Hi, Looking for a little advice, thoughts, suggestions. My limit with poop and bum talk with my friends and close ones is drawn at fissures and fistulas. I've had issues with fissures and fistulas for about 2 years now. It had gotten to the point where every time i had a bowel movement, the toilet was filled with bright red blood and it felt like i was literally pooping knives out.
Every since i began Remicade, last January, the skin tags mostly went away and shrunk, the pain was relieved practically the next day by at least 70%, and pooping became more bearable. One thing though, is that there has always continued to be puss leaking. I'm due for treatment in 2 days. BUUUT here's what's freeking me out... my stool is normal and has been since the beginning of the treatment. I have particularly been feeling great this past week, eating well, normal bowel movements, barely any anal pain really, etc....Today, for the first time ever, i discovered some brown stuff in my pantyliner ... anal leakage? This has never happened to me before, not sure why it is, nor what to do about it. I saw my GI last week and I've asked her what i should do about the fistula and fissures ... she pretty much brushed it off as she always does and said there isn't much to do. I take sitz baths every day, i've tried nitro and a bunch of other creams...She says docs don't really want to operate down there, much less in the presence of a chronic inflammation disorder. I was really disappointed... Sure, it's much more bearable, but am i just suppose to accept that they're there and live with them? Isn't there more that can be done? And what is up with this leakage? Should i be worried? I feel like i've come a long way and i am close to remission, but these little anal issues are quite persistent. Help!