn't anything particularly complicated going on. I have a hiatus hernia, GERD, and am not super responsive to the meds. I have active inflammation because of the acid that I can't seem to beat even on high doses of PPIs (currently on 120 mg of Nexium daily which apparently is very high). I also have severe motility issues of the esophagus.
So I'm at a crossroads. The surgeon says fundoplication surgery is a 50/50 chance for me. It could make me better, but it could also make swallowing a huge problem, and as they suspect another undiagnosed issue with slow/abnormal motility in the rest of my GI tract as well they are concerned about IBS-like symptoms from the surgery. He also claims that I can't really live like I am for much longer, since the inflammation won't go away and the risk of Barrett's and cancer is too high. Still, it's a choice to be made and one that I'm grappling with.
Currently trying to lose weight (and keep it off) as well as stay on a very bland diet for the following 3 months before my follow up. If weightloss and dietary changes doesn't help, surgery might be the only option even with the risks.
Also struggling with recurring anemia, no one really knows why. I have infusions regularly which does help with my energy.
Trying to maintain some kind of life while all this is going on is tough. I've had to take another break from school and am only working about 20%, if that. I'm trying to get my driver's license currently as it would make getting around much easier.
Like I said, hope you all are well, I'm going to stick around here for a bit.