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- Aug 5, 2012
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- 14
i've had CD for ten years now and although I knew deep down i was always depressed about my life with CD I never sought help. The last 3 years have been a nightmare, my disease has progressed into "complex periannal disease" multiple fistulas, strictures, abscess drainages,diapers crippling pain,weight loss,unemployable. I would go to the toilet up to 40 times a day and i suffer from severe insomnia. I am currently on Humira for 6 months now and most of the symptoms have subsided. I can sit down now!! and I only have about 4-5 bm on a good day. There are still bad days though, My ass feels like a train wreck and the pain during and after some movements is like pure torture. 4 years ago they gave me Dilaudid in the hospital and i've been hopelessly addicted to it since. At this time I can't see a point in my life where I don't need opiates to get through the day and that alone is pretty depressing. I want to get help for depression but I am worried new pills might trigger some flare-up I was wondering if anyone else on here is on anti-depressants and if they help. so glad I found this forum.
good luck to everyone!!
good luck to everyone!!